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Thursday, February 14, 2013
Hihi
How long has it been since I last update this? Hmm hmm I have lost track...
Well, lots has happen to my life and I am no longer who I am few years back when I started this blog and not the same old me when I stop writing this blog quite sometime ago...
Time has really past fast at a blink of an eye. Without us knowing and it jus happen...
What will happen to us few years lateral I don know. What has happen few years back. I may have forgotten...
I am still here. As the me I think I am the same as I am. I hope..... I guess so....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:40 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Alone and wondering
An in orchard alone at the moment.
While walking around window shopping, was thinking that what I want to get....
Bag? Shoe? Shirt? Pants? Jeans? Accessories? Book? And many many more...
In the end I got a tako:D 8 pieces an I finished it all by myself... Haha so fulfilling actually....
In the first place I don know what is going on that I jus don seems to be myself for a while.
Suddenly felt relief and relax:)
So this is the window therapy? Haha us more like a shopping therapy to me but minus the spending.
Come to think of it, I had never done crazy shopping due to my emotions that I have to use shopping therapy to get me out of it. Instead I do food therapy...
Hmm hmm maybe at times I new to go walking alone so I don feel upset or stress :D
Am resting now at Starbucks:) thinking whether should I grab a coffee while waiting ;?
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____7:54 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Random me
Drinking coffee while completing my task I set for myself everyday is something I look forward to work for. :)
Guess I need to set more target for myself to get things done:)
Things to finish today-2/5:) Jia you!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:36 PM
Friday, February 17, 2012
New life and newly adapt lifestyle
Previous mid month, I am thinking how is the job and other stuff.
One month later, I feel great of the job and I jus love the environment. They got the culture of appreciate what you do and why you are there and how important are you.
At least you don feel unwanted an not necessary and been ask to do thing jus for the money.
So Overall I love this job:) till now:)
On my way to work! It has never been a day that I don look forward to work! oh yeah!!!! Get going!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:03 AM
Saturday, December 31, 2011
2011 to 2012
12 more hours before we say good bye 2011 and welcome 2012......
lots has happen this fruit year of 2011.
There is ....
lots and lots of thanks i want to say
lots and lots of sorry that i want to say
lots and lots of everything i have in mind but it jus not in my mind now.
lets hope for the best of 2012...
keep the juice and good of 2011...
forget the bad and unhappiness other any memories....
be happy and be grateful of yourself been there for 2011 and approaching 2012.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:37 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Mid month
Mid of the mth as well as half a mth to new year!
Recap of what u have done for yourself or this year and reflect on it.
Did you do your best?
Have you done anything wrong?
What else can you do to make it better?
Hmm hmm guess I need a better answer for each and every question...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____6:37 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2011
20 more days
Coming to an end to year 2011.
Lots of things has happen as well as a change of lifestyle.
I will be soon a free person in the society, off the chart of the workforce. But still working hard to get myself back:)
Having faith that 2012 will be a good year for me:)
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:54 PM
Friday, July 29, 2011
9 more months to go:)
I am counting down.... Even though I know this is a good job prospect... But I am looking forward to the day I end this contract...
After 3 months ... Finally I have sales coming in and proceed to the other phrase of the trade:)
Now the question... How do I maintain this....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:01 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Overspend...
Shit... That is an emergency... That is bad... I did not realize it till an hour ago.... What has happen!!!!!!
I left with less than a quarter of my pay... Let come out with a plan to get pass it.. Hmm hmm
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:03 AM
Friday, July 15, 2011
Working life
It has been quite a while since I last post an entry...
Entering the society, working full time is much different from part time job and attachment. You have to be committed and push yourself to do everything you can to achieve the end result.
Well, before all that you must choose the right job. For me, neither good nor bad, is either have or don.
Everything have to start somewhere. Eventually I will get somewhere. The question is where is that somewhere? Haha
So I have to try harder to get over the so call somewhere. :)
End of the day. Is all official business, and paid job.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____7:21 PM
Tired....
Doing stuff has day long I have no issues in it.. Guess I need to know how to prioritize when to rest when to work... :(
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____7:15 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2011
True colour
Was listening to this song while I am on the bus to ikea.
Images of what have happen for the past few months jus flash like a movie in my mind...
Doesn't know what does that mean also? But I realize one thing. I have changes... Everyone will grow up, will understand different situation when you carry on. Whether you give up? Hang on? Persist on? Cry on? Try on? Lots and multiple attempt to everything...
Guess time really heals... It also make someone learn and change.
Now I know that I am still myself and is up to me to carry on my own lifestyle.
Let's hope for the best in the future ba:) I am getting ready for what awaits me......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:34 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2011
JENNIFER HUDSON LIVE! - YOU PULLED ME THROUGH..
i pulled myself through all this.... :)
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:53 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Me back:)
Sorry my dear blog for leaving you for so long.
Was busy with my school work as I am currently finishing my third year in jus less than 3 weeks...
2 more paper to go. And lots of resume to sent, cause i am going to step into the working society!!!
Lots of people is asking me; why I never continue to pursue my degree?
Answer is.... No Money!!! Haha
Well is time for me to earn what I want and what I need instead of taking things for granted... Well is not a bad idea to start working now, furthermore I have miss out a few years of working life where others of my age is currently working and get paid well...
Need to first work on my exam first before other things:)
As for now... Nights everybody:)
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:24 AM
Friday, December 17, 2010
无时无刻
往往你会在某些时候想些有的没的，可是冥冥之中这一些胡斯乱想有他的道理。
我不知为何我会有这一些想法，就是有点迷惑了。好啦该睡了。晚安 :)"
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:10 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2010
lifes goes on
i jus felt this is normal for everyone....
regardless of what happen, life still have to goes on... cause you stop does not mean other thing stop... you still have to get things done. not that you are not feeling of doing it and jus leave it as it is....
you are responsible for it and DO IT!!!
i am telling it to myself cause i am afraid that i cannot do it.... giving myself this extra motivation... hmm :(
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:58 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2010
School term starting soon...
haiz... after this so call holiday which is our last holiday before end of studies.
than is that still rushing my FYP... body seems to be back in condition and also ok. but i am not sure whether i am fit to do everything now. hmm hmm hmm......
now not feeling well.... haiz....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:00 PM
Monday, October 04, 2010
my worst result now....
Semestral Examination Results
2010/2011 S1
COURSE DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY STAGE 3A
MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE
IS1006 INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME 4 A
CP506S GENES AND YOU 2 C+
BA0221 LEGAL SYSTEM AND CONTRACTS 3 B
BA2301 PROJECT MANAGEMENT 4 B
BA0252 SERVER APPLICATION DEVELOPMENT 4 C+
BA0309 ENTERPRISE RESOURCE PLANNING 3 C+
BA0060 FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT 4 D+
Semester GPA: 2.472
Cumulative GPA: 2.986
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:08 AM
Monday, September 27, 2010
Holiday
Is really like the name. I am spending it like nothing is holding me behind... Haiz... Which is not suppose to be. I am so dead...
I have half a month before the actual meeting with the other 2. If I don have 75% to 85% I will be dead!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:45 AM
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Entering the State of ME
Emptiness states me into the Refilling states of me...
this is where i am now...
but i am still recovering and get things done and get my engine started...
what else i have not done. i need to get my program for the FYP running.
need to see what else i can see for my house...
hmm hmm... guess i am jus been me again to get my things done. hope that i can get my things done before the holiday ended....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:27 AM
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Carry on
Haiz this is like worst timing to fall ill. Fyp stuff by Friday and also get things done by end of the holiday what to do... No time to waste. All type of helps is needed... :)
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:09 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2010
why why why
why am i doing all this again...
i don know why am i looking back again on all the item again and again and again.
i am totally moodless now.
i am jus been stupid now to do it.
i feel like crying now... badly bleeding again even the wound is healed but still now is open again and bleeding badly...
haiz... stupid me again.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:34 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Time will bland everything...
Is a common phrase that everyone use to say.
As time goes by everything will be bland. But the amount of time use it depends. So don know what am I going through. Haiz...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:19 PM
Friday, August 06, 2010
难以选择
我现在觉得我无法在理智的当做没一回事。
要我在死心塌地的为你付出的时候要我对你死心。。。 我做不到。。。
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:23 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Alone
When time you have to bear it all alone when it use to have the support you need even thought that person not physically there but emotionally there for you?
As the matter of fact that person is still around but the status we have is different. Which means there is limitation we will have from now. I have to control and change myself to adapt to all this changes.
It sound hard but I have to do it...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____5:19 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Do not place a rule...
When people think of having something that is in your own world without other's interfering. Is state as no. But what had been said have been broken. I don trust those promise or words made anymore......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:36 PM
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
School sucks
This is like the N number of time that I am complaining about school with their poor planning and other stuff why school can't think through stuff like those and do it to make us hate and dislike and feedback on those when they may already know it themselves?
Extremely speechless on the wastage of time and ridiculous planning and retarded method used and implement. Overall I am out of words use all your imagination that what I am going to comment.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____4:41 PM
Friday, June 11, 2010
Resting mode..
haiz. this is the only time of the term that i am resting.
for the rest of the time i am not because we are trying to rush things here and there.
but this break for me is very short cause have to rush the FYP coming monday. haiz. Camp from sun to tue. so i am thinking whether i am going to go for the meeting this coming Monday. haiz.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:08 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2010
Alone
Actually when you are in a group. When you are alone. You could observe everyone and understand them. How everything works.
I jus kind of use to been alone now. Haiz. Really dislike it but I will jus be myself ba. Loneliness...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:40 AM
Monday, May 31, 2010
Exam approaching...
Haiz. Exam starting this coming Friday. Start the ball rolling with law which I have totally no idea what is going on.
Than the whole of next week excluding Friday next week is exam. Haiz
Kills kills kills kills kills kills kills kills kills
Guess I need Something to bring me back to life than. Haiz
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:09 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Rest period After BuZZY PeriodSSSS
haiz.
this is like a period to rest...
to do what you want now...
is like hell for the pass few days or maybe week or so...
hmm... more to come and more to die for. haiz.
so now is that need to wait for the last few hours than we will go off for the 3 days holiday....... ARGH!!!! i am waiting for 6pm....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____4:18 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Jus me...
Things in my mind...
1)In School now doing my stuff... need to think ahead of what we need.
2)Guess i am going to face the same fate when i left alone and unwanted.
3)What i have to do to improve what i have on hand.
4).......
i jus want to stop everything and let it be and be alone now...
what is happening to me....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____5:35 PM
