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Saturday, July 22, 2006
Back to Life
Jus come back from Camp, This is my first book out.... Oh my... so much things that i wanna to talk about. first is the area. hmm... nice place, but is that you will be very stress there...
there is about the Squad that i am in, Information... mine is the 124 intake, Squad 35.... hmm... nice number that i have. someother things is that, there is some of my squad mate.... there is 21 malays and 18 chinese... there is 1 indian. haha..... but for what is it is that, in my squad, there is some of them that i already know. some from Dover, and some from Op... so is that.. haha... i don need to know everyone there..
for the pass few days there, trainings going on and also some of the things that we learn there, there is PT, which is the physical Training, Swimming, Judo, Drill... also some Theory lesson on the Laws and the Procedure. so i have lots of things to catch up..
Because of the amount of time that we have, we need to rush everything within 2 months... haha....now is that i have so much things needed to take care...
Cause yesterday that i jus come home... so i have to do lots of things, do some washing and also some of the tailoring..... now jus finish all the clothing... tomorrow i will do some other things that i need before go in back tomorrow.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:20 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
I am Going in
I will be enlisting in one and a half hours time from now. correct, i am writing this post in the morning at 6.53am...
I don know what else to say now, but jus that i am better compare to yesterday with mixture of feelings that runs in me. I know that i could not stay the same way as i always do, i have to move on from here by myself.
so from today onwards, i have start a new chapter of my life, a new chapter that says good bye to my teenagers life in schools. while i still have limited time now. i will be resting my mind before i appear out infront of new faces that i am going to capture when i am there, and new records that i have to write down on each and everyone of them that i am going to encounter.
friends or foe. is up to them to choose and is up to how i see them. i know that i will be facing a lot of things that will be in my way that will stop me from anything, i will jus face it. and to work for what i am going toward. no matter what.
i think i have to stop here now. is getting no ending now. bye for now.
i will try my best to come up if i can.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____6:59 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
Feeling the day Before
I am not worry about anything that is plan for me in the camp, but is that....
There is something that is bothering me now... I jus cannot understand why...
I chat with Ai Beng jus now through Msn, i told her some things...
Meet up with Andrew, Caryn and Cecilia for Dinner today before i go in...
But after all i still feel uneasy. jus something that is hidden in me. telling me to give it out and not to keep it inside me. I don know... I jus want to Rest my mind for tomorrow, I cannot bring everything in there. Cause there is too much things.
Ok... I need to rest... Peace my Mind and Soul.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:23 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Off in 3 days time
Yesterday some of my friends from Op got in to the Army... That is what i heard, other i have no idea, but most of them got in like 1 month ago.
I will be in this coming Tue. Haiz, how now... still waiting what will happen, still haven prepare the things to bring in.so i may going to look for Khai whether what he need, than we see if we wanna share some of the cost of the things...
How now. Mood still runnning. anything what is it. Hmm... How...!!!
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:54 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Bad Mood... No Mood
I know that i am not in the mood today, so when i am at Evg, everyone around me jus wanna know what happen to me.
Sorry to you all that i did not reply to you. Or even make you guys worry (That Applys to Ruyi.... cause she is the only one that call.)
there is a lot of problem in me, but i don want to talk about it, and there is something that i cannot say... hope you guys understand
even if you think that you can get something from the few person that i have list out.. sorry. I have total TRUST in them that they will HELP ME in Protacting the Secret...
For the time been jus let me be, I will be Alright...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:44 AM
What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?
Hmm... I Like Ice-Cream... So i try this Test that i saw on dominic's Blog....
Name: Chrispher
You Are Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream |
 A classic and an original, no wonder everyone snakes your style! |
Hmm... I am Wondering if there is Different Flavour for some others
Name: Caryn
You Are Cherry Garcia Ice Cream |
 You're the coolest cat around, but too laid back to let it get to your head |
Name: Cecilia
You Are In a Crunch Ice Cream |
 The perfect combo: a completely nuts person who likes to be touched |
Name: Ai Beng
You Are Brownie Batter Ice Cream |
 You've been known to lick *everything* clean |
Name: Andrew
You Are Fossil Fuel Ice Cream |
 What does liking "fudge dinosaurs" say about someone? |
hmm... cannot continue for so many people.. haha, I don know there is so much Flavour... So Weird one also... Diaongz....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:19 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Writer for me...? don know
Am i One of them... No Idea.... Maybe
You Should Be a Romance Novelist |
 You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart. You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer... And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories. As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it. |
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:01 AM
I am a 64% Gentleman
Hmm.... I think after all i am still a Gentleman... haha... maybe there is a lot of things that i need to change in order for me to be more Gentleman.
You Are 64% Gentleman |
 You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners. Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices! |
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____10:55 AM
Feeling Bury Deep Down Now
I have Know what should i do. I no Longer need to Worry. No Longer need to Care. No Longer need to Put it at the First of everything.
But i don think i can say that i have forgot about this relationship, but is that i can only say that i am no longer having any thing to do with it.
Caryn and Cecilia, Thank to the 2 of you, have given me Advices on this, i know that you 2 are not really happy that time when i tell you 2, but you all jus listen to me. i know is very irritating that time.
Ai Beng, you have seen me through this time, when i am in this, you know how i feel, even the worst time you have been with me. and i know i have cause too much problems in this to so much people around me that care for me, like you and Dom. but thanks very much
Shu Rong, You are always Disturb by me every now and than, cause i don have anyone to talk to in the night. even yesterday you are the person that encourage me,so i get to know what is it, and i get the courage to speck out, and to know the truth. even through i know is that something i don wanna know. After so long than i get the answer. but still have to thank you for the time spend for me.
Li Ting, You are the Latest to know, but is that, you did give em some advice, so i really thanks you. i know that during that time there is some much things that i have let you know and you also not really can take it... but still a good friends that helps me.
Wei Xin, My Hao Mei Mei, You are so good that give me the Support, and you did not give up on me at my worst time. Thanks you, like what you have say, that i am the only one that even after i have leave OP, and we still stay so long.... true, i really treasure everyone there. That includes you....
There is so much things that happen, but something that not everyone know, so only the 6 of you know, and i know that you all will help me keep this, but in the future, i have no idea what will happen... i jus keep my finger cross.
I know that it has ended, but i will not forget, but jus keep it to myself only. i don think is something that i will talk about it next time.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____8:58 AM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Out with Students
After i finish my thingy at St Margaret because Mr Lo need help... sad sad sad.. only get 25 after so much thingy.... What the hell...
Than is that jus come back straight to Woodland to meet the rest.. Ryan, Lucy, Mabel and Sze Hui. so first we come back to Have our lunch at Pizza Hut, so all get Student meal.. hehe... i still look like student oh... haha...
so after that we jus make a walk around cause Mabel are having piano lesson. so we jus walk around and get to play some game.. dotz dotz... i don need to state what did we play.
walk around to look... hmm... i cannot remember what did we do.. but i only know that i spend a lot of cash... diaongz... until like i try to count how much... dotz..
run around and get some drink. also we get to some walk around, till we walk all the way up to the 4th lvl to take neon print... haha... there is a lot of fun things that is going around... haha....
but soon enough Ruyi and Mabel need to run... but is that haha... only the few of us run around... oh... remember that get somethings for Ryan. hmm... but he jus run away liao... so only left with Sze Hui and me... and we jus walk around.. cause i wanna to get present for Andrew and Wei Xin before i go in... haha... but I think i know what to get for Wei Xin...
Hmm.. soon jus left with Sze Hui and Her sis... on my way home...





There is some other pix that is not in much better condition... haha... the problem is that so funny... haha.... some of the best one.


TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:45 AM
Monday, July 03, 2006
Pei Chian's Birthday
Last Sat jus attended PC's birthday, but is that did not really remember all the things that we have done that day. but is that i know everything is ok... haha
I met up with Ambrose and His girl, than Met up with Rachel at Jurong. but Bird only meet up at Pasir Ris because he is not able to get us on the way. haha...
And we got the present for her. and is share by the four of us.. so we get it there and we jus move one from there, take the bus there... and we are like the first group to get there. oh dear.. ok la... everything is still ok... not much thing that is off...
We did take a few pix.





TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____11:38 PM