so follow Emma and Wendy<> to makan...... at FarEast..... than i need to like run to Khatib... cause conducting party...... Outdoor........ only like 7 kids.... !!! How To Play.... Siao Ar...!!!!!!!! Bee Eng is with me... so ok loh..... better than i have YaYa or may..... right!...
ok la.... not so bad... is very bad.... haha.... cause i say so... haha...... ok la..... now need to plan what to buy now.... christmas presents..... i think i need to get 5..... hmm... i will not let anyone know what i will get..... but i think there will be more la.... haha.... is jus that what will i be getting.... ok... i will update in my blog.... haha..... but not for the time been... haha.........
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
Wu Chu Chai Hong
yesterday is Wu Chu Chai Hong Last Show... hmm..... very sad.... cause Jian Yi in the end choose to follow Xiao Qian Eventhrough he win the chamionship with yoyo... haiz..... very sad lei.... he say that in the pass when he dance with her... because he felt that she is someone that need the care and concern so he come to her..... but now is that... he feel that Xiao Qian is the one that need the Love nore than yoyo..... So yoyo will continue on with the things......... but Jian Yi will follow Xiao Qian back...... quite sad cases.........
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Friday, December 16, 2005
The Promise.... ok... not sure how..
I jus watch The Promise yesterday......okla.... but the problem is not with me... but with my sis...!!! HAHAHA.... because she watch the movie because of nicholas .... haha... and you know what ... it end up in the show... he is extremely sissy... so most of the time during the show... when nicholas come out.... everyone will start to laugh when he speck... haha.....
is about a girl the promise that she will not get her true love, but he will be able to get the best of all.... and some other things... that is quite a good show... so can go watch... but if you all want to watch because of nicholas... than i think forget it... haha.... now having lesson... wireless... germar teaching the high spee WLANs and its security.... hmm... i will be listening to the lesson now... bye bye...!
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____purSue inCanDeScence____8:22 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Interview for the Year Ones
Start off with the interview..... cause today have to go through all 60 over of them..... but in the end.... hmm..... only like 27 came.... ya... sad cases.... i have to conduct tomorrow due to Vincent not able to come... and some other Ex-Co not able to attend .....
for today... there is some of them really give us the impression of our future Ex-Co members.... that is good... hmm... but some... arr..... i don think so.... normal members..... or taking some other lower position.....
because of the interview i have to skip my lesson... Java..... i don even understand some part of what Mr Soong teach today.... OMG..... i need help... but PC pass me some of the coding that she have use.... i jus need to look through .... tonight i have wuite a numbers of things to do... to call the members that did not come for the interview... do my case studys..... project? i don remember anything.......? the minutes for Yvonne and Vincent.... haiz..... there is still some more things to do... haiz......... ok than i going to stop here.... need to do some calling... tar tar!!!
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Reply to Your 2 entries
ok... this entire.... i don think others is involve in also... but is for Caryn and Cecilia..... i think if i did not like so sudden ask cecilia out for a lunch.... i will not know about it... cause in the first place... everything happen during last week.... and i only get to know today......
i jus read you 2 entires.... regarding the KTV stuffs..... ok .... i know is my fault.... ya correct.... i am not able to go... but if i can i will ..... but freaking .... if i cannot go..... i will have my reason... and i will explain.... and is that.. some of the things is that..... i say..... i can go... it is on monday... that is when you ask me...... and i also tell you that my com gone case.... that is nothing to do with this case in the first place... cause i jus say that i am not able to go on line..... than i am bring it to fix on tuesday..... so it is not wed or thur problem..... so if that is that case.... why is going to do with my com... ya la... is because i sepend my cash on the com... 300 over dollars.....
but more is that.... i have to bring it back on wed..... ok... and is that... i can frankly tell you all that before i fix my come i have 285.55 in my account..... and is that.... i can tell you i can let you know that i can go... i can even pay for the KTV..... why i not able to go... i don go out if i don have any cash..... that is my rule..... my own rule..... and is that... yuo say that i say after i tell you that i cannot come.... is on the wed.... is not when i tell you that i can come for the KTV on mon.... so is nothing related.... so don put a blame on my com.... other than the cash problem......
than i knkow that to that i have made an empty promise.... but can you jus calm down to think.... i know that is a lot of time..... but if because of that you jus say that i am always busy and not think for you all.... than i have nothing to say.... cause i think is that.... i have fail to make friends.... so i don fit to be your friends..... than it also say that i don fit to be a human..... am i right to say so.... like i tell you all that tell me earlier if there is anything in concern... ya you did it.... and i also do my part to book the time for you all... but everything in this idiotic world .... can you prevent anything to be happening ..... NO.... !!!!! NO ONE CAN DO IT..... !!!!!!!!......
like you all always say that i was always busy.... but you all also know that i have always do things that is none of my business.... but now is all my stuff..... everyone have it own responsilibility...... do you all understand that word.... from the day that i am in ... i know that i need to spend it on..... like you all say.... i am a student ...... like caryn.... main things to do is to study..... but in school... caryn do she have any CCA in school.... in class do she have any responsilibility that she need to take care off..... CCA i have some of the things to do..... if i cannot do... i will not do..... but most of it... i do is because there is no one i can ask to take the stuff.....
i have always be the person that lecturers will trust on... cause i prove to them that i am not what they think... cause they think that i am someone that is useless... cause i am very slacking type.... ya... i am one... but i want to change to everyone.... i don want to be the one that they will look down.... if without the lecturer.... take my family as example..... when i go out with my friends..... i spent a lot of times... but at the moment... my sis give me a question.... is the friends more important than you friends.... how am i going to answer... i can not answer them... cause i don have the answer...... can you all jus give me the through .... place yourself in my shoe..... like in this period of time..... i have all the project.... i have all the events.... and all the case studys.... i have all the assignment.... and i got all the exam.... i got all the stuff to take care at home.... i got all the things to take care outside... work.... friends..... money..... bills...... studys.... project.... events... planning.... meeting..... ...... .... it go on and on..... i don even have the time to like give others a confirm time that i am free.... even my family that i cannot even tell tham that i am available..... i don even have the time to deal with everything..... i cannot breaths..... what you all want me to do....... spilt myself to how many half.... 2... 3....4....5...6... or 9..... i don think is enough..... is not enough..... how you all want me to do.... maybe some part i did not do it ... contact.... i did not let you all know.... cause i did not able to chat with you all on MIRC.... i say before ... my mirc cannot work... and cecilia... you canot use msn... because you father don allwy... freak...... i did not sms.... ok.... maybe that i did not all the time.... but some time i have anything i will sms... like tuesday i can meet you all for lunch... i will sms in the morning... but i cannot i will let you know... but the problem is that..... i did not because i have work to do... evern i have others that sms be.... i can even drag to late night than give them reply..... so you all are not the only few that got this problem.....
that is what i am going to say... if there is anything that you think that i have say it wrong..... fine... jus tell me..... let me know... i can listen to what i am wrong about it.... i can explain.... everyone always tell me the same things.... but that is me... i have my rules of doing things..... that is all i am going to say....
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everything is gone..... NO!!!!!
haiz...... why like that... everything does not goes according to plan... why..... OMG..... WHY!!!!! sad... cause i am thinking of like going for a swim in the morning... but why... why i wake up..... the sky does not look good... is like about to rain liao loh... haiz... than i think have to continue with other things... clean the house... than later join cecilia to take lunch.... haha.....
but now because got show to watch ... and also game to play... so slack for the time been... haha..... than i think tonight when i come back than i do my work.... need to hand in the assignment tomorrow.... Java and Network implementation... haiz.... i think still have the Wireless... haiz.... cause need to finish all the case study... haiz..... so much to do... OMG...... haiz..... than need to finish some SC stuff... got bad things also... Chee Wee sms me that the photo is gone..... OMG... i think got more things to do again...... OMG......
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____purSue inCanDeScence____10:23 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
Summary for today? i hope so
hmm.... don know what to like phrase this few days...
cause is like too much things been put on me... and is like... everything jus don have enough time to spend on...! hmm... i jus don know why... maybe i did not learn anything on time-management.... hmm... i think so....
haiz.... but jus cannot understand loh..... it is so gone case..... haiz.... for get about it.... today..... got wireless and java.... than now more things is been stake up... case study..... for wireless and network implementation.... than project for java.... than i think there is more... but now i cannot remember....
than SC got the investiture.... cause vincent say that he got project to do.... and he will not have much time to spend on this.... so i have to like be the middle man between him and the event... so that he no need to take care of too much things.... haiz.... than i die loh.... but i think is always this time that i am busy... but i cannot imagin that it happen to me during the december ..... a month that most of them are having holiday... how can... oh my...... sad..............
so haven sleep yet, tomorrow no class ma... so got plan of how to spend my time tomorrow... so i will do it tomorrow... no changes... hmm.... hope so... haha
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____purSue inCanDeScence____11:12 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Problem face
like i say earlier.... i don know how to solve this thing.... cause is from sat.... that mum called... tell me that jasper going to become FM.... from 16.... but i want to say is that.... do i care.... No.... than later i think about it.... Ryan also promoting to FM..... why everyone is promoting..... WHY?
i jus don know..... that make me to think of another things..... cause KTB from than on.... no more star.... unless they say they have upcoming Star.... YaYa... but or else is don have... so i remember Victor tell me that he want to talk to Francis that to transfer me over to KTB to take care of their Party...... but i don want ...... i jus say that i will not enjoy there... cause i am so sick with the crew there.... they are not the crew that i know last time... the feelings is not there... how... i don know how to say...... how..... i don know..... but than i think of it also... very bad....
so i think about it....... cause i don think that i have the choice to like refuse not to go loh.... in the end i still need to go and attend to it... haiz..... but i don know.... so i jus think of like i will resign by the end of jan..... i make it clear... my boss also know already... i think or i hope that he take it la.... haiz......
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____purSue inCanDeScence____9:07 PM
working day... ya... sad sad sad
haiz..... very boring.... some more today also need to go and work... cause need to go loh... haiz..... but i oversleep.... so i need to like run down loh..... haiz....... so i take cab down to work... haha......
now is that... at there... haiz... nothing to do... still the same loh... jus like normal... cause is nothing in special.... haiz.... so what to do... take pay ma... haiz....... so at there.... francis there going to like go back... than lay choo there on shift... first thing they say that i did not some to work... haiz... i also don know loh... how i know that yesterday .... everytime i only work for the weedend.... sunday one.... haiz.... so i take down all the date that i am working.... haiz.... so i try to work for this month..... cause want to buy present for people..... haha....... so i did not do much.....
before francis go back i let him know that i can work for when... than also let him know about some things..... that i am concern about...... i will write more in another entries...... haiz........ cause i have not much things to do there... and some more i done more mistake... some of the things i cannnot do ... haiz....... don care ... at least that i jus finish everything..... haiz..... i don know la..... haiz..... what the hell i am talking..... i am like repeating myself....... jus that today not my day.... but i can say that is going to be more of it...........
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____purSue inCanDeScence____8:50 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Outing Day..... all day long
hehe... i have been out for the whole days to watch movie....... 2 movie in one day..... i watch with my aunt and 2 sister..... haha.... first we watch the pride and prejudice..... hmm... ok... haha.... not bad show.... is about a lady that have gone through some events that changes her life.... very nice show...... than next we watch chicken little....... haha.... so cute......... hmm.... everyone by now will know the story so i no need to tell more... haha......
got a lot of things....... but don want to talk about here.... only want to get some one to talk to....... don know who to call so i get shu rong... haiz..... than jus now i saw dominic... haha.... very boy.... cause he never wear his spec..... i think most of you never see that before right??? hehe... you all will get to see it... but worry la.... his eye i remember cannot suit it.... haiz.... later going to call him.... haha.....
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Friday, December 09, 2005
Another Weekend
hmm.... haiz..... jus remember to blog.... now is that nothing to do... cause too boring liao.... than on the other hand i am playing maple..... in the new world..... haiz...... today after blogging in the class... than i still need to run down to PE.... LAME.... jus need to know some of the very diaongz item... cause we still need to do the theory test of SW... haiz..... fine... than give us some of the info... but why do Mr Yue give us the notes... than we go and read up......
than appear in the SC room..... cause due to the investiture..... i still need to do some of the things.... but as for vincent ... he say that he will be busy... so he will pass it to me... than i will take care of the general item.... haiz.... sad for me.... haiz..... than plan all the things for the investiture... the structure of the interview... the interview.... who do what.... haiz.... everything la... than is that... need to have a meeting for all the Ex-Co... cause they need to like think of what to do for the interview.... haiz.... sad..... everything have to wait until monday..... the on the meeting to do it......
only jus now...... confirm to meet on monday.... haiz... i think again for me .... busy time.... haiz..... during the weekend i need to do a lot fo things......
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____purSue inCanDeScence____10:08 PM
About School Work
haiz... i jus think of this issues yesterday... but because my com not in very good condition ... so not able to update yesterday... so is that i am thinking this term will be a very hard time for me..... haiz..... everything is like out of hand.... i don know how to do it... haiz.......
Wireless tech... hmm... cause shorten liao... so everything have to squeeze to 9 week... now in the lesson..... slack one... germar ma...... haiz..... what is happening on the mean time is that... he going to finish 2 chap... so that we can cover more and have more time to do other things...... cause got case study..... haiz...
Network Design and Implementation.... haiz..... CCNA4.... i don know what the hell is talking about.... ok la.... hands on.. i still can ... but talk about minds on... i die liao... cause the content i don even know a single freaking item..... haiz.......... hearts on... ya la... i want to do well in it... some more there is a voucher exam... i want to get it... so that i can go for the actual Cisco exam.. to get the Cert... but like this ... in this idiotic conditions that i am facing... how am i going to like do it loh.... ridulculars....... extream..... haiz........ some more is not cheap... 280$$$$$$, if i pass the voucher exam.. i can get 50% off..... but is still 140.... only if i pass that is free... i can claim from school... or else i cannot get it back....... haiz..........
Sun Java.... haiz... another problem....cause in the first place my programing is not that good.... like the first one... cause during the second term.... what happen is that we are doing the VB.6..... but we are like don even know anything... some more is that... when we need to pass up anything we are like jus look around anyone did it... than copy... than like modify...... haiz...... so Java i don know la..... but i hope that i can do it.... cause is ok easy... until now.... i still can do it... so not that bad...... haiz........ but i still don feel safe about it.... haiz.....
haiz.... so unless i can like .... read up my CCNA 1 to CCNA 4... cause than i can take the actual exam..... cause i want to get that before i go NS...... haiz....... than i jus hope that i can do well.... maybe one of the day.... i need to like revise all my things from term 1 all the way until now....... but i don know how to do it now... haiz.... cause now there is too much things to do ... so i don have the steam to like make myself work.......haiz.... now see who can work with me.... so i going to like spend a lot of time doing it..... haiz....... haiz......... who can help me..... i need to start it soon..... maybe in the library........... cannot be at home... cause i don work at home.... haiz.......
hmm.... now still in class .... Germar going through the lesson... chap 4 about the low speed connection........ hmm... ok la.... still can understand the things..... hmm.... ok .... off i go now.... more than.....
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
Networking Lesson
hmm... now in the lab... cause finish all the lab liao... germar taking over the class cause Lum at thailand..... haha..... very simple lab.... is like ... only do for about 10 minute than wait a while.... haha... go down with Rachel, PC and Bird to La Tea...... haha....... now come back to class... need to do CCNA online test.... haiz.... see how loh.... haiz.......
jus got the date to go Attachment.... is on the 30th Jan... but it's New Year 2nd day!!!!! how can loh..... freak loh..... diaongz.....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____10:57 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Income for me...... NOT MUCH
haiz..... think about it again... this month not much........ Mcd there i go about 200... than Real Work i have about 50...... than Work with liting at sentosa hmm on know how much... maybe about 30...... hmm... than there is not much cash i have liao...... only about 300.... so not much... sad that i spend mummy given me that 350.......... sob sob sob....... i think i need to go and work for the cash... hmm.. at least i got some cash..... some more that i got allowance every week...... haiz........ not jus need to clear the bills..... first is the com.... i think soon is my phone bill.... haiz..... than buy things christmad present for some of them..... this month got a lot of income... but also got a lot of spending..... haiz......... hope i got more cash... haiz....... haiz. haiz. haiz..............
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____purSue inCanDeScence____10:04 AM
OMG...$$$ Flying liao.....
haiz.... today is a very bad day..... haiz, $$$ flying..... haiz...... due to my PC.... haiz..... need to go fix... cause i let infogens know about my problem about my com...... cause the com will shut down itself than is that it will also like not able to start up...... haiz... than some say is RAM problem....so ok la.... Ivan tell me is about 179.... jus like that i want to cry liao.... haiz.... but i still can la..... so today atr last see them... than ask them to check.... they tell me is the graphic card problem .... it is damage.... the fan is gone.... ~sob~sob~sob~sob~sob~sob~sob~sob~sob~sob~
than i jus have to fix it loh.... so plus i want to upgrade the RAM to 1G... so total... they tell me is 322..... OMG...... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE
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Monday, December 05, 2005
My Birthday's Wishes
For this year.... i have a different type of birthday wishes.... cause i tell myself that i have to set somthing like a target .... so i tell myself.... i have two things i have to make sure i can do it..... if this two wishes come true.... it will be the best present i get this year. or i can say is the best present i have compare to the pass few year
i have this.... wishes one..... that is to resolve the misunderstanding.... or i can say is thwe mistake that i have done... so i want to make sure that i can solve it... so that i can bring back someone that mean a lot to me.... a buddy that mean a lot to me..... someone that i can tell him anythings....... that can listen me out when ever i am feeling down..... i did tell him.... during the night of my birthday, i give him a call... so that i did approach him.... so i tell out everything out... i tell him everything.... so ok la... he give me the promise that he will be there for me..... so i did tell him that if he needs me... i will be there also..... so ok la.... is like after so long we did not talk.......so everything have been in place between he and me..............Wish One Come True!
Wishes Two...... i need to let this person know that i am in love with her.... i need to let her know my feelings...... cause is like keeping for more than 6 months...... i jus cannot stop myself that to think of her... cause is jus keep going on and on...... so i try to tell her during that day.... but too much distraction around...... so i did not get the change to tell her in person... so in the end at night..... i sent her a message...... jus to let her know... so i jus waited in the night... but eventually i jus fall asleep.... but i did receive a message..... is from her..... i think she want me to call her... so i jus let her know that i will giev her a call in the night(4 dec).....
in the night .... i did call but like not answer..... in the end called her house..... than cause she is busy... so she give me a call back.... is that..... in the end i did not goes the way i think about... in the first place that i have the answer in my mind.... is that... she have her reason to it... so i have no point to force her... but i have make it the point that i will be waiting... she jus want me to look for someone that is more better than her.... for the time been... i don think there is any around me.......... haiz..... for the time been.... i jus keep it to the both of us... cause is between us.... .... i think i will be waiting...... if you did see it... is jus to let you know..... that is my thinking.....
so ok..... i did get my Wishes to come true... so all did come out... but jus that not the outcome that count... so i am very happy with what is it..... thanks for everything to everyone........
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____purSue inCanDeScence____3:59 PM
Stupid Com. i have at home....
haiz.... i am not able to update my bolg for the loast few days... due to my com having probelm..... not able to on it.... it did start sometime... but later on jus went dead.... ARRRRR!!!!!!! so SICK with it....
so i have not been on line or do anything that i can on line...... but slack doing nothing..... haiz.... i will be getting it to service tomorrow... i tell infogens..... tomorrow i will do something to it.... but the $$$ is that problem i have..... OMG.... haiz..... sad......
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Friday, December 02, 2005
Messaging Flooding
now i am in wireless tech class.... haiz.... now talking about bluetooth ... but from morning until now..... i have been receiving lots of message from so many of them...... like angela asking me about the blazer.... how to meet me or something..... the pei ling that ask me when i am in SC room..... than vincent sms me whether did i sms wei hao..... so i did sms... but reply is negitive.... haiz... the tiffiny sms me for the booklet for me tan... cause he is leaving us... haiz... today friday liao... should be very free today... but why today so busy... haiz..... don know ar... tomorrow birthday liao... hope tomorrow can enjoy.... tomorrow going to simei investiture.... haiz... sam know about my birthday.... and QY i think.... hope they don suddenly say out can liao.... they got a pool there...... i will die ... haiz......
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____purSue inCanDeScence____9:51 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
OP Band Concert
jus come back only... cause i have jus go for the concert only..... got the message from zhi tong..... she say that there is a concert for everyone..... so ask me to go..... also take it like a class reunion.... than i ask freddy alone.... but guan jie not able to come... cause he in camp liao.... sad......
than there... i bring kat alone .... cause she want to get in there.... than when we are there..... all waiting for each other... cause not all we know.... like some junoir... but some is like.... ok la.... don even see before..... new faces..... than also one point.... no one from my badge..... OMG..... shit loh.... like that how.... than wait for zhi tong..... she a little late here..... than lai la.... carol... li shan and yun jie..... hmm... ok la.... not so bad..... than they start off with something like a loud music performance..... with bamboo..... very good.... one thing.... some of them there..... is my junior.... last time when i am in OP.... they are like.... small small kids.... have grow up one..... now ... OMG..... they are like some taller than me..... some look smarter liao..... and some ok la.... jus big size liao..... at that time.... i jus know that.... i am old liao.... shit man........
but we jus sit there for half of the show freddy, kat and i jus walk off liao.... cause kat and i want to go back and watch show... hehe...... but i will get more change to hear it...... so walk off..... oh ya.... when jus reach i saw some of mine onld wu shu kids..... same here.... they have grown up... i old liao.... haiz...... than coach is there.... some ask me why i did not like go over to say hi... but i reject... cause in the first place.... i don like her...... is a very long story liao.... i don want to say it... cause it has pass than let it pass......
haiz..... watch the show liao.... change liao.... now already about 11.20 something..... want to go to bed liao..... more tomorrow...... hehe.... soon enough..... yes... three things in my mind... i am going to see or do it...... hope i can do it..... bless for me......
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