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2011 to 2012

2011-12-31T11:37:00.001+08:00

12 more hours before we say good bye 2011 and welcome 2012......

lots has happen this fruit year of 2011.

There is ....

lots and lots of thanks i want to say

lots and lots of sorry that i want to say

lots and lots of everything i have in mind but it jus not in my mind now.

lets hope for the best of 2012...
keep the juice and good of 2011...
forget the bad and unhappiness other any memories....

be happy and be grateful of yourself been there for 2011 and approaching 2012.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

Mid month

2011-12-14T18:37:00.001+08:00

Mid of the mth as well as half a mth to new year!

Recap of what u have done for yourself or this year and reflect on it.

Did you do your best?
Have you done anything wrong?
What else can you do to make it better?

Hmm hmm guess I need a better answer for each and every question...

20 more days

2011-12-11T12:54:00.001+08:00

Coming to an end to year 2011.

Lots of things has happen as well as a change of lifestyle.

I will be soon a free person in the society, off the chart of the workforce. But still working hard to get myself back:)

Having faith that 2012 will be a good year for me:)

9 more months to go:)

2011-07-29T23:01:00.001+08:00

I am counting down.... Even though I know this is a good job prospect... But I am looking forward to the day I end this contract...

After 3 months ... Finally I have sales coming in and proceed to the other phrase of the trade:)

Now the question... How do I maintain this....

Overspend...

2011-07-17T00:03:00.001+08:00

Shit... That is an emergency... That is bad... I did not realize it till an hour ago.... What has happen!!!!!!

I left with less than a quarter of my pay... Let come out with a plan to get pass it.. Hmm hmm

Working life

2011-07-15T19:21:00.001+08:00

It has been quite a while since I last post an entry...

Entering the society, working full time is much different from part time job and attachment. You have to be committed and push yourself to do everything you can to achieve the end result.

Well, before all that you must choose the right job. For me, neither good nor bad, is either have or don.

Everything have to start somewhere. Eventually I will get somewhere. The question is where is that somewhere? Haha

So I have to try harder to get over the so call somewhere. :)

End of the day. Is all official business, and paid job.

Tired....

2011-07-15T19:15:00.001+08:00

Doing stuff has day long I have no issues in it.. Guess I need to know how to prioritize when to rest when to work... :(

True colour

2011-03-19T12:34:00.001+08:00

Was listening to this song while I am on the bus to ikea.

Images of what have happen for the past few months jus flash like a movie in my mind...

Doesn't know what does that mean also? But I realize one thing. I have changes... Everyone will grow up, will understand different situation when you carry on. Whether you give up? Hang on? Persist on? Cry on? Try on? Lots and multiple attempt to everything...

Guess time really heals... It also make someone learn and change.
Now I know that I am still myself and is up to me to carry on my own lifestyle.

Let's hope for the best in the future ba:) I am getting ready for what awaits me......

JENNIFER HUDSON LIVE! - YOU PULLED ME THROUGH..

2011-02-27T15:53:00.000+08:00

i pulled myself through all this.... :)

Me back:)

2011-02-13T03:24:00.001+08:00

Sorry my dear blog for leaving you for so long.

Was busy with my school work as I am currently finishing my third year in jus less than 3 weeks...

2 more paper to go. And lots of resume to sent, cause i am going to step into the working society!!!

Lots of people is asking me; why I never continue to pursue my degree?
Answer is.... No Money!!! Haha

Well is time for me to earn what I want and what I need instead of taking things for granted... Well is not a bad idea to start working now, furthermore I have miss out a few years of working life where others of my age is currently working and get paid well...

Need to first work on my exam first before other things:)

As for now... Nights everybody:)

无时无刻

2010-12-17T01:10:00.001+08:00

往往你会在某些时候想些有的没的，可是冥冥之中这一些胡斯乱想有他的道理。

我不知为何我会有这一些想法，就是有点迷惑了。好啦该睡了。晚安 :)"

lifes goes on

2010-11-04T13:58:00.002+08:00

i jus felt this is normal for everyone....

regardless of what happen, life still have to goes on... cause you stop does not mean other thing stop... you still have to get things done. not that you are not feeling of doing it and jus leave it as it is....

you are responsible for it and DO IT!!!

i am telling it to myself cause i am afraid that i cannot do it.... giving myself this extra motivation... hmm :(

School term starting soon...

2010-10-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

haiz... after this so call holiday which is our last holiday before end of studies.

than is that still rushing my FYP... body seems to be back in condition and also ok. but i am not sure whether i am fit to do everything now. hmm hmm hmm......

now not feeling well.... haiz....

my worst result now....

2010-10-04T10:08:00.002+08:00

Semestral Examination Results
2010/2011 S1
COURSE DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY STAGE 3A
MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE
IS1006 INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME 4 A
CP506S GENES AND YOU 2 C+
BA0221 LEGAL SYSTEM AND CONTRACTS 3 B
BA2301 PROJECT MANAGEMENT 4 B
BA0252 SERVER APPLICATION DEVELOPMENT 4 C+
BA0309 ENTERPRISE RESOURCE PLANNING 3 C+
BA0060 FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT 4 D+

Semester GPA: 2.472
Cumulative GPA: 2.986

Holiday

2010-09-27T09:45:00.001+08:00

Is really like the name. I am spending it like nothing is holding me behind... Haiz... Which is not suppose to be. I am so dead...

I have half a month before the actual meeting with the other 2. If I don have 75% to 85% I will be dead!!!!

Entering the State of ME

2010-09-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

Emptiness states me into the Refilling states of me...

this is where i am now...
but i am still recovering and get things done and get my engine started...
what else i have not done. i need to get my program for the FYP running.
need to see what else i can see for my house...

hmm hmm... guess i am jus been me again to get my things done. hope that i can get my things done before the holiday ended....

Carry on

2010-09-15T22:09:00.001+08:00

Haiz this is like worst timing to fall ill. Fyp stuff by Friday and also get things done by end of the holiday what to do... No time to waste. All type of helps is needed... :)

why why why

2010-09-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

why am i doing all this again...

i don know why am i looking back again on all the item again and again and again.

i am totally moodless now.

i am jus been stupid now to do it.

i feel like crying now... badly bleeding again even the wound is healed but still now is open again and bleeding badly...

haiz... stupid me again.

Time will bland everything...

2010-08-08T15:19:00.001+08:00

Is a common phrase that everyone use to say.

As time goes by everything will be bland. But the amount of time use it depends. So don know what am I going through. Haiz...

难以选择

2010-08-06T00:23:00.001+08:00

我现在觉得我无法在理智的当做没一回事。

要我在死心塌地的为你付出的时候要我对你死心。。。我做不到。。。

Alone

2010-08-04T17:19:00.001+08:00

When time you have to bear it all alone when it use to have the support you need even thought that person not physically there but emotionally there for you?

As the matter of fact that person is still around but the status we have is different. Which means there is limitation we will have from now. I have to control and change myself to adapt to all this changes.

It sound hard but I have to do it...

Do not place a rule...

2010-07-10T21:36:00.001+08:00

When people think of having something that is in your own world without other's interfering. Is state as no. But what had been said have been broken. I don trust those promise or words made anymore......

School sucks

2010-06-30T16:41:00.001+08:00

This is like the N number of time that I am complaining about school with their poor planning and other stuff why school can't think through stuff like those and do it to make us hate and dislike and feedback on those when they may already know it themselves?

Extremely speechless on the wastage of time and ridiculous planning and retarded method used and implement. Overall I am out of words use all your imagination that what I am going to comment.

Resting mode..

2010-06-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

haiz. this is the only time of the term that i am resting.
for the rest of the time i am not because we are trying to rush things here and there.

but this break for me is very short cause have to rush the FYP coming monday. haiz. Camp from sun to tue. so i am thinking whether i am going to go for the meeting this coming Monday. haiz.

Alone

2010-06-06T03:40:00.001+08:00

Actually when you are in a group. When you are alone. You could observe everyone and understand them. How everything works.

I jus kind of use to been alone now. Haiz. Really dislike it but I will jus be myself ba. Loneliness...

Exam approaching...

2010-05-31T13:09:00.001+08:00

Haiz. Exam starting this coming Friday. Start the ball rolling with law which I have totally no idea what is going on.

Than the whole of next week excluding Friday next week is exam. Haiz

Kills kills kills kills kills kills kills kills kills

Guess I need Something to bring me back to life than. Haiz

Rest period After BuZZY PeriodSSSS

2010-05-27T16:18:00.002+08:00

haiz.

this is like a period to rest...
to do what you want now...

is like hell for the pass few days or maybe week or so...
hmm... more to come and more to die for. haiz.

so now is that need to wait for the last few hours than we will go off for the 3 days holiday....... ARGH!!!! i am waiting for 6pm....

Jus me...

2010-05-25T17:35:00.001+08:00

Things in my mind...
1)In School now doing my stuff... need to think ahead of what we need.
2)Guess i am going to face the same fate when i left alone and unwanted.
3)What i have to do to improve what i have on hand.
4).......

i jus want to stop everything and let it be and be alone now...
what is happening to me....

Jennifer Hudson - Giving Myself - Live Walmart Soundcheck

2010-05-24T15:34:00.000+08:00

Tiredness

2010-05-08T22:28:00.001+08:00

This is really a day that I stretch myself for the almost full 24hr...

First is the mj session from last night till 3am. Take a little nap until 6.30am and than cannot really sleep and I have to meet up my projectmate at 9am in school that stretch to 3 plus.

Than back home but I did not rest, straight out until now I am still outside to celebrate my friend's birthday...

Guess what time am I going to rest... I have half of tomorrow. Have lots of things to do tomorrow also. Sadded....

Bad worst worsted...

2010-04-25T13:02:00.001+08:00

I am jus not at my mood I don k ow why... Nothing seems to be right... Everything went wrong... What happen... Why that happen...

Went swimming at toa payoh... Than at the food court I spilt my bowl of noodles... Than now angry is one thing... Upset is another things... I am confuse why now. Weird and I think there is more to come...

Know yourself before you know others

2010-04-20T13:07:00.002+08:00

do you get to know someone's capability before you know the person?
or do you ask the person what you can do before you go and know the person?

when this person can do work or perform well in academic or presentation, does that mean that person is good?
when there other person cannot do even half of what the first person can do, does that mean that person is useless?

i don't agree to that. everyone has a right to choose and have the right to speak and not you to speak for anyone else. unless you are the boss of that particular person that you have instruction, else shut up and listen. like what we all have went through during our ITP...

to anyone that may be involve...

Feeling Lost and Don't Belong

2010-04-19T00:43:00.001+08:00

This is what happen after jus 3 hours starting from 9pm... At home.

I am jus like thinking
am I invisible... ???
am I too small...???
am I a stranger...???
am I jus someone like a post tag???

Suddenly lot of things running through my mind that u fon want to think about them... Cause is pointless anyway.

Staying at home should be something peaceful and loving. Not jus think yourself and have your own place to disregard others emotions. Selfish people I can say... I am deeply stab when I heard that "you all are messing my ****"... Please recall that previously that **** that you are refering is mine....!!!!!!

Suddenly I jus felt been unwanted here... I jus want somewhere else now...... Anywhere is better than where I am now.....

Been too nice is a bad thing?
Jus trying to be nice also bad thing??
Been easily going is also a bad thing???

Suddenly I need to revise my personal value that I have believe in it for the pass decades... I have been a fool to give in and I have no turning back......

I am jus upset
I am jus upset...
I am jus upset......
I am jus upset......!!!
I am jus upset......!!!!!!

End of the work. Start of the school...

2010-04-19T00:32:00.001+08:00

I was like alright... Is coming to an end on Friday for attachment and enjoy my weekend to the max by doing everything that I have planned for myself... So I can fully relax...

Starting school on Monday. Haiz... Hope for the best...

Are we the "Taken for Granted"

2010-04-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

Hmm hmm suddenly sis talk about us been very nice people. And the main thing she mention is that we always remember other's birthday and give present or at least a message, but others jus take it for granted.

Hmm hmm I jus think is it because jus us having this problem of been very nice person?

I was thinking maybe we are nice person, but there are more people on earth that are like us but jus that they don feel it that way. Tha's why the business or birthday as well as celebration or even gift shop will not face economics difficulty of no sales....

Hmm hmm hmm still back to that question... Are very the taken for granted???

Known for 6 years...

2010-04-10T09:41:00.001+08:00

It seems like time flys without you knowing... When you realize it is already a few months or even years. I cannot imagine that it jus goes like this. It only indicate two thing. Is either we have enjoy ourselves to do what we like that make time flys.. Or we have been wasting our time on sone other things that we eventually let the time passby us...

Cecilia and Caryn, Joanna and Xiao Zhen if I never remember wrongly... We have introduce each other on a cab... And now we are officially friends for 6 years...!!!!!

Do not be a "Mr Nice Guy"

2010-04-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

When is in other people's relationship, do not step in.
Cause you never know the impact of the action when you do so.
Eventually something will be phrase to you... And is inevitable....

I did it and that is why I am saying it now... Haiz.

Idiotic person

2010-04-10T00:13:00.001+08:00

That is what happen when you are angry with someone that is ridculously idiotic.

Brainless and unreasonable. Asshole...

Tired Me, Lazy Me, Bored Me

2010-04-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

Tired Me...

i did not get to sleep enough to cover back what i have not slept enough. haiz. this is the first thing that i want to get it right... now i am back home, will sleep until afternoon else don wake up...

Lazy Me...

i am kind of different in the way i do my stuff now. i did not have the same thinking or the same idea as how it suppose to be done. is it because that i have changes to be smart to cut short the things that is unnecessary or i am jus purely lazy that i jus don want to go the extra mile to get things done in a better way???

Bored Me...

Sometimes i am thinking... do i have a normal routine that i am following??? like i will do something every morning? or i have something that i must follow... i used to... but i am not doing it now... why? i don know. maybe because i am jus bored of doing those things so i am jus forgetting them as i have lost interest in them...

so conclusion is that i am becoming another asshole in general... haiz

Coming to end of 2nd week

2010-03-18T19:35:00.001+08:00

This is not what I think it should be. Cause sometime we are trying to act as if nothin happen and we try to make it that we are enjoying it. But that is not the case.

From 3 per person per day become nearly 8 per person indirectly... This is bull shit. As for the staff they have to get around the same as us becuase their figure is bigger than ours... But us still not possible to get that figure as is like a snowball when it start rolling... It get bigger and bigger... There will not be any ending to it...

Haiz... Now jus hope for the best. MJ this Friday and work on sat. Maybe out on sun I don know... Hmm hmm... Somemore there is a meeting at mummy's place... Don know how am I going to go there... Die die... Bad bad.... Have to cone out with a plan for that...

What a day...

2010-03-18T08:48:00.001+08:00

This is like first of the attachment day that I am late.. I overslept by turning off my alarm. End up waking up at 0810...

Than rush everything than get the breakfast and rush to take train... Now I am on train reaching bukit gombak.... I guess I will have to take the 0850 bus than reach there by 9 plus for breakfast...

Crap way to start a day...

Moodless...

2010-03-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

Bored and restless

2010-03-18T00:22:00.001+08:00

This is what I call this mid period of the attachment period when everyone find it hard to fit Into their way of doing things as well as how the times is been done.

It should be do it the way they are given not do it the way that you want it. I always believe that there will not be a chance for you to be able to be in control of what you want to do for your job. You will have to do shit stuff before you sore up the next level.

But Till now everyone still don understand this logic that is in the socity... Hmm hmm is it that they are too naive to understand or they are jus taking things for granted??? Hmm I don k ow but there is always something that can be explained when everyone is too comfortable in their own comfort zone and jus forget about reality. Haiz.

So back to the same word. That is life.

Moodless

2010-03-15T00:52:00.001+08:00

This happen when you get angry over some stuff that makes you wanna kill someone.

But you can do nothing but only take it never happen and jus let it be....

当欲闷到一定的限度时，他会变成郁闷。。。

Holiday moody

2010-03-05T00:26:00.001+08:00

Haha... Very nice enjoying my second day of my holiday. Great day for me...

Sleeping now... Only have like tomorrow for me to be like that... Going to work on sat. Than Sunday don know what I have. Mon going for my ITP. Hope everything goes well.... Pray hard for me!!!

Happy and concentration needed!!!

2010-03-01T22:32:00.001+08:00

Haha.. First of all is my Ang bao money. Haha... I got a current accounting appreciated... Which I can conclude a capital account surplus... Hehe... Alright alright I need to concentrate more on the mean ans medium as well as the hypothesis testing... Haha

2 down one to go.

2010-03-01T18:34:00.001+08:00

after finishing the paper jus now fast i realize that some mistake i have in the paper, but whatever is done is done. so don look back, so now i jus need to concentrate on the paper tomorrow which is stat!

haiz... i jus need to remember all what i need to use for the question haiz. hope that i can do it like what it do for today. haiz. must keep that mode on at all time. ARGH!!! CHARGH!!!!

3/4 - 2/3 = ???

2010-03-01T11:09:00.001+08:00

I will say that I have read through all my note to understand what I need for my exam. But I don know whether will I be doing well for it???

But what will be in the paper? There isn't any past year paper for the end of year exam. Only other papers that for sem one and mst. Haiz. I jus hope that everything will be fine for this paper. Eventhought I know that I will have no problem in passing this module. But still I am worried whether will I be doing well for this module at this particular paper which is 40% weightage. Haiz

Wish me luck than... I am praying hard now... 4 more tutorial paper before I het going to school. Argh!!!

Crazy part one

2010-02-25T15:30:00.002+08:00

I am only a quater done for my revision for my econs. This is crazy. Cause there is so much things for me to remember. Crap crap crap!!!! Argh... In human the module is... Haiz... I think I will have to read this notes like bedtime story. Tired when I jus so call read through 3 chap and is jus part of what I need to read and understand. Argh... For god sake... This is nuts

New Day... Same me

2010-02-25T10:42:00.002+08:00

haiz... is really still me haiz. tired and lazy... how how how...

i cannot give up on my exam cause i don want to put my year to waste. haiz.

going to go to school soon. haiz.

Wasted A Day

2010-02-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

haiz... now i feel that i am useless. why le...

reason behind it is that i have not study for my econs when i have the exam coming monday and i am jus happily enjoying myself for the whole of today. haiz.

i need to really start to read and understand everything haiz....

Waiting and enjoy for nothing...?

2010-02-24T17:45:00.003+08:00

i don know what i am doing now.

sleep until afternoon...
eat until now when i have so much things to munch munch and munch none stop.

i guess i will need to find a way for me to slim down. haiz. sad me...

5 days later will be the 2nd paper which i have not touch and 3rd paper that i need to think whether i need to do. haiz. sad sad

Last visiting before 1st paper

2010-02-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

Other than the first day on 14, go and visit every family areas and to some other house. out with friends to walk around

2nd day to to lukes and anthony's place to enjoy

3rd resting at home and forgot anything around that i am doing, guess i am tired after the stacking of tiles for the pass 2 days...

4th praying and back home to rest.

5th have stat lesson

7th day at farin's place at night after we have like enough rest for the rest of the days.

8th busy morning than to yiling's place than Joshua's place and enjoy...

haiz...

1 more days will be first paper. is my hell period when new year and new year meet... really hate this feeling haiz. but what to do. crap crap crap crap......

Mood swing..

2010-02-17T23:04:00.001+08:00

Hmm hmm... Is always the case... I jus cannot put myself to it. Haiz

I jus need myself to do so. I really need myself to achieve that. Haiz.....

New year approaching

2010-02-07T18:00:00.001+08:00

... ... ... ...
A weeks time. New year. But i haven get all my new year clothing. This is bad le la. Argh!!!!

Hmm hmm for now I have 2 shoe and 1 and a half of the shirt. Hmm hmm

Now I jus need to go and gety pants and some other things... Hmm hmm hmm

Haiz

Sleepy head me...

2010-02-02T10:36:00.001+08:00

Hmm hmm hmm yawn...

It has been like don know how long I get to sleep for full 8 hours straight.... Today !!!! Haiz... But still... I am feeling tired... Lots of thing I need to do... Have to wake up. Haiz... Alright hi Tuesday...

First post by my phone...

2010-01-31T22:48:00.001+08:00

Haha... Jus encounter this app that can help my update my blog... Haha... Bur not sure will i be able to do everything... Hmm have to wait and see than... Haha... Night to ya...

This is what we call "Overloading"

2010-01-21T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hmm Hmm

OVERLOADED!!!!!!
everything is jus coming now.... time for WAR!!!

CA1 and CA2 is going (not all)
but others is getting ready to fire at us. haiz. die die die.

get prepared now... sob sob sob... ARGH!!!

times like this.

2010-01-18T19:49:00.002+08:00

Difficult times always occur at different period of your life whether is huge or small.

i only can say that we will jus have to bear with it and get through it. i guess everything will be fine. i believe so.

project project will have to finish.
exam exam have to go.

what to DO!!!!! HAIZ!!!!

iPhone or HTC

2010-01-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

this is the Question.

i have to decide... after further thinking... and elaboration and explanation from friends and users. i may decide to get....

IPHONE

even thought that HTC is more powerful and on better platform, i think in the end there will still be regards on the different phone you are getting also. so no point to think and make yourself tired. right... everyone will get to change your phone like every 2 years.

so by than something better will be out since the technology jus keep on advancing. haha. so i jus stick to iPhone for the time been ba.

lots of money will be out this month due to all the different expenses.

Stressful Stressful and in the end ... Still Stress!!!!

2010-01-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

ok.. i am serious here...

due to the fact that exam is coming very soon and also the semester is shorten. so, we have to bear with the change and the end result is that we have to endure with it. haiz. crazy and in the end is still STRESS!!!!!

let me have a mini check list.

WEC- CA2 to be hand in coming friday
PNMM- report to be hand in on monday but still safe...
WSD- every week have to show something so there is timeline and progress. no worries
Econ- die die die. don know what is it talking, cause everything look alien to me.
Stat- as long there is Dr Jaya, I WILL SURVIVE!!!!
FMA-CA2 coming week...

so this is what happen when the semester is shorten. haiz. we are the victim here.
HELP US!!!!!!

First Lessonless

2010-01-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

this is what happen when you come over to lesson but there is not lecturer

this is what happen today, but there is some other lesson related stuff that we are doing so still ok. haiz... normal day i can say.. haha... see and chat more later than.. bye bye

Wendy's is nice....!!!!

2010-01-09T01:07:00.002+08:00

My God... this is heaven.

the burger is like WOW WOW and WOW!!! nice to the max man.

the chili is something that you will not want to miss... cause is like a soup or some stuff that you will want to jus eat when you are bored and jus want something in your mouth.

last but not least their Frosty Shake. IS THE NICE ENDING TO YOUR MEAL!!! HAHA

must try must try.. but the problem is that you have to deal with the crowd. cause you will have to take like 15 to 20 mins queuing. hmm hmm hmm... really crazy

What is this...?

2010-01-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

ridiculously something like this is at the mrt station... hmm hmm hmm.. i saw it when i am on my way to school today at Jurong East. but how on earth it get there...? no idea. further more they are unable to clean it. haha.

err... i think it will be there for awhile than haha.

New Year New ME

2010-01-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

Yes. that is what i hope for this year. haha

but what i need to do i don know. jus hope that everything is nice and fine for me.

And new hope for Everyone. Happy NEW YEAR!!!

Coming to an End

2009-12-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

Coming to an end of the year.

i have been missing a lot of things this year and not been able to achieve a lot of things. so i don know. hmm...

am i been able to do much next year and achieve more than what i have this year. i don know. there is lots of things that is awaiting for me.

i am going forward to see and make sure i get pass them.

wish me luck.

Cleaning Stuff

2009-12-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

Laptop and Desktop
Internal to External Hard Disk.

Wardrobe, Living room, Kitchen, Doorway and lots of stuff.

New Year is coming but all the things is not done yet... ARGH... MY GOD... WHEN WILL I GET OVER ALL THOSE!!!!

to make things worst, Final Year Exam is After Chinese New Year... ARGH!!!! CRAP!!!!!

one more week to back to school...?

2009-12-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

hmm... holiday is fast... need to get back on track.

project have to be done before school reopen
stuff to look at for work
time to rest more cause even now having holiday but i am not having enough sleep.

shit shit shit
bad bad bad.

luck for the rest of the days than. night.

Half Score played... Mood-ANGRY AND PISSED

2009-12-08T18:45:00.002+08:00

this is crap and idiotic, i cannot believe it that i cannot finish programming stuff.

this is really what i call demoralizing. 4 question, each is around 25 marks, thought will spend more time on databinding question and database question. but end up is jus some other question for me i have no problem with. IDIOTIC!!!!!! SHIT!!! ARGH!!!!

half score of the music played... still have another half to play.. haiz... going to die... i need to relax now... still have 2 more to go... ARGH!!!!! STAT and FMA... ARGH!!!!!

Candle blowed, Wishes made, New year has come.

2009-12-04T10:02:00.003+08:00

Thank for the cake and present.

is a mini celebration for me by my friends. haha. so happy.
there is cake from Breadtalk and a Stitch from Kiddy. haha....
hmm.. more to come. i am waiting.

a week to my death

2009-12-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

hmm hmm hmm... yes exam next week. crazy crazy... need to clear a lot of things than... haiz also there is lots of things that we need to do got too much stuff ARGH!!!!!

everything is together die die die...

What have Happen to be for the Past 3 weeks.

2009-11-26T17:00:00.002+08:00

Alright, i know that i have not been very good in keeping my blog updated.

for the past 3 weeks i have been in school and also working. due to the busy schedule that i have.

i am not able to update on what i am doing.

let me jus list out what i have gone through haiz... Sadded...

work on 1st nov at West coast. FUN AND TIRED!!!!

CA3 on Stat and i receive my result which i pass haha.

Star outing on 20th which is fun as we enjoy ourself there.

busy weekend immediate haiz.

other than that i am in school. hmm hmm hmm... with our usual Monday Blue and Black Thursday!!!!!

so now i am going through the last one hour of my Black Thursday. going off soon after this. haha.. good good good.. but my weekend is busy busy busy... sob.

A week before Exam.

2009-11-26T16:54:00.003+08:00

Ok... really i am serious. i am jus a week before my exam. haiz...

what happen for this coming week is that i will need to submit 3 project by next week and 4 paper to prepare for the week after.

but still, i am not at the mood of doing so. haiz. have to force myself to do so.

bless me on that.

can i take it

2009-10-31T02:16:00.001+08:00

2 weeks of school i have already feel the stress... why is that so...?

did the workload jus increase without me knowing...?
or i am jus imagining it myself???

hmm i think i will have to follow the flow of the whole semester than.

i am going to bed now. night!

Moodless for School

2009-10-26T20:28:00.002+08:00

I was jus thinking is this what everyone call the "monday blues" but to me it seems to be "Semester Blues" hmm.

this is only the second week of school i am jus been moodless towards all the lesson. and i jus hate the idea of waking up early in the morning for my 8am lesson on monday and my 9am lesson on thurs. but i am happy with my homely friday haha.

let me review all my module.

Economics- as usual but this time get worst. as we are moving over to Macro-econ.

Statistic- better off this time as we don have the person that confuse us during lecture. hope is better this time round.

new module up...

Web Server Design-is something that i will easily get pass i guess as is mostly coding and also anything that we know before jus change something here and there

Principal of New Media Marketing- VERY new module but i am not sure what is been expected from them and also what we going to do in the end. is still clueless here.

Financial and Management Accounting- all is on the platform of company and stuff that is so book by book..... ARGH!!!! i jus don like the lecture

Writing for E-Commence- THIS IS HELL!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!! haiz i have no idea why they must always have a Language course in the whole lesson or th timetable. that is killing me man.

hmm hmm hmm... i am not sure that whether i will be able to maintain my GPA this Sems... and stuff also i don know. i jus need to consider whether anything i need to take note also. haiz. die die die..... GOD PLEASE HELP ME

Coffee Madness

2009-10-24T00:25:00.001+08:00

I am at Starbucks Tampines now...

due to the fact that for some reason i don want to stay at home, also i have to be at the airport this evening for duty after exchanging my duty with Felicia for this time been for this 2 week.

i have been estimating the amount of caffeine that i am having for this whole month. practically i have been meeting everyone at Starbucks every now and than it seems to be a good place for me to meet and chill out. everytime here i will order a venti size double shot espresso frap with whip cream and cocoa power on the top... hmm hmm hmm... for some reason i felt very sinful to have it all the time because of the whip cream and maybe other stuff that is in there that will helps to give me extra weight input. very lazy now. jus want to rest. school term started going to be another messy semester for me. HELP!!!!!!

Discouraging Result i have.

2009-09-23T15:17:00.002+08:00

Semestral Examination Results 2009/2010 S1
COURSE DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY STAGE 2A

MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE
BA506B INTRODUCTION TO HUMAN RESOURCE PRACTICES 2 A
BA0245 INTERNET DATABASE APPLICATIONS 4 A
LC0912 REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION SKILLS 3 B
BA0255 MULTIMEDIA WEB DESIGN 4 B+
BA0263 BUSINESS ACCOUNTING 3 C+

Semester GPA: 3.321
Cumulative GPA: 3.341

i am quite upset with the result as predicted for my Business Accounting(that is due to my test that i fail and get a pass after retest)

the most shocking part of the result will be my RWPS which i really puke blood during the period when i need to rush the whole report with helps everywhere.

over still ok but jus that my GPA is not that good now... got pull down by this sem's GPA. haiz. now is time for me to be sad for some time than.

Work Work Work

2009-09-09T20:33:00.002+08:00

i have enough rest.
what i need now is work.

jus need to sent my resume to the agent and hope that i get a part time job.
cause i think the present one will now sustain my spending... hmm...

ok i will have to start praying now.......

Extreme Not Responsibile

2009-09-03T15:20:00.002+08:00

i have not update the blog for almost a month.

this is due to the heavy workload and school work. haiz.

alright lets not be so long winded. but i will jus summaries everything.

practically is that i am too busy with all the reports and project that is the first priority that i have in mine.

followed by all the exam and test paper due to the fact that i am so into getting good grades for the few module that i am taking this sems. haiz.

until now i am so relax due to the fact that everything is over and is time for me to cool down from my stress i have. haha.

so ya... but i still have to take a look at my note and stuff because of the 2 year long module. haha. ok... that is a little summary. haha

I am Stress

2009-08-07T14:23:00.002+08:00

i don know what is going on. jus guess is that i am stress that is all. lots of things that i need to do now.

everyday my mind is running on high speed. i need to know whether what is going on with me. before i turn loony.

no me not at my tip top condition

2009-07-31T19:14:00.002+08:00

i am tired, i cannot take it, i have no idea now.
i am lost, totally lost somewhere is the wonderland.
i am so dead, physically tired.

now is that totally offline cause i have nothing to do. haiz.
what happen is that i am thinking what to do. hmm.
now i have to rest well. than i will do my stuff.
2 stuff to be done asap, i have to get the report done by today and also more stuff.

BA SUCKS

2009-07-30T14:39:00.000+08:00

this is irritating... i jus don know why i am going to say this at this point of time after so long.... WHY WHY WHY..

jus receive the message that i fail my CA2 and i have to go for a retest next Wed.

IDIOT IDIOT!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!

now what happen is i am worry about my grade in the end cause of this CA2 will affect the percentage of my score. haiz. sad sobbing...

Half-Blood Prince = Less than half the expection

2009-07-27T10:09:00.004+08:00

as a movie lover. it is very exciting.
as a book fan....... hmm... is below expectation.

lots of changes have been made. including stuff that did not happen in the story.
i wonder what will J.K. Rowling think of the movie... hmm..

whitening

2009-07-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

i am getting fairer day by day... i need my sun....

haiz.... nothing to do jus post something like that to remind those that have been to the beach with me but not now.... pls let me know when you guys can make it alright....

nothing else... night to everyone.

Emo and Lousy

2009-07-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

I don know.
I don want to know
I don want to know anything
I don want to know anything that is going to do
I don want to know anything that is going to do with anything there
I don want to know anything that is going to do with anything there is there....

i don know. i don know. i don know.

don talk to me. DON TALK TO ME!!!

*i jus want to scream, i jus want to cry, i jus want to be left alone now, leave me alone*

The Leisure Account

2009-07-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

haha... what i can say about this is jus crap. what i can comment is that after the 5 days plus today i can compile this account.

first question come in mind. when you are able to go home by public transport will you do so...? (at least 90% or 100% will say yes.)

second question, if there is not choice you have to take a cab will you?(this is an obvious question,you have to when you want to go home and sleep)

so after this 2 question you got what i mean right??

this is what happen for the past few days.
everything start from last friday and saturday when Luke, Janet and some of them (as there is too many of them have come in to join the fun so have to state some of the main character that is involve, kalvin,Jas and many many many more) have started the conversation, so there is lots of mean that you will tend to chat and forget about time. this si what happen than.

haiz.without me to further elaborate.haiz. that is a sad case for us but a good news for all cab uncle....i guess this means that they will be more than happen to know us.but we must be proud cause we are contributing to the economic in this 'unwell' time. BWAHAHA

well that is all i can say than. haiz tomorrow will be a freaking long day for me that i have to keep myself at a better condition instead of going to drop dead status. alright than. i will need to go off and stop right here. tar tar!!!

conditions!='gd'

2009-07-10T16:07:00.000+08:00

haiz.i hate this man. all the result is going to be release next week... i am very worry,but i cannot do anything. what we can say is that we do fairly well...? but how well... this is the question right?

we cannot imagine how well we have done but jus to wait and see. haiz.

end of hell

2009-07-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

everything is over... now is jus the normal time that everyone will jus wait for the judgment. sob sob sob.....

i really hope that i really do well for this.

i still have lots of thing for me to worry now.haiz. but before that i jus need sometime for me to relax than. BWAHAHA.... YEAH!!!!

2 more to go

2009-07-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

ok than. last 2 paper. what to do. haiz.

jus sent an email to angel. on the contact.
tomorrow have to get some stuff from NTUC as what granny said, than i have to get the jab from polyclinic. hmm... last but not least is to study for stat.

haiz. what to do that is life for me now.
this sat i don recall anything that i need to do. but PTP need me for party. but i don know to accept or not. somemore we have to work for a sat. haiz. i don know whether i can work for this sat a not. hmm... i have to ask fadhil on that.

now have to try to study IDA and also another concern is to slim down. haiz. fat now.

mid week unsound

2009-07-01T09:02:00.002+08:00

Wednesday. haiz. finish 2 papers for this mst. there is another 3 coming my way. one coming in the late morning. haiz. i have not really studied for it. don know whether i can make it a not. there is so much for me to do for this one. all the different new account and also some other stuff.

tomorrow and the day after i will have hell for it. i will have to be back home to finish off lots of stuff. this sunday is huda's wedding and i totally forgot about it. i have jus sms fadhil regarding this sun haiz. hmm.. i don know i have to check i remember is not affected or so. hmm..... maybe not going cause sun is very chaotic. haiz. what to do. is always the case nowadays when we have started everything haiz.

2+1=3; 1+1+1=3; 1+1 =2 / 1+2=2?

2009-06-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

i am jus confuse... why why why... is it something that i have to clear about cause is something that i will suffer from that especially when that will lead to a serious problem and also a very bad name to me in the future?

i think is jus that i am jus been me that i am a friendly person that i am always caring in my ways. haiz. but jus in the end whatever i do is wrong i can say so ya... forget it. i am totally out of my mind now. let me be what i am now.

a week more to back to school

2009-06-20T12:17:00.002+08:00

june holiday is not really holiday for me.

immediately after the last day of school have camp from fri to mon (NYAA) than followed by mon to wed(CYA). haiz. that is how i lost my voice for the time been. haha. Thur have lesson with Dr Jaya, fri have to help with Martin for IWF.

Sat have Airport trainning and last but not least sun have work. haiz. this is like one week of killing timing. haiz. no rest throughout. and there end my first week of holiday. haiz

haiz... this week is not that bad.. so still ok... not really to the extend of tired.. so haha... no need to mention also. haha

waiting for the other week now.. haha

PARTY!!!

2009-05-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

haha... lets me jus update something for yesterday.

actually we jus have meeting with the others for our NYAA camp. so have some other things to be sort out but because of some reason there is a little unfair for some of us. but we jus let it be. haiz. we carry on out with some of the former monday to see what is it. haha.. nice nice nice.... we go out for movie and dinner at just acia. haha... than we go off in the evening.

today after lesson everyone meet up for celebration for the May baby. so we book 21 seat at Fish and Co. haha... is what i call that crazy because we order everything to 492 dollars... ARGH!!! CRAZY man... but because we are confirm for the semester fee of 7.50 each student. so we still can cover a little... further more is that the amount is after 10% discount. due to birthday. the stuff have come on with some stuff for the birthday boys. haha.. that is really killing. haha. everyone enjoys man.. haha... cool.. will get more outing than. haha. next is YL in June.. haha.

haiz... tired now and i have not done BA tutorial very lazy here.. ARGH!!!! haiz. than i guess i have to stop and really get to work man. haha... ok la...

finish here.. than tar tar...!

First case of H1N1

2009-05-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

ok.. the first case of H1N1 is in Singapore!!!!!! ARGH... the worst case is that i am in the Airport on the same day.... ARGH!!!!!! what is it man... now i need to worry myself cause i don know whether i get it a not. hmm

so worry worry worry

week week together.

2009-05-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha lets update one short man. haha.. cause been too busy.... or i can say lazy... cause i really have been lazy for this period of time that i don even do my tutorial and also some other revision... hmm...

12th meeting both CYA and Red PEA.. haha... is like here and there that i have to run here and there... ARGH.... what is it man...

13th haiz... got interview session for CYA which is me incharge.. so have to be there than. haiz. eventually still ok than. haiz... at least i am not that bad when there is no or not any complaint from everyone. haiz. . haiz. but in some way i am not happy in some ways. ya.. but lets jus keep it as it is.

14th nothing much but jus school and duty.

15th lesson and yoga... (which is what i enjoy now cause it is really good and FUN!!!!)

16th went out to meet luke for Movie... Angel and Demon.. haha.... like it man.,...

17th work... YEAH!!! Red PEA start is 4th Season.. how anyone who know what is it about you can come down on selected Sundays at the Selected store to come down to support us alright???

18th 19th is nothing much... hmm... bored...

20th DBIT Bonding Day. is what i call failure... cause the junior is not supportive... cause they jus go off without anything and they jus like don care. this is what i call crap!!! so ya everything is **** **** **** ****!!!!!

21th 22th nnothing as is jus normal school days.

23th have training so jus let it be than after that Sai and siti together chill out at BTP .. haha... have thing much ma..haha... very nice... is like something that have been for so long.. haiz.

24th Red PEA. haiz. this is not that bad.. but still ok.. haha.. but what i see is that it still can be better.. hmm...

ok than... this is coming to an end of the week.. school again.. now what i can say is that i want to finish it fast cause 2 more week.. haiz... go go go... go for it... ARGH!!!!!!

update for week

2009-05-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

haiz... is jus tired for me... as usual cause i am always tired man...

on the 5th went out with everyone from Cambodia to eat and also to meet up for pei ling's birthday haha.. that day spend a lot. i will not state how much. that is what i will say.

6th got meeting for CYA haiz.

7th have DBIT bonding day meeting

8th first yoga lesson.. which is really fun man. haha after that have meeting at KAP. haiz.

the 3 days is what i call the meeting meeting meeting day man...

9th have tuky tuky heeren for free when everyone go for it haha. also after that have meeting at shaw haiz.

so i guess nothing much for meeting as is not suppose to be state here than.. haha

week of load and days of rest

2009-05-08T22:35:00.001+08:00

weekend now. i am trying to make sure that i get enough rest.. haiz..

jus got home like a while ago cause today have been a long day for me. hmm..

i will jus make it see than... not sure how will it be.... haha. now i jus want it to be more rest for me than. haha.

yellow to orange... hope it is not red

2009-05-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

because of the swine.everything now is getting bad. haiz.

i think i am sick also maybe because of myself not take good care of myself...? i don know.

than tomorrow SP will be doing it own precaution to prevent that to happen in the campus. haiz. i jus hope that i will be fine by tomorrow... hmm...

tomorrow everyone have to bring their admin card and thermometer to school... i will be getting the lanyard for everyone. hmm.. how nice...

ok la.. i need to do something now for the bonding day. hmm... another day than.

labour day for people that don't work offen... hmm

2009-05-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

haha... i am so happy with the holiday.. and is jus a day for me to rest. but i am not resting well also... haha... go out to walk with luke and meet up with mike for dinner and joshua to chat before he chill out. haiz..

tomorrow will be working at BM... so i don know what else i need to do.. now a little rusty. so i have to recall what i need to do now. haha.

jus got inform that duty will be halted due to the flu. haha. i guess i jus have to get everything to place on my own. tomorrow i have to play safe and also to jus be careful. haha.

Feed Up now!!!

2009-04-30T10:27:00.001+08:00

alright... location now is in school... cause i need to get this lappy to fix.. but when i am at 2248... they state that there isn't any slot available for me at all.. than is like waste my time to come down early... my lesson is at 11 but i am here like 9.40.... ARGH!!!!!!!

than is that jie min is here cause she got book... nothing i can say ma... but later on is that tiffany is here also... she have to do some stuff also.. than is that she go in and she get to do something with her lappy... WTF!!!! idiotic staff loh... no standard one at all.. if tiff come out i still not that agitated.. but i am now running of petrol and is burning furious!!!!! ARGH!!!