+^_Post+War+Ground+HeHe_^+
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____purSue inCanDeScence____2:13 PM
again...!!!
what the helll today think of going to evergreen than orchid park.... but they say because there is one class at st margaret did not finish the lino class... because everytime they not able to have that class... so we have to give it back to them... but ....... THEY DID NOT COME..... What The F***..... idiot idiot..... than is that we do other rubbish stuff.... F*** up..... that place is very dirty.... always..... cannot stand them..... all girls.... haiz.... than need to take a lot of stuff because of st margaret......
ARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
they got the pri 6 programme than last min the idiot sculture person run away.... so we stand in .... for the bloody helll three days...... F***..... i willl say is IDIOT...... ARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
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____purSue inCanDeScence____8:35 AM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Day Three....
today actually going to evergreen secondary in the morning... than go to orchard park secondary in the later part of the day... hmm but mummy called up yesterday night to say a change of plan..... we will go to st margart at 11 for a class.... haiz..... idiot margartian..... ARR!!!!!
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____purSue inCanDeScence____10:50 PM
Teaching Day.... part Two
today second day to help out .... first in the morning is at woodgrove secondary.... in the morning,8.30.... but.... it is raining in the morning.... haiz haiz haiz.... i don feel like going but sleeping.... so i jus woke up at 7.30 and take bus 901 to there...... mummy there early than me.... than we go up to the class ... about 17 students in the class.... they all are so lazy..... don feel like working.... haiz haiz haiz..... and i remind me about us (OP 5B2s) same type of attitube .... but i saw one guy that look a lot like nicholas(IT1C).... same pattern.... ha ha.... their work are very badly done.... don know what to say.... haiz.... than next is Ang Mo Kio Secondary..... that school look nice.... but to what i know the students are all very proud type..... haiz.... like what i say... when i am up there... they are like that ...... i jus there to help a little here and a little there.... waxing(ha ha ha... so good to have waxing again, with the smell.. ~drug addict.. ha ha) so i help this guy because his work very bad, and i finish it for him.... than everybody are so restless... they don have the working attitube to do the work... so mummy jus get angry and go off.... later when we are out... their teacher call us back.... than they all start to work.... everybody listen to our instruction.... and i help a few.... they do shell..... leaves... mask.... etc.... and there is one person doing the work ... very nice.... have a snake..... fish... and ... bird?.. not sure.. but come out very nice.... look good(i got take its pix... ha ha ah ).....hmm.... we all leave at 6.... very tired .... haiz........
+^_this is the work.... nice ar!!!_^+
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____purSue inCanDeScence____1:22 PM
FOOD!!!!!!!
ha ha ha as for this..... FOOD.... ha ah very nice... today we go to some where near the nee soon area.... that sell this hakka you tao hu.... very nice.... but very XXX one bowl of rice... two drink and one big plate.... $10.... WOW.... but it is worth it...... than for dinner... we have toa payao chicken rice... Yum Yum.... the one that they have the rice ball one.... i like it..... i want to have it again this week...... so anyone interested... remember to call me... msg me... or tag me.... i will bring you there..... ha ha ha .... than we all can form a group call the eating kaki.... ha ha ah
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____purSue inCanDeScence____1:12 PM
我非常想念他
我非常想念他..... this phrase have been in my head this few days maybe is that i could not forget that person..... yesterday.... i have chance to chat want to know more about how it is doing.... but it end up very sad for me.... because it never tell me much..... but i say...." regardless of what..... i am always here for you....." i don know why did i say this.... is it that i could not forget what had happen..... than i sms that " the phrase on my nick(MSN) is what i have writen for you.... for me to you.... 我非常想念他......
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____purSue inCanDeScence____8:48 AM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
TIRED..........^~^
first day of the working ... i have to go to st margart secondary..... i have to be there at 8.30.... so meet up with mummy at 7.00 in the morning.... than we go.... but when we arew there ..... jus know that no need to teach.... haiz.... so free.... but need to prepare the room for the waxing to be done.... so we also need to run out to get thing..... but before that ... we have our so call breakfast.... in the afternoon.... at crystal jade in toa payao..... ha ha ha full full full....... than go straight to get the floor mat.... thanh take cab back....
we are there until about 2 something 3 something... forgot liao.... ha ha ha.... than we leave to eat.... thinking of the chicken rice in toa payao... but over sleat the station..... because that we go to city hall to look for something..... than we drop at adminrality... have some bite.....than i leave.....
ha ha ha ... receive messagefrom cecilia.... caryn is like ill to about cannot liao...... ha ha ha ..... she have been looking for me the whole day liao... but tis that i am working .... so i did not ans her call.... so i meet up with them .... than we go causeway point mcd...... there i saw wei qiang..... he work there ma.... than is that i want to buy what he keep giving me free stuff.... haiz..... he won't get warning mei...... hmm.... i don know la.... haiz.... thank to him.... than later in the night is that caryn left her medician in mcd.... so i call dominic to get his no.... than ask him to help... so tomorrow need to make a trip down.... haiz...
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____purSue inCanDeScence____12:22 PM
Cry.... In the Dark...
I cannot stop myself from crying... i jus keep thinking...... yesterday night.... i turn quite early .... but is that i don know what happen again... that i have been droping tears again.... for the person..... i have been crying while i am sleeping.... and is that in my dream.... i have dream of telling my true feeling..... and but i don know what will happen if it is true.... i cannot imagine.... haiz.....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____5:34 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Ok.... first day of the holiday....
tomorrow will be the first coming holiday day..... that i am going to help my god mum to teach.... meeting her in the morning.... so hope i can cope.... ha ha ah....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____2:12 PM
I still cannot forget.......
but i still remember what i have to forgot..... but i keep recall ..... and i have it in my mind for the whole day...... why why why...... i cannot control.... i feeling is running wild in my mind..... i don know what to do..... tears is almost rolling down my faces...... how ... can anybody help me...... i don know.... and i feel like give him a call...... and also want to talk to him.... but i think i don have the courage to do so now..... haiz.....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____11:27 AM
Haiz.... too FULL.....
haiz today we have already plan to have our lunch at pizza hut.... thanks to Katherine.... so we waited .... than my 2nd aunt came to our house... because like what i have say.....she have seel her flats..... now she is looking for it..... than at my block.... fourth level....... so they went over to take a look..... they all say that it is good..... so they maybe getting it..... than my dad woke up.... all prepare .... we leave to get food.... pizza hut..... there we order the party fieast.... for six person.... and i have one baked pasta...... ha ha ah...... taken two bowls of soup...... ha ha ah....than the pizza we have two personal pan, cannot finish..... still have three pieces.... haiz haiz so caome back than at home rest.... later need to bring kat back hiome..... so wait first loh...... haiz haiz haiz........ too full liao..
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____purSue inCanDeScence____7:27 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005
back to work.... ha ha ah.....
hey hey..... today no fever...... can go work liao.... at last after three weeks of home resting..... i almost have webs around me...... also there is a lot of things happening today..... first day back.... hmm.....
i have to get to tanglin mall at 10.... because they have a party at 11 for me to conduct....... than i quickly run out of my house first .... in case last minute my temperture go up again..... than is that i reach orchard(because i take mrt.... ha ha ah) is about 8 something..... so i have all the time to walk to tanglin....... but even i use the slowest speed to walk...... i reach there at about 8.50 something..... so i take a walk at the market place basement 1..... shop shop..... (i think some day i need to make a trip down for jus buy things..... hmm.....) so at about 9.25..... i start walking in..... than the manager was shock to see me.... because they are informed that i am ill....(which is yesterday....) so i start work at 9.30.... but i need to run early.... so jus charge until 12.30..... sad sad sad...
(so we siti is there...... so we prepare all the thing that is needed, and also we get ready at the party ground at 10.45...... BUT......)
during the party.... there is only four kids are playing the games.... i don know how.... haiz.... so dead..... than is that everything is so bad that i don know how to say.... i think i am still dead.... haiZ.....and than is that after the party, thinking of having lunch at the next door..... (the food look good.... yum yum) but the time is not the main thing that allow me to do so...... i have to reach yishun at about 2.... but i 1.35... i am still in orchard..... than i took a cab at 2.50.... haiz haiz .... LATE.... no choice....
than they have the meeting at Chong Pang CC.... (make me run to North Point..) actually the whole thing is about the competition that they have that is going to do with cheerleading..... i don know why am i in..... haiz..... than today.... they teach some.... aziz is there.... he is ok... but is that he don take in ideas.... than is that ..... ya.... jus very fizzy.... everything is that so draggy..... than get to no where.... that makes me don feel like coming for the training anymore...... because that the dance is odd..... and very the the the...... diaongz... jus don know what now.... i think if there is any chance for me to run away from it.... i will be the first to run.... (because that nowadays... i am giving up on dance... due to disapointment..... ) so than later is that because Cecilia....(RM from tanglin mall ) borroy the radio from my stall... so i have to bring back... and also the radio from Khatib.... haiz haiz.....
back to my store.... some there so shock to see me.... (do i look like ghost???) but when i am in there....
Chantel is on shift..... bad bad bad... i don like her.... she jus start all the crap on the MC thingy.... because i am not here to work.... and also start on the money issues.... what the F***..... simply jus get out of my sight... than i don care loh..... jus tell her that i don care about money..... that is what i say..... so later is that i need to run off the Khatib.... so i don care her... Run first....
But on the way i jus relize something..... the wire is in Ivan's bag.... so i call her.... they are still at that place where we are doing the stupid cheerleading thingy.......... to get back the wire... than we take a bue off... they drop at yishun... i continue to Khatib.... after that i will go home.... ha ha ha ... but i will be meeting my mum.... for something.... than we go have dinner... at there ... we saw my god mum..... than i also ask about the laptop...(because her friend or something is moving.... and they don want all the things... sell or what jus get rid of it.... one of them is the laptop....) so i ask.... than hse say i no need to pay anything..... ha ha ah.... so happy..... than later is that finish .... i make a trip back home....
Andrew is looking for me.... because of some competition thingy.... than is that don know... this... don know... that.... how to go... don go loh... haiz...at my house stay for two hours..... when my dad come back.... he is asking.... who is he..... because somebody jus broke in.... ha ha ah..... than at 10.30 i chase him back home..... so now that i write my blog.... ha ha ha
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____purSue inCanDeScence____2:46 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
ok... better now.....
haiz.... ya.... i am very sick....today jus have it in the morning..... so sudden..... i don understand why.... maybe i am too weak.... ha ha ah .... haiz........ if i did not follow my sis and kat over... i think i am still sick at home....(X_X)""".... so i take in two tablets of panadol..... strong one..... so it is quite fast..... in about 15 min i am ok already.... ha ha ah... but i did not work today.... called fransic to tell him...... than he call me at night to inform me about tomorrow.... (pls.... i must be ok tomorrow.... don get ill again... i need to work to get $$$)
go over to my aunt's house... because my 2nd aunt is moving house..... than need our help.... but they don know that i am ill..... ha ha ah..... so i am all time at my 1st aunt house.... than at night about 8 something my dad came.... so i follow him back..... (because my dad need me to cook his noodle..... ha ha ah)
back home..... home sweet home........
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____purSue inCanDeScence____12:51 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Oh No...... it is true........
I think it is back..... i am feeling very bad.... like the day before i got ward in.... on wed.... don tell me another idiot bite me.... haiz... haiz.... haiz..... i am so dead.... i better try my best to recover..... tonight got work.... cannot suddenly say cannot.....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____10:15 PM
Haiz.... its haunting for me again
i am so dead..... it like some of the old illness looking for me..... i keep sneezing yesterday.... it is like me before i got ward in..... my goodness..... i think i better turn in early tonight...... hope everything is alright.... working tomorrow..... must earn a lot this holiday..... or else i cannot survies........ haiz..... nite
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____purSue inCanDeScence____2:20 PM
Ya...... Finish..... Holiday...
Yes.... at last.... the last day of the EXAM.....
today that Networking Fundamental is killing me...... i cannot even squeeze anything into my brain..... cannot study..... nothing goes in..... so i go in to the EXAm hall empty minded..... good ar.... than when i am in the examination hall.... taking the paper.... it is like ..... some part here i know.... some part here i don know..... die liao loh..... nothing to say..... no comment..... i jus do whatever i should..... jus write anything in there..... than in 30 min time... i finish the whole paper.... so when they ask for the paper.... i pass up and leave...... and is the my whole class all leave at the same time... POWER......
than busy today..... i need to make a trip down to MOE to take my cert.... than i need to go NUH for appointment...... so i take cert first.... very fast one.... less than 30 min.... than i take the shuttle bus from bouna vista..... when i am there... i process straight to the clinic... because they need to take my blood for testing.... so i am there at 1.06 +...-.... than i jus wait in the canteen with a bowl of noodle......( at that time is about 2.15) everthing seen that very slow... and i am there untl i get pass at 5.20......
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____purSue inCanDeScence____11:19 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
Memory Tears...
Passing the boring time Remember times with you
Lovely couple makes me Jealous As I have you in my mind
Tears well up Rolling down Which put a stop to this story
Thats break up the heart Form Together by the both of us
Feelings that is brough up have been bury deep down
Bit and Pieces of the Love Have been Shatter into pieces
Sad and Sorrow That has filled up in me
Times goes by Let it become Memory of the both of us......
This is a song that i have wrote today.... as that i have a sudden idea......
i think that is a song that i have wrote that express my feeling for the pass two weeks......
i will try to finish this song..... i will sing this song to that person, and i will be accepting another person..... soon enough..... jus let me do it..... and that is one of my wish now......... jus don know when can i fulfill this promise i give myself...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:24 AM
Another boring DAY...
haiz...... Why there is EXAM...... and no extra lesson that let us continue to revise.... today i am not able to concentrate at home... i jus cannot study now..... morning i am...... awake at 8.30 something.... haiz.... i jus could go back to sleep.... so i woke up.... but the problem is that that computer also have problem..... as that in the morning i actually want to ready the online notes..... which is more easier.... but the system is the main headach......
haiz..... and i off it until i finish my stuff...... but than is again.... problem... i through is the computer problem.... but when i call starhub.... they tell me is that the cabling of their system is down so i am not able to get the connection.... haiz haiz haiz...... and is that i need to wait for three hours.... but is that it is still not ok...... than until now.... is about 5.30.... +..-.. i can get back the connection..... haiz. haiz ..... i don know how to pass tomorrow's EXAM....... there is a problem......... i don know the content.... haiz.... i need to work hard tonight.........
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____purSue inCanDeScence____8:43 AM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
why there is so many relationship problem this few days....
maybe this month is not a very peaceful month...... there is a lot of problem..... i don mean by everybody sick ..... die or other things..... but is that i feel everybody got very sad due to their problem with their partner...... last few week.... i have ended one...... than as for today..... Khai..... cry..... he called Ambrose.... and he have now cool down... i will jus check out with him tomorrow... hope that he will get well tomorrow.......
than jus only .... i chat with Brian.... as that he have broke up with his girl few days ago.... and today... her parent bitch about him to his parent.... and now he is also not in good mood, i don know what to do.....
for the both of them i jus ask them to go and rest.... everything will get right tomorrow..... i hope so........
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____purSue inCanDeScence____1:22 PM
My Feeling now.....
I kind of sad.... again.... a moment ago...i am still happily walking back home from school.... at home.... do my stuff..... my mood is still ok.... but after i came across something..... that change .... and totally not me..... ... ...
I have relise that i am not a very good person.... i think you guys don know what i am talking about..... because i have seen that blog..... found a new person... that will confort the lonely soul.... but that person is not me.... actually i should be happy but end up the opposite... i jus cannot understand myself..... why why why....... i have too much question in my head.... maybe i sholud try and forgot everything.... but everybody should know that this type of feeling is not easy to jus throw out of a person's mind.....
everybody have their own memory.. happy or sad..... they don always jus throw it away.... there is always a place in their heart that they keep it there.... unless they found another person that will replace that feeling ..... i don think i can find it now.... but i believe... soon.... for now i will jus hide myself..... and jus only me..... to cry out all the unhappiness i have in me......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:20 AM
Yes, Second Exam... Bye Bye..!
Ok.... that is good now...... Second Paper is gone..... ha ha..... is that today.... i continue my own study..... myself alone..... in school.... and i finish it all the way.... whole book..... but .... i don understand..... haiz..... don know how.... than meet up with qu ling.... start talking.... than i feel more worry... because i still did not understand the content.... haiz....
so i still have to face the music..... haiz haiz ~_~.... but when i am in there.... look at the paper..... i don feel anything... because that i know all the answer of the question.... ha ha ah..... good thing.... lucky i hope so.... so i am able to finish it in 30 min... but cannot leave first..... need to wait.... than after that i take my leave back home.... but i need to carry a lot of things.... haiz.... need to prepare for this friday exam.... Networking Fundamental...... haiz.... haven reay up anything yet..... how... help....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____6:28 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Three More Days....
This is Tue...... that is today..... as that tomorrow we have Software Engineering Exam... but is that because Ms Esther Tan due to her busy timing..... we have to study on our own, so today.... we say going to study SE.... than i meet up with Ambrose to have our breakfast at the coffeeshop.... due to too early... we go for a walk at Causeway point....
meet Yat at 11.50... at CCK platform..... take train to boon lay..... when we are there... Wes sms Yat to take 243W... (W for White...) than we alight at the stop near the shopping centre....(very WooLoo)..... Rachel is already there... only Wes is late....(he live there lei..... ) so soon Wes came by.... we jus continue with our studies.... but soon rachel cannot continue.... she get board.... so she go back...haiz..... left with the four big guys..... than we continue.... until Yat and Amb start to talk, than the three of them cannot concentrate liao...(i still try to continue..... squeeze some more in..... there is a lot of things to read up) so later is that they think of catching a movie.... so we leave there..... on the bus.... to jurong point....
when we are there.... they wanted to watch one movie... house of wax.... but because of the timing... so they switch to another show..... (i forgot the title..... actually......) we watch "The Amityville Horror".... which is base on a true story...
than is that starting show what happen first..... already very die die liao.... than later is that because it get more scary... so a lot of time.... i got frighten by the thing in there... and at nearly the end.... because the person use the axe to kill the lady... it go in to the stomae.... at the part is that because it come out too sudden.... so i scream.... out ... loud.... so everybody jus make fun because of that....
so we come out.... grab some food.... than we go to the pet store...... we go see the pets..... all very cute... at there ... i play with the dog.... ( not in contact) sfter that is becasue i need to rush home... than Amb say that khai maybe coming to his house.... so we leave... and that is all... ha ha ah ... what a day.....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____1:48 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
That makes me remember of something.......
as that because today...... after seeing my mei.... having a guy that will look after him.... than i felt that i am very lonely.... maybe is because that jus after my heart broken moment that makes me feel that way.... i think that is the reason... but nevermind as long as everybody that is related to me, having a person that they love.... that is enough..... so i will jus wait for the one that belong to me.... for now i will jus keep a look out... but is that i still thinking of that person...... always have that place in my heart...... promise....!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:19 AM
haiz... Don how To phrase for today....
For today..... i have Computing Mathematic Exam.... so i have to study for it.... because there is lots of things that i need to know... so all of us plan to study early today.... so we meet at Jurong Entainment centre... so i met up with Khai and CK.... they are there first...... than Ambrose followed by Yat and Wes.... lastly Rachel and PC... everybody start to study while waiting.... but soon is that everybody don have the mood to continue..... Amb, Rachel, PC, Yat and Me..... we are still squeezing more thing inside...... the rest the go for a walk outside..... when they come back.... Khai thinking of Playing DDR..... and he want me to follow... because that i can go and play Para..... ok... so i got Tame.... so i follow... than i enjoy it... as that i have not play that so freely.... because that so other time there is always people there.... but not now..... ha ha ha and Khai jus continue anhd don feel like going off.... but later is that everybody is waiting for us downstair....
We took the bus to school.... and everybody is all getting ready to take their Exam.... for me i am ok... but not so confident..... so don care la..... jus go in.....
so everybody jus say first... one start to go... everybody go..... than is that the paper is ok for me... i still can do it..... ha ha ah ..... but there is a lot of question that i feel very fishy.... because that some question sound very easy... but not..... and some sound very difficult but very easy... i am almost mad......
when out of the exam hall..... everybody is talking about the paper... ya like normal... i got some mistake.... haiz....so everybody got back .... Khai follow me... because that he want to get his hair cut ... so i accompany him, but after the hair cut.... he feel very odd.... i don feel so... but he keep complaining about the hair cut..... haiz ... he jus not use to it....
i travel down to Yishun... because Xin she need help on her ART... so i jus make a trip down to take a look and also see how my mei mei have been after so long..... so when i am there.... mei qin is also there.... and also ..... another two guy.... no need to say la..... is confirm.... she jus introduce him to me.... and is that he is 20 years old.....studing at Nyee ann Ploy.....(OH MY GOD!!!!!) but how to say is that he look good... much better than her few passbyer..... this is much better.... than is that i have nothing to say..... but is that good.... i think this is her best choice........ than is that all the way i keep telling her that i don mind who is he .... what he is doing.... what is his background... or other thing that every parent or sibling will worry about ..... i jus say once.... as long as that he love her more than she love him... taking care of her.... give her the best of him.... i don disagree with their relationship.... and i added.... ask her not to follow my foot steps.... ...(i think that is what i am afraid off... because that i am doing it now...... nobody know what am i going to do..... nevermind.......
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____purSue inCanDeScence____11:18 AM
Monday, May 16, 2005
Last day .... before
Ha ha ha .... today sundeay... which mean that jus one day before EXAM.... ha ha ah so today... i sms Ambrose .... to ask whether want to study for math.... so he jus tell me that he don mine.... with also yat and wes along..... so i call bird... only him coming..... so met up at yishun to study..... one by one... they come as for Ambrose and me... we are there first... than follw by Bird and yat.... but there is no seat at starbuds... so we process to Khatib mac..... because there is a lot of seat...(hope so.... so we go there....)
when we are there.... true enough.... we did get a seat... and is that Jasper having a party there... but i jus continue.... so we are there for some time..... we start of for some time.... but soon we stop... because some of them have no mood to continue... ha ha ha ... i still continue.... but i did listen to them la... ha ha ah ..... which is that we jus keep talking about some of the things that we have encounter before ... like in hospital... outside.... some of the things that we have... or some other stuff... ha ha ah ...so we did study.... and also talk crap..... ha ha ah i also join in.... ho ho ho .....^~^"'....
than later is that we jus leave there and go to Sembawang... because Bird want to go play...... so we go star factory.....(tomorrow EXAM..... today play.... haiz haiz haiz)..... so for some time.... we go play our stuff.... than is that i will go play my always favourite.... para.... but for sometime i did not play....so i did play... and is that there is somebody not happy there... don know who is he.... because i felt something fishy... so i take my leave first... somewhere... than i go back.......
we leave... and end up at woodland..... because that we say that we want to have seoul garden.... so we go straight.... IN >>>>
first things... we go get our things.... there is a lot of stuff ..... ha ha ah... non-stop eating.... and there is a lot of things happening there.... one is that because don know how Khai sit.... suddenly the seat start to broke ..... than next is that.... a boy soming out of the toliet..... open the door.... than he pose there a say"MUSCLE...." thawn not knowing why.... all of us..... we know.... and when he walk further..... we start to laugh.... like nobody's business..... than next is that.... suddenly a boy walk over.... ask yat to 'siam' .... yat got piss off..... suddenly..... than when he come out... he piss yat again.... we also keep laughing.... so today there..... is a good experiance... ha ha ah........ than we jus walk around.... beside Seoul Garden... is the music school.... jia lun is in there.... than is that asking him whether he got learn new song to play... than he jus say tong hua.... so i want to listen... for all Amb. and Khai a little want to cry liao... as for me... i already crying... but is in my heart.... haiz yo.......
next we go to our house area... because that Khai need to get his hair cut.....but bad thing... all the shop is close.... ha ha ah ... so he have to wait.....
so all of us go back home.... now is that tomorrow we are meeting early at jurong to study..... haiz haiz haiz......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:16 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Think of That person.........
is jus only... i am watching television..... there is this show..... acted by Lee Byung-hun...... title Bungee Jumping of their own..... is that i don know.... at first... i jus take it like normal watching TV... but don know why... the story starts to get more excited.... than is that the story after 3/4.... i start to get very upsad.... and is that when nearly ending..... the story line.... is very nice.... that i start to drop tears..... and in my mine.... is the image...... that i jus finish the story of the both of us..... like normal.... i will tell some friend.... very close friend.... as they know what had happen to the both of us...... they jus tell me to not to think of it.... and i need time to recover...... *sob sob sob*........
as that now i am thinking of somebody else as that i have feeling in her..... but i still keeping thinking of that person..... is not that i am a B****** but is jus that i could not forget the timethat we have gone through... and what some memory that we share...... haiz... still miss ......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____2:53 PM
Passing A Boring Day...... Sleepy...
for yesterday.... because that nothing to do..... and also no mood to study... so i whole day stay infront of the computer...... ha ha than is after my sis wake up... we go downstair to buy some stuff for cooking..... so we make a pot of soup..... Bee Hoon and some other things.....whole day.... i stay at home.... do nothing... watching TV.... surf net.... haiz.... so boring......... that's how i pass my day........and somemore i am alone at home...... all the way........ haiz haiz ... still no mood to study...... don know how to get pass the monday EXAM...... haiz.... die die die....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:53 AM
Tired day.... not knowing why......
today...... haiz... tired......... sleepy........
i wake up very late today..... than is i wake up, online... than do my stuff...... think nothing going to be in.... but end up see nie call me.... tell me that i am on shift tomorrow... i am still thinking to go or not to go..... because that i did not check.... and i am still not sure how now..... haiz haiz... some more next week got EXAM, dad also know....... after that he find out i go work... than i die..... haiz...... now still thinking....... considering how.........
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____3:50 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Ya.... Last Day of The Training Period......
ya... today is the last day of the training period....... so next week is the EXAM period....... haiz haiz that mean need to speed up the study this weekend....
In school is SE.... Ms Esther ask all of us to come and study... and that she is going to give us revision.... also go through test paper..... so she hope to have the whole class... but there is only about half the class in there..... so she jus continue than........ so after the lesson... we start the CaMeRa CrAzY..... ha ha ha. photo taking time....... we take pix in the class.... outside the class..... than we take a so call class pix.... because that not whole class here.... haiz.....
I go down to the SC room because that i think i miss out some stuff.... don know why.... so i go give a check....... than there.... play carrom.... come Vincent.... he suggested that he want to go clementi big book shop... so i follow him.. to get the price of the stuff needed and also i need to meet Ms Ng to pass her back the Disc......... we are there for about maybe half and hour.... i thin so... because we go and look for the stationary as well as fan.....(ha ha , because that aircon broke down again........ ) so soon enough... Vincent need to go back to Campus..... so i alone walk to Clementi....... there i meet up with Ms Ng...
Go back home is easier from there.... bus back...... when reach home.... i immedialy start my com..... and do my stuff... jus by 3 i need to leave to fetch kat to her friends birthday....... than Ambrose called up to tell me that they say they are going to study for math.... so i agree... but after i fetch kat.... but in the end change of plan ... as that kat is not going.... so i go straight to Ambrose's house...... Khai is there... but is playing Maple.... Ck also ther.... but he is doing Uploading of pix..... so i don think they are going to do any revision......... than is that Khai.... is meeting his date later.... so he want to style his hair.....so we help him... than later is that it come out good... ha ha ha than he like it...... don know why...... than he keep taking pix of himself.... ha ha ha .....
so soon enough Khai need to go... so do CK.... than we jus walk out with him ... than i and Ambrose go to the coffee shop to get our dinner... than is that he come to my place.... to do some blog business.. ha ha so he is here for sometime.... bad thing ... my grandma is her... but don know hwy she never say anything... as that everytime i bring my friends home... she will always nag.... but not this time....(i think is because that the friends i bring is all girls.....) so Ambrose through that she want me to do some stuff.... because i need to go to my aunt's house...... so we leave my house... i follow Ambrose to his house... jus accompany him....... than i walk back...... haiz ... after doing my stuff at my aunt's house back home... tired.... haiz haiz.......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____2:18 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
Big Rain Morning......
today in the morning, is raining...... very heavily i also don know how.... to continue to sleep or wake up.... it is jus so good to sleep in this condition.... and i don feel like waking up.... but ... no choice i have to wake up.... haiz haiz haiz....
on the bus.... as usual..... i almost overslept the station.... but luckily i did not... ha ha than slowly walk in .... and when i am in school.... i jus relise that i am too early......... so i sit outside the room.... waiting..... luckily that ah tan arrive early.... so i did not wait too long... so i am the first person in class today..... ha ha ha ..... soon one by one arrive... and is that we today... need to finish all the online test.... so i did it...(but i play cheat..... i copy the answers... as that i have it.... ha ha ha ) that i still have one for me to do at home.........
than Mr Germar came in and tell me that i need to do my test... as that i am not here during the test....( which is about two days before i ward in....) than he need me to do ... than he keep run away... don know now... maybe look for him tomorrow.....
one good thing...today.... everybgody is like doing nothing, than yat take out his camera... than all of us start to take photo... so do i ... not knowing why i remember to bring camera..... but is that i jus bring... than for the rest of the lesson everybody is taking photos for the whole lesson..... ha ha ha i think all of us will be continue taking photo tomorrow during SE.... ha ha ah i hope..... than can take class photo... i need to get more battery..... than yat will bring his charger..... ha ha ha .... so waiting for tomorrow.......
than the next things is that because i am not going to IWAD so i did not follow the rest off ... so i stay in school.... than i walk alone the corridor get to see my that chess club chairman.... that because i am in the committee ..... i am doing the publication job for that club.... and he did not call my friend.... so i ask him... he tell me that he is the new Vice-Chairman.... so i give him a call.... ha ha ha... he was so shock........ nevermind... he say jus wait than..... he also ask me to join them outside at the coffeeshop.... than is that they are there jus to take their lunch..... so i join them...
when we are out there... because that remember that they told me once that they have try the food out there... that the food is..... ARR.... taste bad.... and they try some other.... and they say they are going to get something.... i don know .... i did not see them after that...... so ha ha ha ... don know... than is that because i skip than that the few guys start talking about the friend of mine... because that he did not do his stuff... and is that in the first place.... i have bad impression of him.... because that he is not very knowing of what he is doing.... so is that for the pass few minutes we are talking about the idiots in our class... than later they go back to class than i go to SC room....
in there because i am there to stay to wait for Ms Ng.... than i need to be there... next is that i got my stuff... but Theeben need to run off .... so i having the key... because also the technician to fix the aircon.... but he went off ... did not put back the cover... i also don know how, than i have to put it backi myself......
back home ... alone.... resting... haiz haiz... need to rest first than need to do a lot of things.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:49 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Happy Birthday.......
Everytime..... as long as my friends birthday.......i will sent them my wishes..... like for today is yee chean my secondary friend..... ha ha ha also old liao.... 19 liao.... later i will message her......... and than tomorrow ...... is nicholas .... from Clementi...... 19... if i not wrong... ha ha ha (hmm older than me....) so jus wish him a happy birthday..... i think now i will be waiting for guan jie's birthday.... end of this month......
As for jus now..... i went out to Causeway point...... in one hand to meet my sis... on the other hand is to go get my council stuff... as that have finish it and did not replace it..... ha ha ha...... so i have spent about 37.5.... (lucky i met up with fang ying..... she got the card, so got discount.... or else that will be 42 instead.... haiz ...... now a little broke....... lucky end of the week liao...... later need to do the patty cash thingy....... do online test...(i did one today...... and flunk it...... ) so later there is another about 6 for me to do...... now i need to plan for after the exam.... during holiday..... what i going to do.... i still need to work...(cannot let sis know) and also i can look for ma ma and ask her whether need help in teaching.... ha ha ha too long never do liao ..... rusty liao la..... diaongz..... haiz...
so this week need to study for next week exam...... first is Computing math.... ok ba... i think so.... than is that Software Engineering.... hmm.... Networking......haiz.... die die die..... i don know how now.... need to work a little hard.......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:57 PM
Oh My God......
Ha ha ha ........ today.... i skip the Computing Math class... and is that the Lee Chai Thiam Haunt for me after the lesson... because that i jus reach marsilling and he keep calling ..... lucky that i did not ans blindly..... now is that i don know whether how to hide tomorrow..... haiz haiz haiz i think i need to wear a mask than ha ha ha......
today on the bus to school in the morning.... because of yesterday ..... ha ha overslept the stop... so i don sleep for this.... and i jus contiuning reading the comic..... but the problem is that ....... soon enough.. i start to get giddy...... so i stop soon after that.... than is that because i start to about fainting..... but i still can stay awake for the whole trip..... ha ha ha ...
Today, have to pass up IWAD project... because that CK have get one of the other class's projuect that do the same project as Us.... than is that i try to combine all the pages.... but is that it end up everything is broken link.... haiz haiz haiz ..... don know how now... i think i am going to fail that project.... haiz.... my 3 point is like down the drain.... i jus hope it is still with me man......
than i jus run off to have some food....(very hungry....) so I am alone at the canteen... haiz haiz haiz....... than after that i go back to the SC room to take my bags..... but no one is there..... than Shamala said that .... "ok there is no class... class dismissed...." than ha ha ha i think that is it.... so i call others... than is that Amb.. and the gang are at jurong point..... so i don think others will be going than.... so i also start to leave also... so i first go SC room to settle other thing that need to be settle.... than is that they called .... is that only four person there in class... than they come down and pass me the key.... than they run... as for me... also... run loh..... than now at home.... later see got what thing i need to do... haiz haiz haiz.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____5:48 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
What a DAY.......
Ya for today..... there is not much things to do....... but it seen different to me.....
Today i leave home at about 6.10... and i miss the 6.14 bus..... Haiz have to wait for the other one..... and it is here.... first thing i do is sleep..... all the way and i woke up at the same time for the trip..... when jus reach ITE Clementi...... but i go back to sleep... and than like what i have know is..... i already over slept the stop .........haiz haiz haiz
so take a bus back and and on the bus...... i can sence something wrong with the bus.... as that the bus is moving the the left all the time..... is not the bus driver.... i think there is something wrong with the wheel.... as i have guess.... correct.... the wheel don have anymore fraction ......lucky that i have drop from the bus.... (I think i need to take a look at the news tonight... ha ha ha) than jus reach school... i jus meet up with Brian and Vincent..... we chat about crap.... than Theeben join in.... he tells us about what happen yesterday...... as that he ask Saju to do some of his things.... because for this time SC don have anymore Ambasserdor... so we have to do the calling..... than when is asking him to do the job, he say he not free.... so Theeben never ask anymore.... and even say thank you..... than next moment is that he pass a message to him.... start with the "F" word...... than really piss him off..... even for me..... than is later for the meeting i don know what will happen.... but for the next thing i know is that i need to go for my class... not knowing that some of them having class late .....
so i dash up....... i through i am late..... but my lecturer is not any better.... he don even have that room's key... ha ha ha .... everybody is waiting outside the class...... than Mr tan came by.... he took the Networking Lab.... which is suppose to be use by IT1D....we don care la.... because he cannot find the key for the Computer Maintance Lab..... when Mr Lum arrive before Mr Germer....(because that he is late....) he say that he is on course....so do Mr Germer.... ha ha ... so they throw the whole class to Mr tan to do revision..... but because that i am going to have the SC meeting at 10.... i told tan liao.... so i go off... (and i forgot about my NFund book.... don know did aisha pass up... i did not finish, because he need to check and grade our assessment for school.....) so i leave without my book..... and some more i need to collect the locker keys from the class...(but not all have clear their locker.... so i give them until tomorrow...... haiz...... i still need to collect for tan) until now less than half have give me...... and lots of books is in my SC cuboard....
than at SC room..... as that Vincent don have lesson...... so he is there doing nothing but play game.... and when i am in there.... not knowing why... my head is spinning..... so i stay at a postition for sometime in the SC room...... when it get back to normal.... i continue to do my stuff.... (SC business... because i need to update some of the things inside... like the latest is the budget report for our investiture.... so i need to get from him... but he don have it... so i need to go to Clementi to get a photocopy....... to put into the file......) than i am like a housewife..... doing cleaning up of the room and the cuboard..... nothing to do ma.... because theeben not here yet..... than when he come..... about 30 minutes laters..... we start to do some stuff.... like taking photo.... because that is what Mr Thiru wants..... than later is we do some rearrangement for the SC room..... we have Kennefth, Vincent, Theeben and me.... so quite fast we finish everythings.... we spend about 1 hour to do it.... than we also sweep and mop the place...... than later part is that Saju is here.....(so angry with him.... the rearrangement and the cleaning up of the place is up to him to do so...... not us......) than is that when he come in .... Mr Thiru is also here...... so we throw Saju to him.... than we do our stuff......... beccause i still have a class at 1... Computing Math...(actually nothing to do already... i don know why still need to go.... haiz.......) so i left with Shamala and Vino.... slow walk...... because that i am very tired...... still having the headach.......!
when is class... the are there passing back the recent Math test paper.... and i got 87.... ha ha ha never study also... jus read up some of the note...... than in class... he still very lame..... doing all the things that we have already done... ( In the other hand i got one of the comic from Bird.... and i start reading it..... because nothing to do... he too crapy liao..... so he crap... i look at the comic... he teach than i listen.... good ar.... i must do that... hmm.......) and he keep going through the pass year paper.... is that we have already done the pass years question that is in the book....(more than once)we have already finish... than he keep going back to the question......(he is blure) so he give us another question..... but we did it for the Math test... so he let us off at 2..... much early than later there is Software Engineering.... everybody say that they don feel like coming.... than i went in early.... is that only me... with a lots of IT1B students are still inside...... i told Ms Esther ta that the class is not coming..... than she say she need to do some stuff.... ha ha ha ... some already off back home already..... than i am there... (lucky that i also there to check did i pass up my stuff... and i found out that she don have our group's work... so i pass it to her.... than Ambrose ad some of the other guys and gals arrive..... all only ten including me.... ha ha ha... don know what to say....than she jus ask us to do everything on friday.... revision as well as passing up of case study two(the more improve one...) ....(actually i tell them that she need to see the case study... if not the will flunk this module... so some came) ....
OK.... i am off early... because that Vincent and Theeben said that they want to go and look for the things needed for SC room at IKEA... i through that i am not able to go... due to my class.... but now can.... than later thing is that i go into SC room only Theeben is there.... so i settle down there and wait... and is that nothing to do.... so i keep talking about SC business.... from the cuboard.... because that we have another five new department.... than i give idea to Theeben about which department take which one... and who share with which one..... than to the decoration of the room... as we want to beautify it.... so they think of a lot of crazy idea..... that we can't stop laughing..... than .... arrr...hmmm a little forgot what .....but i remember that i keep saying about the new intakes.... because that we need to do something to ourselves first.... than for some time on the issues... Saju came in again... and is that we still talking about SC business... and Theeben is firing Saju.... but did not go directly to him...... than later is that Theeben (he say that he is a little ill..... suddenly) than he went to the corner to sit on top of the boxes....( good thing that it did not drop down all..... ha ha ha jus kidding) than is that we are still talking about SC business... and that is more..... because that we are worry about the future intakes... if they look like Saju how...... as that we already plan out some of the things to do...... and also some of the other business that we are going to do.... but back to one problem... Saju's attitube problem..... than is we are worry... and we are still planning for some of the things.... than later sharol came.... than wwe also let her know what really is happening during her not present.... than later we went out of the room to talk.... than is that we talk more into detail..... ya... still very crapy.... than they came out of the SC room... all going home..... so only left with Theeben and me.... than Vincent arrive.... good at last we can go.... ( than the next things i remember is that i did not note down what did we have talk about... because ll the things that we talk about is all ideas...... than nevermind... Theeben say he can remember... i take it so.....)
So on the way to IKEA...... we tell Vincent whatever that he have miss out.... than he also cannot stand us.... all crap.... ha ha ha...... we drop... and went in to Queensway shopping centre.... to check for the t-shirt printing...... quite ok... one is 18 - 24.... than another is 14-18....and maybe 20... still very XXX..... (again i did not note down... lucky that i can remember that pricing... ha ha ha ) so next is IKEA.... we start off... than is we look around... i keep giving crazy idea.... and i think i also a little mad (ha ha ha ... i think i not in normal mode of working.... brain start to shut down...... ) so by the end of the day... we still get everything...... than the two of them staying at red hill there....( around there ba...) so only i alone take 961 back....
wheni am on the bus because i did not get a seat.... hmm.... cannot sleep... so soon got one... but cannot sleep... don know why.... so read the comic that i got from Bird..... so i read for the whole jounery( but i still cannot finish it....) only when reach..... than i stop...... than quickly back home.... still having the headach....... ARRRR!!!!!!! it is going to kill me than......soon enough.......
slowly at home..... start up the com....... having lots of things to do.... quotation about jus now.... the IKEA.... than i still need to go down load the SE exam answer for My Yahoo.... and that need to finish up the SE project.... and not forgetting the cisco online test........ oh no........ there is lots of things i need to do.... how....!!!!!!!!! help.... now than i know.... now i still left with the online test.... and the SE project....... i think that two is the most improtant one..... than tomorrow first lesson..... IWAD..... the Lao Ko Ko.... need to show him the Project also...... need to pass up than... he need to mark....... haiz.... neveer do (but CK got a copy of other calss work... tomorrow i jus need to change the interface and some of the small things... if can add more things....... than can pass up liao... haiz... i think that should do it... than still Computing Math after that... don know how to survies like that..... haiz haiz...... jus next week.... final exam... than holiday..... must do for it..... hmm.............
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:38 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
I am Relief and tired
i got the reply....... i feel good.... at least that we are still friends...... i think that is the best for the both of us...... as that for now, they will be happy some where else..... i will jus be the guardian angel for you....... ( this is for you, remember that i am always available for you, if you need me.... jus give me a call..... i will be there for you..... ) ...... as that today.... after i receive that message..... i am feeling sad..... very..... that is not a word can describe..... but in the other hand i felt more relief..... maybe is because that after some many times of unhappiness........ than now is like a new point for me...... i jus hope that the other person, is truthful to you.......
as for today in school..... there is no sport and wellness.... so i have breaks from 8 all the way to 11.30 before the next lesson..... VB..... in the mean time i have ask Ambrose to bring his laptoptoday..... because i need to rush some works..... but than not jus me..... Ambrose and Khai is also not in good mood..... they also have their problem(Amb. because he have trouble on the road..... maybe the is a danger of his car liceren to be off..... as for Khai... because that he have problem with his girl... so if there is any more problem.... they will end than...) like what it is... Khai has ended.... so do i..... Amb. still need to wait..... haiz haiz haiz... why we got so many problem........... is jus another two more weeks.... before holiday.... but if it is because of that than we must go throught.... than i rather we don have holiday..... nevermind whatever is happen cannot be undo....... for the whole day... the three of us is not in good mood.... but for me... i get better in the afternoon.... is jus that i am still having headach........
VB we have nothing much to do.... Ms Lee jus give us the thing and ask us to change some of the thing and pass up.... so we finish it very fast.......
than we have a break until 3...... long break..... so i hide myself in the SC room to sleep.....Zzzz..... i think that is the only time for me to rest................................
10 minutes before the lesson i take a slow walk up to fourth level..... where my class is..... because Mr germar need to interview us about the case study..... so i jus show him the incomplete one.... and do the presentation to him..... as that i did not prepare my speech..... i got a little worry.... but still ok.... he said that is still ok.... so jus i need to complete it and passup.... so i spend the rest of the time writing up...... i leave the campus at about 5.20.... and that is home sweet home...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:10 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005
Saddness for me.....
I have been crying for the whole night...... it is not the first time that i have do that...... because of you......
i have sent a message to you...... remember that i write........
"I;m sorry.......... is that because of what i have say that have hurt you... If that is so...I will jus want to tell you is that i don mean it..... Is not because i say that we are buddy ans that i don have any feeling towards you..... I still have this strong feeling toward you.... but you did not give me the chance to show it...... i am not sure whether i am too late.... Is jus that i need to clarify what is not true about me to you..... Hope that you are not hurt because of me...... As that i will also feel the same..... As that is what i have gone through for the past one monthe plus..... Istill remember the happy memories that we share....... Pls give me a reply... Let me know that you have receive my message and also to let me know the outcome.... I don want to geet hurt or hurt you any longer.... that is painful...... Pls reply...." and i hope that you can give me a reply.... i am scard of what you are going to tell me.... but i will face it.....
for now is that i am in school..... i have not really sleep or even rest.... the whole night i jus turn here and there...... still crying.....but i have no choice..... because that today there is a lot of things for me to do..... i still need to pass up projects...... so today is going to be a long day..... hope i don faint.....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____11:09 PM
This is for YOU.....
i think for some of you my friends..... not sure what had happen to me last time... what i have gone through.... which that i am not in top condition.... which that i always easily drop tears..... there is a reason behind it, that i have some relationship with this person.... (you know who you are..... if you get to see this blog....... of mine) at the start, both of us are jus normal friends.... but after that day...... it is different..... i have a different ..... something with you.... but is that due to your work load..... i did not really disturb you...... i think if you still remember ..... i have call you and is that you did not ans my call ..... i through something have happen to you...... remember that day i am on my way to work... because of this .... i don have the mood to smile..... all my friends there ask me .... but is that i did not say it out..... until night... i message you.... that i am worry about you...... and i cry...... than you give me a call... i jus tell you the truth why did i cry.... but than later on i tell you something..... regarding my past with another friends...... i don know is it because of that you have start to turn cold towards me..... i don know..... but is that i feel that way.... so i everytime pass you a message..... remember once that i have leave a very long message that telling you.... something... and i did put one word that relate to the past.....
and than you did see me a few time.... but is that it is still very cold.... i don feel better but worst..... i don know why..... everytime when i saw that i jus feel like crying..... but i control.... not to show it out to everybody...... because i don want others to be worry about me.... everybody can be cold to me.... but not you...... because you are too important to me....... you know..... is not that i don have any feeling toward... but is that you did not give me anymore chances to do so..... please..... don do that to me............ i know i have break your heart..... but i don mean it...... i think there is a communication break down...... you know that i am not good at talking...... sometime i use the wrong word...... but please.... hope you could understand what really happen....... knowing that you have found another person that you like..... i have nothing to say........ that is all ... regardless of what the aim of writing this here is to let all my friends know .... and be my withness that the mistake that i have done.... and is that i don mean it....... as long as that you are happy........ i am ok with it........
the thing i can say now is that while i am writing this.... i am crying...... not to get your sympathy.......but to let you know........ the real thing that you don know........... please be safe and sound in the future.... if you still need me... jus give me a call........i will be there....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:48 PM
Not in good mood.....
Is jus not long ago.... that i am not in good mood.... because of my dad...... because that jus now when he is back home..... he give me a black face... i also don know why.... is jus that i don like it, jus now i jus walk out of the house.... than is that i meet up with my bro..... 1st aunt's son.... than i tell my aunt what happen... she say that jus take it easy... as that my grandma is with me... so how to say... i still have a mountain behind me...... than not enough i can look for my aunt......... than is that after that... i tell myself i need to do my work... but is that i don have all the things needed to do..... so i have to wait for tomorrow....... haiz... i need to pass up my OS tomorrow... but i don have the guide for the presentation thingy......... how now...... no choice loh....... than is that now still got the giddyness jus now..... now still hurt....... haiz..... how now..... i think need to wait for tomorrow.... than i can do... with there other few of them...... haiz ..... need to rest my head........ before it explode.....
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____purSue inCanDeScence____12:27 PM
Happy Birthday.... MUM....
Ya ... today is also my mum's birthday......... in conjunction with mother's day..... as a son i should celebrate with her... but i did not..... maybe is because that i don have what it is needed to give her that.... but for her is that my health and my younger sister's studies is what she want..... i think that is the one.... but whatever is it.... i still need to wish and happy mother's day...... and happy birthday........ i love you........
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____purSue inCanDeScence____11:20 AM
Happy Mother's Day.....
Today is mother's day........ ya correct... eveybody will be bringing their mum to celebrate.... as for me i am not able to do so..... because that my family is broken...... as that my mum and my dad is not in good term...... and that lead to that last result...... as that good thing i am still able to see her.......
as for today..... we celebrate mother's day with my grandmother, two aunts..... as that the kids pay the bill for them...... there is one probelm....the food is not good.... all very cold.... some more is that it is in shopping centre..... by the way we have sakai sushi...... everything is cold..... even the fried food..... ARRR!!!... waste money there..... we should have seoul garden instead....... that is better.... nevermind.... aas long as they like it.........we are there in the afternoon ..... and we have it there...... after that we jus take a walk around there... because that my grandma and my 1st aunt have an appointment for massage at 6.40.... so we accompany them than later on is that my dad called........ because we have already booked a place at the coffeeshop...... so i have to make a trip down to cancel it...... (haiz.... have to go back myself......)
my mum and my younger sister is with my mum at seoul garden( oh i want to join them.... but i am full already... so cannot go in anymore...) so when i am there i jus talk to them and wish my mum again before i go....than back there..... they did not reserve a table for us........ and than they jus say that they have the last table...... when i walk pass and take a look.... very bad... so i went off...... back home..... through that i can do my stuff when i am back... but na.... i don have the steam to do so.......... so bad to do..... and i tomorrow need to pass up... i also don know how to do so.... and suddenly i felt giddy..... not knowing why........but i later on need to walk towards my aunt's house... than come back i will need to do my stuff..... i think i will be sleeping late tonight..... haiz.....
there is only another two weeks before holiday...... i need to work hard this last few days to obtain my GPA 3 point and above...... that is my aim....... there is more things for me to do....... i need to finish everything before i move on....... ya that is the one......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:05 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Lucky they have me.......
today.... during the training at the camp(ya that stupid one.....) is that Cecilia called me.....
she say that she is ill and is that she don have any cash with her.... that is mean NO MONEY.....
because that her pay is not out yet.... so she want to look for me to see whether can i jus provide her with the money for the time been than she will return me when her pay is out........ so i don mind... but is that i am still at the training ground.... so i not able to go first...... than after the whole thing( the very idiotic day i have gone through....) i give them a call......
She say that she haven go and see the doctor.... so i tell her to wait for me....... i pay for her first..... lucky is that suddently i have extra 20 dollar in my bank(i have no idea why also.... as long as i got money in there)....... than we walk around the whole place.... first to the polyclinic... close... than to the other two private clinic.... also close.... so last result.... silver cross 24 hrs....
so we are there... we waited for a while because that i went off to withdraw cash...... when i am back... a little while later we went in to the doc room..... quite some time in there..... than out we do wait than bill time and also medician for her...... 33 dollar for her..... than is that i ask her to go back home straight.... and i back... on the way... i also got headach..... but very fast i am ok...
but in the end i am still not in good mood due to the NDP stuff.................................
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:45 AM
Rainy day today...... haiz!
Haiz......... raining ........ from morning until now.......... today i woke up quite early.... also don know why......... so not able to go back to sleep....... haiz haiz haiz.... have to wait up so early....... than later on is that wait for my younger sister woke up also.... because my grandma speck too loudly....... ha ha ha so later on is that we go down and get our breadfast...... haiz very expensive ..... about 10 dollar for the both of us...... haiz.... want to die like that
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:40 AM
What the hell..... idiot NDP (TOUCH committee suck!!!)
what the hell .... the idiot TOUCH committee for the NDP planning...... very F**********......... i am so angry today.... the whole morning.... i am not in good mood..... very piss off... by them... and the way they do their things.......
at first... meet cai hong and some other guys at yew tee Mrt station... because that i don know how to go ma... so i wait for them.... when arrive... we go and have our breadfast at the food court..... than is that they say need to be there at 9.30... latest, so we all try to be there early after our meal.... than is jus about only a few minute walking over, than we all have to register outside......than is there i saw fara.... she is there than they give us a tag... and is that my tag is stated "O"..... don know what is the "O" for so i jus follow my friends inside to wait for them to start off..........
while we are waiting there... i have ask for the meaning for the tag(because that everytime there is a meaning..... so we want to know before hand....) the person tell us that "O" is because that we are not here last week... so we are like reserve to them.... only when there is space for us than we go in......... so the rest they all go take their place ann we are sitting there ..... doing nothing..... as that they start their training at about 11... so what we do.... they shift us over to the next tent...... than we jus sit there see them dance and do nothing.......(feel very idiot.... sitting there and do nothing.......) than later is that one of the stuff from other school....( if not wrong is mr neo from clementi....) he start saying that those that is not ablr=e to get in will not be in anymore ..... than is that i am bloody hell shock..... don know what had happen.... very F***..... than is that confirm to all is that we are not in anymore..... i a very angry with another friends...... but is that we jus not show out our feeling...... very bad that if we do so..................
actually i am not in very good mood already with the management..... than i want to cry out already.... but not able to........ than want to walk off... but my friends on my side remind me that we still have our friends item with us.... so when we wait for them, we also tell them when they come over....... and others start walk off... we are still there waiting for the management to come over to talk to us...... what the hell.... F***....... later on is that the mr neo come over and talk to us... say is that we are here because that we are not in for the performance.... and is that we not need to come anymore, we are not needed for the performance and the training........ we no need to come liao..... that is what he want to tell us la........ than later on is that we know that.... than he add one more word.... if there is any obne that are not able to do the dance.... we will be up for the place..... i am thinking..... what the F*** he is talking.... because that he have say that we no need to come liao..... than later on say that we are reserve..... which one is it.... if he is going to put us in than we have to come for the training..... than he jus say that we no need to come..... than what is the use for us to replace some of the people when we are not there for the training......... i jus don give a darm........ very F*** up........... idiot..... than is that on the way out from the camp.... my friends have beed talking about the issues.... everybody is not very happy.... and my friends are asking me why am i not in...... jus because that i did not go for the training last sat.... because that i am in the hospital.....very idiot lei........ don care ....... i have not attend lots of things.... because of this stupid training..... it is getting in my way fror some of the things....... i jus take it that i am not going to go for it anymore.... even next year......... that is my word...........
than is that some of my friends..... want me to talk to the teacher in charge of our school to talk for me to let me go in again... and some of the other member that is out.... is about 5 of us..... so i wait for them to get me a answer...... if can go in.... i will need time to catch up with the dance step..........
everybody ask me ...."i got reason for that right, because that i am in the hospital... so i am not able to come right...." ya i know... i also tell them that already.... the whole campus also know that i am not able to come... but they say that they don give a darm to the MC......... so i still not able to get the seat in there..... again..... i am still very angry......... i can use the time sitting there to do my work that i still haven complete........ very angry...... ARRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____6:05 AM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Oh my god......
Oh shit... i forgot about the online test i need to do for tonight... and is that it is close... i have to wait for tue to ask tan to on it again... haiz haiz haiz..... yesterday's plan on what to do all i did not follow at all.. and everything jus went wrong... how..... die la..... don care la tomorrow still got NDP training........ go sleep liao... nites....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____4:15 PM
Resting day......
No Lesson for today....... so stay at home.... ha ha ha but cannot rest... still got a lot of things to do.... i still need to do my online test for networking, and than need to do my projects..... so many of them that i need to finish by this monday..... or else.... haiz haiz haiz........so got a day to rest still need to do my work... haiz...... help!!!
cannot ask others for help........ haiz haiz now later need to do the online test..... jus did something for my IWAD(because i redo ma.... the first one not very good...... next week that old man will mark whatever he see...... he also quite blind in the first place...) than later need to finish the presentation for Operating System..... this monday need to present liao..... haiz haiz...... than for some of them monday they no need to come for the Visual Basic lesson because they pass up their Assignment liao(because that day a lot of us never go ma... so that few of them jus go and finish whatever thing they need than passup.... so that they no need to come...) so for now..... there is VB, there is IWAD and OS...... i think that is for now..... if not wrong the special project aisha has take up is coming.... haiz i got more thing to do during the holiday... like that.... busy... cannot work liao so nevermind.....
so up coming item for me.... hmm.... i think for OP is to go back for their camp and also to help out with the juniors........ for Dover... i think i need to spend some time to do my special project read up on the things needed.... as well as for the new badge of student... some stuff for them... until now i still have receive anything from SC yet..... than nevermind loh... jus wait for them to look for me than ha ha ha..... so i still under holiday from SC...... ha ha ha ...........
BUT...... i still need to finish some other things before it becaome more to kill me......... haiz
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____5:42 AM
Friday, May 06, 2005
Calm+Day...... i think that is it..ha ha ha
as for today.... there is nothing much.... like what i name this entries..... calm days....... this week is too calm.... for me... as that there is nothing much for us in school... that we feel like we come to school and waste our time... as there other things we can do it at home... why we still need to come... that is what i have been saying from the start of this week...... boring boring boring....
in school there is nothing to do ... but jus all the exam exam exam exam EXAM...!!!!!!!!!! haiz haiz....... there isn't any space for releaxing....... after today..... there is another two weeks before the end of term two......
Up coming birthday kids are.......hmm... quite a lot on my list....today is zi hui's birthday.... that is for her....others like weng-hei, Mei Mei, Hwee Guek, etc.... i think there is more to come..... jus wish them happy birthday...... as for me...... hmm... there is another 7 months...... before mine...
ok! so for now is that wait wait wait......... for term break.... than later on is that i still need to go and help for somethings.......... than school work i will jus put down for the time been...........
so good luck for all of you out there for your exams......... flying colours is the best for you guys.... ha ha ha i like rainow instead..... ha ha ha
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:07 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
AbOuT M3!
Like what i have say most of the time..... i am easily affected by other event..... is it true....... i don know..... everytime.... is like that i also not sure why lei......hmm....~ but sometime i am vey cold-hearted........ that is me.....
how........ i still don know lei.... whether i am the cold-hearted type or the soft-hearted type....... how......jus don want to think about it.................
other things about me.... i don know..... i think i need others to tell me instead of me telling myself... because i also don really understand myself... ha ha ha ...... so you guys can tell me through my tagboard........ ok.... thanx..!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:52 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
"I" HaVe MoVe In.......
Hello everyone...... i have a new blog here..... for you guys that have followed me all the way from xanga....... i am not going to place anymore entries there now..... i an going to be here..... for you guys that want to know what have happen before i move in.... you can visit the old one.......
www.xanga.com/tidus_brotherhood
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:42 PM
That is today.......
today has been a very boring day... like what i have been saying for the pass few days in school..... not knowing why for jus few days... that i have been feeling very down..... is it because after been to the hospital for a few days.... than i have become like that......i think so...... don know lei....... not sure why like that......... i think maybe becauswe of somebody else..... i think that is the main problem...... or is it that because there is alots of things happening this week as that yesterday i jus go back... there is class test..... and lots of other stuff.... and is today also have another test.... the computing math...... is that i am able to get pass it.......... as for tomorrow i still need to get pass another test.......... general one that will be counted in the real cert...... haiz... i now also don know how am i going to get pass it.......... haiz haiz haiz........ jus keep on studing at least that i have a little knowledge so that i can get pass...
as for myself is that i am still not at the right condition ....... as that i am still ill......... after come back from the hospital, i am still at this bad moment....... so now is that i jus don want to get any more things that will affect my feeling for this time........ as that i am easily affected by others........ jus yesterday.... i jus have a message from my friends that the two of them are not in good term again...... because of a stupid messageso she cryed the whole night.... and i not sure how to confort her...... so than the call ended suddently..... so i jus sent a message to ask her to calm down....than by the next morning, i receive good news from her, that they ok.... at least that that is better.... ha ha ha.............
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____7:19 PM
