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Friday, March 31, 2006
Slacking Day, I Guess
Haha, Today actually there is a lot of things that i can talk about, Due to too Much Slacking Moments that i have in the office, As i have Say.. I myself have a room, due to because CS Dept is too small, so i have a room for myself beside...
Next thing is that, As i have finish most of the workorders as i am doing One of the "Rich" Company that have more than One Services. Which is like, i finish at about 1 plus, and because i am waiting for Pete and the rest for Lunch, so have to wait until 2 plus before i go off....
We did not goo too far, but jus somewhere round the office area, at Lao Ba Sa... So again, Yong Tao Hu.... Cause don know what to eat liao. 5 of us... Lynn, Anthony, Pete and Roger.... but after finishing , we did not return back that early, so they went for a Drink... I am like: " So Early???" so both Lynn and me we take Orange Juice, but is like, Such a Small Cup, Cause us 5 plus EACH... WTH....!!!! Haiz, oh ya... is like until now did not get any Pix since i am there, i think i will try to get one soon..... with any of them.... haha... Should be next week ba.. cause next week i am gone liao ma.... haha..... Must have some Pic around....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:48 PM
Good Ways to Bring out Everything
I think today is the best time that i have now....
Jus now i went over to meet Caryn and Cecilia, also there is Phoebe and her friend.... cause the 5 of us to go and K.... we went to Chua Chu Kang K-Box. we all spend about 14 each... is like, ok loh, not so bad.
What happen is that, i have been very down and always want to go and sing to my heart content... bring out all my unhappiness and all the unhappy feelings out. to let me sing it out once and for all... So when we are there, i did, and also there is a lot of moment i almost cry out... if they did not notice....
So is quite a good time for me to sing everything out. even i have done so now, i still have everything in my6 mind, it get more stronger, the feelings getting more sorrow in me....
Sorrow jus came by pass me
But i feel the deepest pain in me
Whatever Memories that i have for you
Have jus fall back into the past
Everytime i want you beside
You jus not Around
I need your Shoulder be by my side
Give me What i want from you
Jus a little more from you
As i have nothing else that i can give you
Other than my ownself
and everything that i have...
Suddenly have this lyrics in my mind, i don know is it due to memories that i have in my mind that i don want to leave it behind that i want to have it all around with me, with what i want is a shoulder of yours, that can give me the care and concern, that will give me the warmness that you have to bring me through the coldness that i am facing now.
Ok than, i think that is the review that i have for today's "Outing"... haha... maybe there is more this week... more updates...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:00 AM
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Oh My God, Why is that so
Why..... OMG i Feel like Smashing this Laptop infront of me, Freak Out now....
Imagin that i am like noting down all the information that is on the system cause there is something that i need to create... but is that this idiot Customer have like more than 1 Services (About 20 Plus Plus) I take the whole Afternoon to Sort out those have been done, and those don't. So i created it accordingly... Until this morning, i happily open that same file that i first receive from Serina. until i finish the last workorder than i Relize.... WHAT THE F***.....
Good things is that because thhey have transfer all the services to another Company, so even if i lost that file, is still ok.... Haiz, i so i am not worry. Or Else i will be Crawling and Scratching my Head for an Answer.... Haiz, Forget about it, Rest for a little while before i conntinue on to do the replacement Company for this, Another MORE THAN ONE SERVICES COMPANY......
They are Simpility too RICH, Why don't they give some away to some of us, whereas we are like Suffering out here annd Work all day long but they are sitting there at their sit and do nothing, but giving us Idiotic Comments and Idiotic Jobs, As Good As Looking For TROUBLE... FREAKS.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:31 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Why is that so
I think i need more cash!!!, why everyone got the luck to win that much dollars but putting that little, why can't I???? is it that i don have luck?
today with Bird walking around first at tiong bahru, there is nothing much to do, cause there is nothing much that catch my attention. when we take the bus, we sit at the very behind, i remember the screen that appear to be with someone that is 1 year ago, i still remember......
other than that, throughout walking , there is a lot of things that i want to get, i want to get a new bag, sling bag, but no cash, OMG. when we come to another shop that sells Watches, i am still thinking of that watch that i want, but is like gone... i did not get to see it anywhere or anything that look alike. is jus a very normal type of watch, but jus that black in colour for the strip, the clock face itself is jus a small design, i don know how to phrase it. haiz, but for now is gone. i am still looking for it.
next item, electronic devices. I-Pod Nano.... 4G, OMG, is 438, till now that is the cheapers that i have seen now, am i going to wait like another 1 year before i can get it, but i think by than is already gone from the market.
Laptop, i think is ok with it, there is always laptop around in the market , but is jus that i only get better and better, so do the price, get higher and higher and HIGHER.... so my burden will go heavier and heavier and HEAVIER.... OMG..... WHEN WILL THERE BE ENOUGH FOR ME???????
there is something that i have seen at Plaza Singapura, is Rings, very special one, as is personalise one, i am thinking whether will i get it? cause it really catch my eye there, some other thing they have there also did attract me... OMG. that is now include in my purchasing list.
There is always nothing that i want, but end up there is always lots and lots and LOTS of things that i want to have. Haiz, i need to control myself...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:21 PM
A Day out after Work
After work, i met up with Bird at Tiong Bahru, cause we have not meet for like 2 months... nearly, so thinking of going somewhere to gather with some other around but end up only the 2 of us, haha, what a " Class Gathering"....
So we think of having Sakara Sushi, but need to wait, end up we go and have some ramen from "Bei Fu" i don have the chinese program to write the word... haha next time. so we got ramen, and is the type of you can choose the spicy level, bird did not think of the hotness, jus tell them to get the most spicy one for him, i think he is mad. but end up we did not do it. haha.
he order a drink, Lemon tea, is like OMG, that is really legendary one man, is as good as plain water and place a slice of lemon in it... haha, mines is better, snapple... haha... so we jus talk crap while we are having our meal as we have do that for quite some time.....
quite fast that we finish and take a walk around, but bird state that he is not going back home that early, and he himself is still very early to meet his friends and parklane... I have no idea of where is it also, nevermind.
so follow him take bus down to orchard, on the bus we did talk about some stuff, as he know some of my problems, so i did tell him about some other things that i did not tell everyone... haha, no need to ask him, he will not say anything about it, cause after i tell him, less than a minute he will forget everything, HAHA.
he drop off somewhere around lucky plaza, and we jus walk around, bird mentions that his father urge him to get a watch for himself, hmm i don know why id that so? he dad is like, very nasty one also to what i heard from him, but suddenly he jus ask him to present himself well, somemore his dad gives him 200 dollars to get a WATCH??? that is like too much.
so walking around to herren and than to cinleisure, cause his friends work at one of the shop there in royal sporting house, if i did not remember wrongly, his name is Lesley i think, so we jus walk all the way up to the Zone X, there is para machine there, too long never play the game so i jus help myself for a while, but there is lot of pair of eyes behind my due to the reflections ... hmm... so after that we went off after i finish. we jus walk from somerset to dhoby ghort, and jus walk around Plaza Singapura... jus up and down, bird still hungry , don know why, so went to carriefore.
i think today i am a little slow in reaction, can you imagin, we are walking cause bird wanna get some sushi, so we walk over, one lady jus push the trolly and bang onto me, she did nto say anything, not even a sorry, but instead i appolgise to her and immedialy after that i feel the pain ... WTH??? something wrong with me....
not for long, we start to leave, time for him to meet his friends, so i jus take my leave, haiz, tired, this time round i don have the stamina to continue that long in the night, even when i am on the way back, haiz.... sad sad sad....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:35 PM
Working at Netplus
The feeling or the atmosphere working at Netplus now, is like.... OK... but very different, Why is that so? Is it because now is working as a worker here and previously working here as a Student....? maybe, cause like what so other says... when you are working because of Campus' attachment, you will feel more pressure.... but when they ask you back to work, is that they have confirm your working achievement/ attitude.... hmm.... did i phrase it wrongly??? maybe...
i jus finish the Workorders for the In-Building customer, which is like 168 of them, i start off from 100 or 90 something, but i finish only like jus, when i sent it over to Serina on msn.
I think this time i am working in a much slower mode.... is it because that i am too tired....
OH YA.... i spend some time today to pack the room that i am in, cause previously they use this room to hide all the non presentable item they have around... so the whole room is like... OMG...
So i spend like 30 minutes to pack up everything before i continue to process on the workorders. so i am resting at the moment until later i look for Serina to get the Document for Server Colo. haiz, i still have 2 weeks, i still can make some changes for the presents. not so well prepare for all, need to brush up on its presentation ... haha.....
Later meeting Bird, maybe, cause we have not been meeting for 2 months, so he state that we may meet up with a few more of them and go for a dinner and movie, but i relise that i did not bring enough cash with me, only like... 17 bucks. OMG, i have not tell him, for the time been only the both of us, but have give a call to bomba, don know whether he have any good suggestion of who else to join us.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:18 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
So Lost for my Grades
I cannot believe it, can you all who are reading my blog now imagin.... that everyone else who don need to do much in their attachment, but they have very good grading for their attachment from their boss..... some even have all the "A" grades.... How can!!!!!
So like what i have say, i am having a much worst grade compare to those who don have their performance graded. So i have lost or i can say, as good as MISS my 4 POINT for my GPA.... OMG.... i cannot imaging that, HOW CAN!!!!!!!!!!
Haiz, Mr Swammi state that he is very disappointed in the grade that Gary have graded me. compare to the rest, he was shock to know that they are performing well.... Haiz, i am now so down with the grades.... now Swammi is trying to help me... but i don know whether he can a not, i have give my log book with the supporting document and some other things that he need, i jus don know whether it helps..... haiz... i don know...HELP...... is there anything that can be done now to save my grades.....?
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:18 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Bracelet from Taka
Yesterday(Sat) i jus got the Bracelet that i am looking for from Taka, that time i am waiting for like 2 weeks until i email the HQ about this issue, so they give me a reply on Sat, thinking of going down to Clementi but lazy end up meeting GuanJie and Freddy. So i got the Bracelet in Yishun.
I am so happy for it, OMG, i got it...
For all the Picture that i have here, There is only 2 design that i get, i got 1 each, cause there isn't any more of it. but is that when i got it, is like so happy......
the one that i have on the table, some of you guys will find it familiar, cause that is one that i have, and is also belong to someone else also, there is 2 with me, and there is one more that i have give it to someone else...... i am waiting for that person to get it back from me, you guys will not be able to see very clearly, but is already about to rust... i am still thinking of getting another one to replace, but the meaning for it is cannot be replace.....
as for the other 2 bracelet that you will see the 2 different design, hmm. you can guess which design will i get, the one that look more pieces, or the one which look more elegent that is place with the more chinese traditional pouch.... haha....
I am still considering, tomorrow i will pass Xue Ling one of them, cause she need me to help her get it fix, by reducing some pieces....and i got one more, the same one. so maybe i will get this as the replacement for this present bracelet... but i still haven get to meet that person to pass over back... but i know that we will get the chances to do so. when there is a will there is a way.... i always believe in this.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:31 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Feelings that i give out
I spen some time jus now to prepare the present from All the Staff in the present company that i am in, Everyone, Includes Staff from Finance, Staff from Sales, as well as others from Operations and Customer Services. wheni start off writing note for Finance and Sales, jus a little sad that i am going to leave cause i am not able to get more time to know them well, not all that i have speak to, or work with.... but i am leaving.
Today what happen is that, one of the staff, Letchumy, she resigning, and is that, when i look at her, today is the last day that i am going to see her, i am thinking.... why she leave before me, it makes me feel moody today. i think that is better for me. as i will not think much for another person....
When i start off preparing the Present for Operations and Customer, there is a lot of feelings and moods running around me, it confuse me and also turn me down. I don know why is that so, but jus hit me so sudden. i want to get someone that can share this with me, maybe later when i finish all. When i start off writing, i am about to drop tears, i don know why... maybe i am emotional.... so as i continue it get more and more confuse, so i quickly finish it. it seem every simple and cheap gift, but it has meaning to it, it show my appreciation toward each and everyone of them.... now i feel more relax, i have say out what i want to them.... hope they can hear it..... i don wish much, but i hope they don call me after the see the note.... i will not be able to control myself.... even worst open it infront of me..... Pls... don do that to me.... haiz.... tomorrow is the second last day, which is the end of the week, that leave me with a sat to place everything to them, they will only see it on monday.... that will reduce much load for me... only a few will be here on sat.... hope nothing much....
Ok than, maybe i will wait for someone to give me a call, but i think i need torest my mind after some working for this... night...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:16 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Attachment at Netplus Communication Part 9
Haiz.... jus finish the workorders for Dynamic.... A - Z... including numbers....
Last week of the Attachment, Will i come back to continue to work as an engineer....? I don have an Answer for that, as i have some other thinking ......
Start from this morning, Cause in the first place, Sis is not working due to some check up that she have, in another words, she take leave from her company.... but the main problem that i have is that i have to wake up myself in the morning, so i have to set my own alarm, even i set it to 7.20, but i still wake up at 6 something, follow by 7am.... so i did not look for Uncle Vincent at Amoy Street food Centre
Reach Office at about 8.45am, but Chiew Fern or Hsiao Ping still not here yet so i stay at the operations side for some time, get to think that, i still need to take some picture ..... only like me there, how to take, ronald one person in the department, cannot la... haiz...
So quite fast, i start on letter C of the Workorder for Dynamic, follow by B, and went for lunch with Deivian and Joycelyn after i start off with some As..... haha... and put hope that i can finish all by today, as Serina is coming back tomorrow, so that i can start on something else to help them finish.
hmm.... plan out everything, but is that, there is a lot of things that i did not follow, as that i have thinking of like help them do some other things, but is that i did not have extra time, so when i finish with the workorders, start to pack and clean up the areas. so i still have a little time, jus update a little. Joining Andrew later for KTV Session, cause he want to sing out all his unhappiness, so accompany him for this 2 days, whether i can sing.... hmm.... don know throat very dry..... some more is that still ave some other things that i haven finish.... haiz... more time pls......
Ok than.... Times up... i am leaving the office, cause i am the Leave at the "DOT" person... haha.. that is from Gary, as they have chat with Swammi yesterday, i don know what he going to grade me for my Log Book, OMG.... PLS..... I Hope that it come out well.... Ok than ... Shut Down System now. Everyone is walking out now. so do i.... Bye Bye.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____5:47 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
Problems jus keep on Coming
Everytime there is always one time that we will face problems, for me is that, everyone or most of them are facing problems...... why....
I don want to point out who are they, but is that, ya, they are my friends, i cannot jus leave them to themselve. or i can say that i am a busybody that i will approach them to give them a helping hand. is like out of 10, there is 6 or more are having problem, but that is what i know, maybe out of 10, all 10 are now facing problems, but jus that i don know, i am so worry.
It doesn't mean that i don have anything that i am worry for, or any problem that i am facing, but is jus that, i jus show more care and concern to everyone else, i don really put myself at the first place. Jus hope that i don fall off that fast, i cannot leave this world that fast, there is like a lot of them that i am worry about. i jus don want to think about what i have face, cause it only make me more depress. in my mind now is that i have a lot of people in mind that i am worry about..... i cannot do much for them, but i hope that they will be fine at all times...... and if there is any trouble they will face, i will like to take it away for them... anything. as long as they are fine. i don mind die that earlier.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:16 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Memorise that flash back
I spent about 3 hours jus to update some of the Stuff i have at my blog.... and is that.... i go through some of the entries read it ... all the memory that i have input in have jus come back.... i don know what to say.... is it that i have jus place it in here and i forget about it......
but now is that i have this in mind.... whether will i one day.... that i am not able to remember...
everything that i have place here... and also some of the things that i have gone through.....
Help.... i think i am out of my mind... i need help.... maybe is that i need to rest now.... haiz.... maybe continue to upgrade my Blog tomorrow when i have the time........
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:04 PM
Down State Of Me
I have no idea how long can i continue on........
I am so tired that i want to get a place to rest.......
A place that doesn't have all this things happening around me......
Without any of this trouble that is bothering me.....
When will i reach the shore of happiness......
When will i be able to rest my mind with the person that i want to be with.....
When will i get to rest aside my feeling that keep my mind running wild......
there is always something that you have in mind that you will think of......
cause is with you all alone, which you are not able to escape from it......
unless you choose to take a short cut to a life of enjoyment, but that won't help......
unless you choose to face it, is jus a time battle that you will have to continue on until you win.....
So that is me..... there is lots more that i have in my mind, but i am not able to load it all out at the same time.... i choose to continue one this life battle that will last me half of my lifetime..... whether will i win the battle or die in the process.... i have no idea of what is my fate....
i only have all the memories as my Guideline, my Thinking as my fighting style and my Will as my weapon to fight my way through...........
Whether i have anyone that will stand side by side with me, so my friends were the only one that will support me from their own country distance away from mine. Whether will i face more Challengers, that will stop me in all ways, or Someone that i can Trust to be with me to Continue on this paths of learning.
Maybe because that i have some much things that i have in mind that makes me unable to think well. I have to get a platform that i can bring out all the useless chapters left over to be once again present out in another storage area of my burden. This is only the first Chapter that i have from my mind, but whether i can continue to carry on, is only up to my will whether i can continue on.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:56 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Attachment at Netplus Communication Part 8
Wednesday now.... i only have the Remainding of 9 working days before the ending of my IAP for this Course or i can say the ending of my Course of studies.....
so is that yesterday and today... hmm.. not really say as very free.. but is that i have been like multi-tasking here... cause is that even now i am been ask to do my job at Customer Services, but this 2 days i have been running over to operations to help, yesterday is because most of the engineers are onsite, so only have ronald and gary alone in the office, so i come out to help.
As for today, what happen is that first, tomorrow there will be some Very Important Pig that will be coming over to visit, so have to keep the place clean, so gary ask me out to help them to pack some of the stuff, soon after the lunch break, is like outbreak of services....... why do i say so, because is that our side the Connection from the backend is down.... that means .... ALL THE COMPANYS UNDER US .... THE CONNECTION IS DOWN..... UNDERSTAND... so everyone is like OMG, WTF, STOP.... ETC ETC ETC ETC. All type of Language jus come out from their Mouth... haha... for me is that i am too tired to say anything but only have the enough amount of energy to work....... but soo when everything is stable i got back to CS to finish my job, i finish all the fileing and also some of the packing of new label and also clean up the place.... haha... good right...
Hmm... actually i should be happy that i am finishing my IAP, but is that i am feeling a little down about it..... maybe i got so stick to it... haiz... hey guys... when are we meeting than, i am waiting .... ok la... that is all i have here....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:17 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Week End Feeling
hmm... i think there is something happening to me... but i cannot understand, or i can say i don know what have happen to me. i don have an answer to it, only can ask for an answer, but there is no one that can give me an answer to my question.....
i have been like quite not me this feel time, not that me when everyone see me.. this time i am like worried, confuse, crying, ill, sick, fainting, down, restless, out of my mind, cannot concentrade, out of nowhere, don know what to do, don feel like doing anything, etc etc etc etc....
haiz... so there is a lot of things that i cannot really understand.... but what now.. haiz.... i am having problem now.... jus that i don know what is it.... i don know how long can i take it... jus that i have a lot of things in my mind....
I have a story here....... i share with you all here.... is about 2 person(A and B) that have been together for 1 year. at that day that marks their 1 year.
A:" hey, you remember what is it today"
B:" huh, what is it today, something that i need to do?"
A:" you don remember, think again. something important."
B:" hiya, nevermind one la, there is nothing important la, if not why i cannot remember"
A:(Heartbroken)" are you sure that you don remember anything."
B:"come on, i have some much things that i need to handle, you don expect me to remember every single things"
A:" ok. fine, nevermind" (walk off, sobbing)
i think from this short story, for those who understand, good for you. but for those who don understand what is wrong with it. look for one of the highest building in singapore, go jump down
haiz is that for everyone that understand, you will know how A feel, but is that you will not really know what will it be like if it happen to you, but you will not want it to happen to you. i don know why that i suddenly have this story that form out in my mind. so i share it out with everyone. i don know, i also don wish to think about it, cause there is no need for me to give a second through. ok than, that is enough for me, i need to rest my mind now, headach hit me again, tomorrow still need to work on the database, need lots of mind concentration... ok than... more of this short stories if i have any..... but no idea if i have any... ok than lights off......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:09 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
ILL...? i think so... maybe
haiz..... i think i am sick now, still in the offfice, now having silght headach, don know how now, jus hope that the time can goes faster, that i can than go back, haha... later need to transfer the calls to Yean if i am not wrong..... haiz..... help.... i need someone to bring me back..... there is a lottle hot now, haiz.... no choice, later have to crawl back home...... still need to go fetch granny... OMG..... HELP......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:09 PM
Attachment at Netplus Communication Part 8
haha...... i think there is a lot of things that i can talk about.... but is jus that i don know where should i start.......
Now is that i am still at my work place.... cause boss and the rest are now having dinner, and they need one person to be able to stay until 10...... so Gary ask for me.... for the first things is that.... i have been ask to go over to Customer Service Department.... to do all the paper work for them... cause there is a lot....
for the pass few days from last thursday, i am doing fileing, and now today jus finish all the workorders for the Static Broadband company, so from next week onward, i will start on Dynamic Broadband.... and there is something behind it... cause the person incharge, Serina, she state that, if i can finish all the Dynamic, she will give me a treat to something... hmm.... haha... that really work me to continue... haha... but is that, there is a lot of Company to deal with there.
i have like going to do most of the paper work for them... aas they don have any other time that can use to do those things. So, that is where i come into the picture.... i do them a very big favour, as the fileing have been there for like 1 year..... few mountains of paper or contracts to file in, and i finish it in 4 days..... haha.... good right, and as for the data entries on its workorders for the Static broadband, there is like 300 something... and is like i finish it in 2 days.... haha
before that i help Serina to check on the datas that is in the system, the companys that no longer with us and some other small details.... i finish it in one day!!!! haha
so from next week onward, i will do start on the Dynamic , i think i will set a target of 1 weeks... to play safe... cause i don know how many is there... from A to Z.... hmm.... jus hope that there is no a lot for me to do.... but also to check and make sure there is all there... haha.... so i jus hope that i can finish it before i go to do other things.... haha....
Hmm.... other than that.... there is one more things that i am thinking for this few days... cause in the first place.... i am like wondering, is it that after a period of time that you are with some working people, you will get their illness, WORK WORK and in the end is still .... WORK...
and is that, when i think of i am going to leave the company in 2 weeks time, i felt a little quite sad, jus that i don know..... in the first place i hope that the time flys as fast as it could, but now i hope to have more time that i can know each and every one of them.... and i have think of getting a present for everyone of them.... so i still don know what to get for them.... there is like 30 of them here.... hmm.... to see what are some of the things that i can get that is inexpensive..... haiz, anyone have anyidea.... tag my board to let me know than... haha... thanks.... ok... i will end here.... there is another 1 hour before i off shift, now is like 8.59... haiz.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:32 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Attachment at Netplus Communication Part 7
haha... the Fifth week have jus about to pass...... next week is that sixth week... hmm... it seem very fast that the attachment is going to be over... but in the other hand i hope that it can jus speed up a little more to finish this once and for all... don feel like continue on anymore......
this week pass this fast because i only go for work for 4 days... wednesday i did not go.... and also... Thursday and Friday i am been ask to the Customer Service Dpeartment to do some file-ing.... so last 2 days of the week i do nothing related to IT.... but jus some admin stuff....
but in the first place there is nothing for me to learn in this company... unless they are going to give me all the other more internal informations of other higher class customer... but i don think they will do that as i will not be joining them after anything....... hmm... so this week soon gonna be gone.... next week... Yi Ling jus start on her attachment ... she state that it is near my area... at the tanjong pagar area.... so i don know... maybe going to meet her tomorrow morning for Breakfast before she go to her work place.... haha.... i have no idea... but need to see how... also... i did not know what time she need to report tomorrow morning... hmm.... that is all going to be up tonight....
some other things that i know about... Bryan... hmm. having problem in his family... i jus don know that he also face this problem.... ya... cause he jus let me know yesterday in the afternoon or evening time.... but i also did not get the problem well... so i ask him to deal with it himself... haha......
i think there is a lot of things in my mind... but is jus that i not able to name it out all at once.... need to think of when i can remember it... haha... hmm.... so there is nothing much for this..... so i have nothing to think or talk about for work... there is another 3 weeks.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:45 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Feeling That hit me yesterday
yesterday, i did cry out.... first in BB... cause when i see him feel so difficult... there is a lot of things in my mind... i have seen this before... and that person did pass away... so immedialy i have that in my mind.... but i control it....
so when on Dom's car on the way to the Clinic.... Nicholas is still having problem not about to calm down.... i try my best to hlep him but not about to calm him down.... so when we reached the Clinic.... immedialy sent him to the doctor..... so outside we are all on the hotplate.... calling his parents.... and do all other calls.... ..
so when or the Ambulance..... is like a war... he is behind and still having problem.... i jus cannot help it to look behind ..... so through the trip i am very worry.....
when we jus reach NUH..... what happen is he got there.....and i am outside still worry outside... when everyone arrive.... is jus that they start to bring out what really happen... but in another hand i am thinking something else... and i almost breakdown..... cause there is too much mix feelings in me.. so Ai Beng bring me out..... i did cry out..... but not that bad... and some more i did not take in anything for lunch and refreshment.... so i got very pain headach...... so for a while we get back in.... the parents also arrive.... she state that he have some problem as he is been warded before.... and the conditions is so similar.... that make me really down... so cannot take it... i ran out..... Outside .... Breakdown.... i think of nothing.... all i have is How..... Help... What is going to happen.... Ai Beng is beside me to calm me down... cause she know me well... so i makes me unable to control my tears.... i jus cry out regardless of who is around me.....
so after that.... ya it state that he is alright... but the image is still in my mind.... so through on the way back ... because i am very tired... so Dom sent me back.... only until today that i am able to uddate my blog.... so now is that... Nicholas called up to let me know that he is alright.... is jus that he is still recovering.... deal to his old injury.... so for the time been is ok..... haiz..... i think i cannot be around when anyone face this.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:06 PM
Student Council Investiture 2006
Yesterday is the Investiture... there is a lot of things happen.... there is laughter... cause there is a lot of funny stuff that we have in the morning.... as they are still having rehearsal... and is that... lot of things happen there...
and there is also worrys.... cause there is a lot of things that we haven done... like the video.... and also some of the things that is not fully given to everyone.... so i am there with the rest to running around to pass the things to everyone... hate it... cause the new lecturer from clementi is very irritating... ARRR!!!!!!!.... nevermind for him.... also there is like still have lots of stuff that we have not done..... so i don know whether we have everything there....
the investiture goes of well... everything is ok... at the very last minute..... we are still doing the video... cause in the first place there is like virus to the pixs..... OMG.... haiz...... than after that still about to show the video.... haiz.... so everything is over... get my cert... haiz..... everything is over.... step down already step down.... haha...... so good..... so after that we take picture..... and some of them is like playing..... but there is something happen....
ok.. they are playing something like pilling.... and they are pilling onto Nicholas.... hmm... he looks ok... but after that... he start to have problem breath.... and it get worst..... so sent him to sick bay..... but later on... Ai Beng suggest to sent him to the clinic first..... to see how... so i tag alone with them as Dom have Car.... so we jus go off.... when we reach there... there is like calls keep on coming.... Mdm hassna... Mr Lee. Mr Thiru.... everyone is calling.... haiz......
so when we are at the Clinic, they state that he have to go to the hospital... so i tag alone in the Ambulance.... also the mother called... and it state that he have some medical background... so alone the way .... calls keep one coming....
When we reach NUH....... he is been sent in and i am waiting outside for the rest to arrive..... so when everyone there..... start to know what is going on... until his parent arrive... we pass everything to her mum.... and his jus state that we can jus go back..... so everyone jus get back home... they state that he will be ok by night... no need to be ward in to the hospital.... so in the night i receive his message that state he is ok...... so everything is ok.... haha....
and i forgot to bring some of my things back... everything is with Vincent.... haiz... need to see when i can meet him than i will jus get from him... haiz.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____7:30 PM
