the iLLusory___iLLumination___
Saturday, October 31, 2009
can i take it
2 weeks of school i have already feel the stress... why is that so...?
did the workload jus increase without me knowing...?
or i am jus imagining it myself???
hmm i think i will have to follow the flow of the whole semester than.
i am going to bed now. night!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____2:16 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Moodless for School
I was jus thinking is this what everyone call the "monday blues" but to me it seems to be "Semester Blues" hmm.
this is only the second week of school i am jus been moodless towards all the lesson. and i jus hate the idea of waking up early in the morning for my 8am lesson on monday and my 9am lesson on thurs. but i am happy with my homely friday haha.
let me review all my module.
Economics- as usual but this time get worst. as we are moving over to Macro-econ.
Statistic- better off this time as we don have the person that confuse us during lecture. hope is better this time round.
new module up...
Web Server Design-is something that i will easily get pass i guess as is mostly coding and also anything that we know before jus change something here and there
Principal of New Media Marketing- VERY new module but i am not sure what is been expected from them and also what we going to do in the end. is still clueless here.
Financial and Management Accounting- all is on the platform of company and stuff that is so book by book..... ARGH!!!! i jus don like the lecture
Writing for E-Commence- THIS IS HELL!!!!!! I HATE IT!!!! haiz i have no idea why they must always have a Language course in the whole lesson or th timetable. that is killing me man.
hmm hmm hmm... i am not sure that whether i will be able to maintain my GPA this Sems... and stuff also i don know. i jus need to consider whether anything i need to take note also. haiz. die die die..... GOD PLEASE HELP ME
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:28 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Coffee Madness
I am at Starbucks Tampines now...
due to the fact that for some reason i don want to stay at home, also i have to be at the airport this evening for duty after exchanging my duty with Felicia for this time been for this 2 week.
i have been estimating the amount of caffeine that i am having for this whole month. practically i have been meeting everyone at Starbucks every now and than it seems to be a good place for me to meet and chill out. everytime here i will order a venti size double shot espresso frap with whip cream and cocoa power on the top... hmm hmm hmm... for some reason i felt very sinful to have it all the time because of the whip cream and maybe other stuff that is in there that will helps to give me extra weight input. very lazy now. jus want to rest. school term started going to be another messy semester for me. HELP!!!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:25 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Discouraging Result i have.
Semestral Examination Results 2009/2010 S1
COURSE DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY STAGE 2A
MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE
BA506B INTRODUCTION TO HUMAN RESOURCE PRACTICES 2 A
BA0245 INTERNET DATABASE APPLICATIONS 4 A
LC0912 REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION SKILLS 3 B
BA0255 MULTIMEDIA WEB DESIGN 4 B+
BA0263 BUSINESS ACCOUNTING 3 C+
Semester GPA: 3.321
Cumulative GPA: 3.341
i am quite upset with the result as predicted for my Business Accounting(that is due to my test that i fail and get a pass after retest)
the most shocking part of the result will be my RWPS which i really puke blood during the period when i need to rush the whole report with helps everywhere.
over still ok but jus that my GPA is not that good now... got pull down by this sem's GPA. haiz. now is time for me to be sad for some time than.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:17 PM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Work Work Work
i have enough rest.
what i need now is work.
jus need to sent my resume to the agent and hope that i get a part time job.
cause i think the present one will now sustain my spending... hmm...
ok i will have to start praying now.......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:33 PM
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Extreme Not Responsibile
i have not update the blog for almost a month.
this is due to the heavy workload and school work. haiz.
alright lets not be so long winded. but i will jus summaries everything.
practically is that i am too busy with all the reports and project that is the first priority that i have in mine.
followed by all the exam and test paper due to the fact that i am so into getting good grades for the few module that i am taking this sems. haiz.
until now i am so relax due to the fact that everything is over and is time for me to cool down from my stress i have. haha.
so ya... but i still have to take a look at my note and stuff because of the 2 year long module. haha. ok... that is a little summary. haha
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:20 PM
Friday, August 07, 2009
I am Stress
i don know what is going on. jus guess is that i am stress that is all. lots of things that i need to do now.
everyday my mind is running on high speed. i need to know whether what is going on with me. before i turn loony.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____2:23 PM
Friday, July 31, 2009
no me not at my tip top condition
i am tired, i cannot take it, i have no idea now.
i am lost, totally lost somewhere is the wonderland.
i am so dead, physically tired.
now is that totally offline cause i have nothing to do. haiz.
what happen is that i am thinking what to do. hmm.
now i have to rest well. than i will do my stuff.
2 stuff to be done asap, i have to get the report done by today and also more stuff.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____7:14 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
BA SUCKS
this is irritating... i jus don know why i am going to say this at this point of time after so long.... WHY WHY WHY..
jus receive the message that i fail my CA2 and i have to go for a retest next Wed.
IDIOT IDIOT!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!
now what happen is i am worry about my grade in the end cause of this CA2 will affect the percentage of my score. haiz. sad sobbing...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____2:39 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Half-Blood Prince = Less than half the expection
as a movie lover. it is very exciting.
as a book fan....... hmm... is below expectation.
lots of changes have been made. including stuff that did not happen in the story.
i wonder what will J.K. Rowling think of the movie... hmm..
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:09 AM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
whitening
i am getting fairer day by day... i need my sun....
haiz.... nothing to do jus post something like that to remind those that have been to the beach with me but not now.... pls let me know when you guys can make it alright....
nothing else... night to everyone.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:26 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
Emo and Lousy
I don know.
I don want to know
I don want to know anything
I don want to know anything that is going to do
I don want to know anything that is going to do with anything there
I don want to know anything that is going to do with anything there is there....
i don know. i don know. i don know.
don talk to me. DON TALK TO ME!!!
*i jus want to scream, i jus want to cry, i jus want to be left alone now, leave me alone*
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:06 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
The Leisure Account
haha... what i can say about this is jus crap. what i can comment is that after the 5 days plus today i can compile this account.
first question come in mind. when you are able to go home by public transport will you do so...? (at least 90% or 100% will say yes.)
second question, if there is not choice you have to take a cab will you?(this is an obvious question,you have to when you want to go home and sleep)
so after this 2 question you got what i mean right??
this is what happen for the past few days.
everything start from last friday and saturday when Luke, Janet and some of them (as there is too many of them have come in to join the fun so have to state some of the main character that is involve, kalvin,Jas and many many many more) have started the conversation, so there is lots of mean that you will tend to chat and forget about time. this si what happen than.
haiz.without me to further elaborate.haiz. that is a sad case for us but a good news for all cab uncle....i guess this means that they will be more than happen to know us.but we must be proud cause we are contributing to the economic in this 'unwell' time. BWAHAHA
well that is all i can say than. haiz tomorrow will be a freaking long day for me that i have to keep myself at a better condition instead of going to drop dead status. alright than. i will need to go off and stop right here. tar tar!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:56 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
conditions!='gd'
haiz.i hate this man. all the result is going to be release next week... i am very worry,but i cannot do anything. what we can say is that we do fairly well...? but how well... this is the question right?
we cannot imagine how well we have done but jus to wait and see. haiz.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____4:07 PM
Friday, July 03, 2009
end of hell
everything is over... now is jus the normal time that everyone will jus wait for the judgment. sob sob sob.....
i really hope that i really do well for this.
i still have lots of thing for me to worry now.haiz. but before that i jus need sometime for me to relax than. BWAHAHA.... YEAH!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:05 PM
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
2 more to go
ok than. last 2 paper. what to do. haiz.
jus sent an email to angel. on the contact.
tomorrow have to get some stuff from NTUC as what granny said, than i have to get the jab from polyclinic. hmm... last but not least is to study for stat.
haiz. what to do that is life for me now.
this sat i don recall anything that i need to do. but PTP need me for party. but i don know to accept or not. somemore we have to work for a sat. haiz. i don know whether i can work for this sat a not. hmm... i have to ask fadhil on that.
now have to try to study IDA and also another concern is to slim down. haiz. fat now.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:04 PM
mid week unsound
Wednesday. haiz. finish 2 papers for this mst. there is another 3 coming my way. one coming in the late morning. haiz. i have not really studied for it. don know whether i can make it a not. there is so much for me to do for this one. all the different new account and also some other stuff.
tomorrow and the day after i will have hell for it. i will have to be back home to finish off lots of stuff. this sunday is huda's wedding and i totally forgot about it. i have jus sms fadhil regarding this sun haiz. hmm.. i don know i have to check i remember is not affected or so. hmm..... maybe not going cause sun is very chaotic. haiz. what to do. is always the case nowadays when we have started everything haiz.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:02 AM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
2+1=3; 1+1+1=3; 1+1 =2 / 1+2=2?
i am jus confuse... why why why... is it something that i have to clear about cause is something that i will suffer from that especially when that will lead to a serious problem and also a very bad name to me in the future?
i think is jus that i am jus been me that i am a friendly person that i am always caring in my ways. haiz. but jus in the end whatever i do is wrong i can say so ya... forget it. i am totally out of my mind now. let me be what i am now.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:26 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
a week more to back to school
june holiday is not really holiday for me.
immediately after the last day of school have camp from fri to mon (NYAA) than followed by mon to wed(CYA). haiz. that is how i lost my voice for the time been. haha. Thur have lesson with Dr Jaya, fri have to help with Martin for IWF.
Sat have Airport trainning and last but not least sun have work. haiz. this is like one week of killing timing. haiz. no rest throughout. and there end my first week of holiday. haiz
haiz... this week is not that bad.. so still ok... not really to the extend of tired.. so haha... no need to mention also. haha
waiting for the other week now.. haha
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:17 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
PARTY!!!
haha... lets me jus update something for yesterday.
actually we jus have meeting with the others for our NYAA camp. so have some other things to be sort out but because of some reason there is a little unfair for some of us. but we jus let it be. haiz. we carry on out with some of the former monday to see what is it. haha.. nice nice nice.... we go out for movie and dinner at just acia. haha... than we go off in the evening.
today after lesson everyone meet up for celebration for the May baby. so we book 21 seat at Fish and Co. haha... is what i call that crazy because we order everything to 492 dollars... ARGH!!! CRAZY man... but because we are confirm for the semester fee of 7.50 each student. so we still can cover a little... further more is that the amount is after 10% discount. due to birthday. the stuff have come on with some stuff for the birthday boys. haha.. that is really killing. haha. everyone enjoys man.. haha... cool.. will get more outing than. haha. next is YL in June.. haha.
haiz... tired now and i have not done BA tutorial very lazy here.. ARGH!!!! haiz. than i guess i have to stop and really get to work man. haha... ok la...
finish here.. than tar tar...!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:05 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
First case of H1N1
ok.. the first case of H1N1 is in Singapore!!!!!! ARGH... the worst case is that i am in the Airport on the same day.... ARGH!!!!!! what is it man... now i need to worry myself cause i don know whether i get it a not. hmm
so worry worry worry
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:40 AM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
week week together.
haha lets update one short man. haha.. cause been too busy.... or i can say lazy... cause i really have been lazy for this period of time that i don even do my tutorial and also some other revision... hmm...
12th meeting both CYA and Red PEA.. haha... is like here and there that i have to run here and there... ARGH.... what is it man...
13th haiz... got interview session for CYA which is me incharge.. so have to be there than. haiz. eventually still ok than. haiz... at least i am not that bad when there is no or not any complaint from everyone. haiz. . haiz. but in some way i am not happy in some ways. ya.. but lets jus keep it as it is.
14th nothing much but jus school and duty.
15th lesson and yoga... (which is what i enjoy now cause it is really good and FUN!!!!)
16th went out to meet luke for Movie... Angel and Demon.. haha.... like it man.,...
17th work... YEAH!!! Red PEA start is 4th Season.. how anyone who know what is it about you can come down on selected Sundays at the Selected store to come down to support us alright???
18th 19th is nothing much... hmm... bored...
20th DBIT Bonding Day. is what i call failure... cause the junior is not supportive... cause they jus go off without anything and they jus like don care. this is what i call crap!!! so ya everything is **** **** **** ****!!!!!
21th 22th nnothing as is jus normal school days.
23th have training so jus let it be than after that Sai and siti together chill out at BTP .. haha... have thing much ma..haha... very nice... is like something that have been for so long.. haiz.
24th Red PEA. haiz. this is not that bad.. but still ok.. haha.. but what i see is that it still can be better.. hmm...
ok than... this is coming to an end of the week.. school again.. now what i can say is that i want to finish it fast cause 2 more week.. haiz... go go go... go for it... ARGH!!!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:54 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
update for week
haiz... is jus tired for me... as usual cause i am always tired man...
on the 5th went out with everyone from Cambodia to eat and also to meet up for pei ling's birthday haha.. that day spend a lot. i will not state how much. that is what i will say.
6th got meeting for CYA haiz.
7th have DBIT bonding day meeting
8th first yoga lesson.. which is really fun man. haha after that have meeting at KAP. haiz.
the 3 days is what i call the meeting meeting meeting day man...
9th have tuky tuky heeren for free when everyone go for it haha. also after that have meeting at shaw haiz.
so i guess nothing much for meeting as is not suppose to be state here than.. haha
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:49 PM
Friday, May 08, 2009
week of load and days of rest
weekend now. i am trying to make sure that i get enough rest.. haiz..
jus got home like a while ago cause today have been a long day for me. hmm..
i will jus make it see than... not sure how will it be.... haha. now i jus want it to be more rest for me than. haha.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:35 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
yellow to orange... hope it is not red
because of the swine.everything now is getting bad. haiz.
i think i am sick also maybe because of myself not take good care of myself...? i don know.
than tomorrow SP will be doing it own precaution to prevent that to happen in the campus. haiz. i jus hope that i will be fine by tomorrow... hmm...
tomorrow everyone have to bring their admin card and thermometer to school... i will be getting the lanyard for everyone. hmm.. how nice...
ok la.. i need to do something now for the bonding day. hmm... another day than.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:07 PM
Saturday, May 02, 2009
labour day for people that don't work offen... hmm
haha... i am so happy with the holiday.. and is jus a day for me to rest. but i am not resting well also... haha... go out to walk with luke and meet up with mike for dinner and joshua to chat before he chill out. haiz..
tomorrow will be working at BM... so i don know what else i need to do.. now a little rusty. so i have to recall what i need to do now. haha.
jus got inform that duty will be halted due to the flu. haha. i guess i jus have to get everything to place on my own. tomorrow i have to play safe and also to jus be careful. haha.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:07 AM
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Feed Up now!!!
alright... location now is in school... cause i need to get this lappy to fix.. but when i am at 2248... they state that there isn't any slot available for me at all.. than is like waste my time to come down early... my lesson is at 11 but i am here like 9.40.... ARGH!!!!!!!
than is that jie min is here cause she got book... nothing i can say ma... but later on is that tiffany is here also... she have to do some stuff also.. than is that she go in and she get to do something with her lappy... WTF!!!! idiotic staff loh... no standard one at all.. if tiff come out i still not that agitated.. but i am now running of petrol and is burning furious!!!!! ARGH!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:27 AM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Monday goodbye Monday
ok.. is monday now... everyone have monday blues... but is that today is like very weird for us... for CYA i mean... is that we actually have this bond to monday ever since we start duty.. for me is from sept. haha... more than half a year... haiz.
than is that we give a surprise for them to thank them. but is that the reply is not very shocking but still ok la. they receive our thanks...haha.
more detail and picture is on facebook liao.. haha..... i guess.. cause is still early and is like jus a few hours after it only... maybe will be out today much later.. haha
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:31 AM
Friday, April 24, 2009
Coming to the end of first week
is jus a post of confirmation. this is in my mind. is this what i want?
for now is this is my choice. i guess.... for now.
but jus that why am i feeling a little lost somewhere or so...? so is there something that is really out of place that i don feel safe and secure there? i jus cannot explain. hmm.... weird weird. haiz.
having Stats, Econ, BA, IDA, RWPS, MMWD and IHRP...
all this have jus a little taste of it. as this is only the first week. so nothing much done yet. i guess next week is what i call the war. hmm... i guess i jus need to keep my concentration on them else i will jus lost them on the way over to the end of the term or even the end of the semester. haiz. hope that doesn't happen.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:32 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
updates... for nowonly...
have been coming to an end to the holiday..... but is jus that i am thinking is that can it be faster cause have been board at home and do nothing... and is that i want to go back to school.
first few things that i want to know is that with the present time table that i am having is that really chaotic. haiz... how on earth will anyone survive this time table is this... haiz.
next is that the course i don know i can manage a not.. haha... lets see about it.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:47 PM
Saturday, April 04, 2009
OPSS 10th Anniversary
ok.. so sorry that i did not take any picture of the event. but everything ends well and is really very nice.
the performance is nice and main thing of all is that get to see everyone doing well at different field and ya. nice.
i guess someone will have picture of the whole event but than i will grab some from them than... haha....
anything else i will than jus update aboout myself. cause been lazy in some ways. will find some time out for it cause start to stay at home to rest. haha. hand pain now due to the injection at bedok.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:00 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
update till date. haha.
i mean today. so don need to recall i will state the day until today.
16th enrollment day for SP. so helping up there and after that we go over to Changi for duty haha.
17th going over to evergreen first to help than opss cause there i ssome other things to do haha.
18th same as above. haha.
19th other to shopping and some other things ahha.. swimming and karaoke haha...
today. haha. nothing much jus stay at home than. haha. nothing much liao. haha. that is all for update i guess everyone will know what is going on with me now. haha. what i am busy with. so is there is anything that you need than let me know liao. haha
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:42 PM
