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Sunday, April 30, 2006
My Limits
I don know whether i know my Own Limits, after Friday's performance, don know what happen, jus that i have some feeling of tired and restless after the performance, or even before that. because after that few days of practices.
I remember i told andrew about this, i think my stamine has drop compare to 2 to 3 years ago, when we have jus met and start all the dances thingy. really different, last time i could do better than this, Much Better. but this time round is very badly done.
I think is time for my to stop all this, until i have recover from whatever i have now. i jus name them as my "Body Injury". haiz... jus have to recover from it. Soon......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____1:00 AM
Weeks Review Overall TIred!
Overall for this week is..... TIRED!!!!!!
haiz, there is too much to do, From Monday to Friday, i have to follow mummy to St Margarets to conduct the Lino Printing lesson for the Sec one students... All 8 Classes, Imagin that.
So there goes my morning for the whole weeks, for the afternoon,
Mon- i have nothing to do, so follow mummy to stay at St Margaret to do some of the stuffs
Tue- Same things because there is no other schools that we need to go, so that we jus take our time there, if i did not remember wrongly. because there is too much things for me to think that i cannot remember things correctly... haha Old liao.
Wed- that day we should be going to Woodgrove, but they state that they are not there, so we don have to be there, so we did not go, but i take my leave early.
Thur- Same things, we go straight to Ang Mo Kio after we go for our Lunch at Thomson Plaza, they few guys there jus spend sometime to concentrate there on their works, some are very good at it compare to start. Ok ba, than i pass my no to Jim, because last week i did state to him that if anything give me a call, but i did not give him my no... haha Stupid right...
Fri- because i have something on in the afternoon, but is that in the first place there is not need to go to Evergreen, so is ok... haha but there is some of the things that i need to do for mummy, some paper works.
From Tue, to Thur, i have been with Andrew and Dorven, Another new guy that i met through Andrew, because we need to prepare for a dance for TJC, as they have a performance on Friday, but the Dance did not come out until Thursday, after we change the Song that we are going to perform. So what happen is that Dorven are not able to catch up with the speed that we are going.
On Friday itself, we meet up and process to TJC with Wei Qi, who ask us to Perform for this event, so we are there at about 2 plus to continue to practices the dance, Dorven also doing so. At there not jus having some fun, but also tired. I still meet up with Alwin, Junior in OP, having his Wu Shu Practice at TJC. but jus continue to practice till 6 than we get changes, also we have some pix there. but than Dorven having some Pain. maybe he jus stretch it too much or he having gastice as we did not have our dinner.But we still do quite well in it, there is a lot of things that we can improve. after that we have some present from them, haha, Voucher to Swensen...
i think that is all i remember for this weeks... because there nothing much there, because is all the time the same things. only the performance that is different from the normal routine. ok la, late now, i need to take my rest, maybe because of my work out, i injure myself.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____12:24 AM
Friday, April 28, 2006
Tired Tired Tired.... I Need To REST
OMG, I am so TIRED... I NEED A REST.... there is a lot of things that i need to do, but even now i don have the strength to continue, Sleepy and Weak. Why there is there lots of things for me to do... Haiz, i think i have to wait until tomorrow morning... haiz....
Night to Everyone... Tomorrow than i update my blog about this week.... AND PIX!!! HAHA
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Life at the Moment
Haiz, i still have like 1 Whole month before my graduation day at the ITE Hq, because there is some of the things that they have to take from the Principal, I wonder what will i get, Meaning will i get what i Want... Hehe..
Andrew is starting his Course at Dover... haha... so on that day i can go over to look for him also, soo after that i will be waiting for Enlistment in July, after been postpone from June. so I am like having nearly 2 months of Nothing to Do. but lucky is that i am joining my God Mum teaching at some schools. Later i am going down to St Margaret, or most of the time i will be there as i have all the Sec 1 class for the Lino Printing. Some other Schools like Ang Mo Kio Sec, Woodgrove Sec and Evergreen Sec. At the moment those are the few that i have gone to, Some others are the few that i did nto get a change to go, some only applys to Mrs Leister and Mummy. haiz.....
So I am going out soon, to take a Bus there, Later in the night i will be meeting Andrew for a Dance Practices for this Friday's performance. that is all. Need to run out now.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:29 AM
Life at the Moment
Haiz... for the time been now is that i am waiting for my ITE Result which i am going to get on the end of May. Also i will be enlisted into the Police Acadamy.... hmm... so for now until the first thing. i still have quite a long holiday.
For the time been now is that i am helping God Ma to Teach at some of the schools... because there is like too much for her alone, so i jus come in to help and there is cash for this for me.
So i have Schools like St Margarets, Which is most of the time i will be there cause i am teaching the Sec One student Lino Printing. Some other schools like Ang Mo Kio Sec, Evergreen Sec and Woodgrove Sec. this are some of the schools that i am there, but i think there is more, but is jus that there is a lot for me, but jus not here yet... haha, so what i do now is helping loh... haiz, so now is that tomorrow lesson at 12.00pm.... so is that i an going to sleep soon.. tomorrow morning i am going to do some other stuff... that is where i am going to stop... tar tar...
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Sunday, April 23, 2006
Feelings That Come to me again
I told Cecilia that i will post this entries....
Something about what we have talk on the bus when we come back on the way from Chinatown... something that i am thinking that run my wild in my mind.
Because she is tired, so you jus lean over to my shoulder, she state that my shoulder is very nice to lean, and that is where we start to talk about, and is that i state there is a few that did that and some other things, i will not state who you are... you know is good enough.
There is lots more, we continue to Kisses and Hugs... and i have countless... because there is always someone that demand for that that i have no reason to reject.
that is what we talk about on the surface, but in me. there is a lot of image that keep on floating around that makes me think. because on the first issues we talk about, shoulder, there is on that i have lean on its shoulder and is that in return let that person to lean over at minds, that person state that is very nice and is very confortable to lean on.
there is another person that lean more, in what sense, that person in directly infront, lean on my chest and its head landed on my shoulder. That is like 2 years ago, in my room...( don think anything rot.... there is nothing that happen.... NOTHING)
One more is Hug, hmm.... more than one person Hug me... there is a lot of cases that is i Hug them, and is that they Hug me in return when that have something, either they are too happy or they are sad....
Kisses... hmm... there is a few... but only 2 person that i have french Kiss or Wet Kiss before, the rest is like on cheek on Lips... very few cases in on Lips.... on applicable to some....
So is that.. there is a lot of things running... because of this that i keep think back of all the screens that i use to have it, some are very unforgetable and some are really sweet one... that i don think i will one to throw them away...
Don know whether will it last that long. but i know that i have someone in my mind now, i will not give up easily. i will continue to move on for that.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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I got a NEW MP3
OMG, I got a new MP3 Player!!!! Sis got it for me, OMG. After that one that i have lost during last years' NDP thingy, i always wanna to get a new one but did not get the heat to get it...
But i got it now... Thank to my Sis... haha is so nice... Haha....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Friday, April 21, 2006
Sentosa's PiX
Haha, Did not post up some of the pix taken at Sentosa.... That is all here....
Ai Beng & I
Resting After Eating.... HAHA
There is nothing to do for the time been so TAKEN PICTURE!!!!
When WE are there we Met 2 New Friends, Edmond and Rendell.... Haha and we took a group Pix before we go, At that time is about 3 something 4pm if i did not remember wrongly...
After that, Because Rendell do drive, so they left us at the last stop to go look for his car... haha, he need to know how to get back..... as for us, we when to Orchard cause Udrena need to attend a meeting, so we jus follow and have Yuki Yaki for dinner, but AiBeng is went off half way through before we reach.
haha, Only the three of us here, the rest is Sam, Udrena and their friend, Elson.
so on the Train, haha Photo Freaks....HAHA
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Monday, April 17, 2006
Timer Start
Start Counting from today...... i still have about 1 Month and 27 Days left.... haiz.... i don know what is it for but is jus that i think is best for me to keep track on the amount of days before me to get myself ready from my next track in life......
like what i have state in the last few previous entries, i have been to Sentosa last friday with Ai Beng, Brian, Jia Min as well as her friends, Udrena, a Very nice Girl. So I meet up with Jia min and Udrena at woodland before we meet Ai Beng and Brian at Bukit Gombar. so they all meet and we make our way down to sentosa. maybe because that day is good friday, so there is like very crowded, even the shuttle bus that we about to take is like too much, so we make our way by the transport 11(our leg) so take a slow walk all the way to sentosa, so it hale us to save a dollar from the entrance fee... haha
very fast we got in, jus take the yellow line to palawan beach, cause siloso beach willl not be a better choose for us to go at that time.... but the first thing that we are there is, to.... EAT!!!! cause we have not taken our breakfast, or have taken but still not full.... so we sit somewhere near the 7-11 store... haha i think most of you guy will know where....
finish with whatever we have and the next thing we have is play, first down in the water,Brian and i first down, before Ai Beng, Sam and Udrena came in later, but we jus play around there for sometime because we do nothing. haha. nothing much actually. as soon as we are done, we continue on with beach volleyball, but because we are not using the court around there so we did have the ball flying around as it is.
But with that, we get to know 2 new friends, haha, 2 guys , both NSF, but one have already ORD, the other one still have a few months more., they are Edmond and Rendell, haha, they approach us, so we start to play there, it did not improve the problem there, it only makes everyone around us more worry, cause the ball still by pass them. haha, so funny,
In the end, because the place is rainning so everyone take their leave, cause Rendell do drive, so we take different ways when we reach the end. so we take the bus back to harbour front. because Udrena need to meet some of her friends, in the end when they finish their meeting, Ai Beng not feeling well, so she take her leave, Xue Ling came down to meet us, because we are haiving our dinner at Yuki Yaki, 6 of us, 143 + + .... OMG.... but we all did enjoy, what we have during the time, but after that we jus do back taking train back.
for Sat, have nothing to do, but jus follow Sis to Suntac because she need to go get something, due to the reward points that she have, but nothing mucg, we did shop aroung there for sometime beore we come back to cook dinner.
and some family problem appear to happen on that night. i don care about it, jus feel very vexed. everything jus keep coming. that night still ok, nothing much happen.
On Sun, still take it normal, but somethign different is that, Dad knows about what happen, and it jus got very serious with dad, she got very angry with it. at the moment, i myself at that moment, my thinking was running wild, some stupid thinking jus come in, some of the may work ways that i have, but i did not put it to use, as nothing did happen that day. After that i jus make my way done to meet Bryan, to chat, it jus make me better.
haiz, nothing much like that, now still making myself occupy with mummy's teaching, today at st margaret, so do tomorrow, but jus that i don need to wake up early, haiz, i jus feel very bad this few days. i jus need a run away.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Friday, April 14, 2006
I jus Cried
I have lost my bracelet, i don know where did i drop, i jus don know. I relize only when we are at orchard, when i think back, i may have drop it at sentosa, or on the way out of sentosa.
I jus don know what i am thinking, something that really hit me. The bracelet that really means a lot to me. i have jus cry out, even jus now when i did not show out in front of everyone, but i am crying inside. no one can understand what i am facing, i am jus totally break down when i lost that. i don think i can talk about when i have done today, jus see what can i do tomorrow.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Resting Mode
I am still at home resting. Cause still on medication. so for the whole of today i am at home resting, doing nothing. Watching Anime from Sis's friend, Bestian, haha... thanks god that i have all that at home now. so i spend my time watching all alone....
than got to know that most of them ahve receive the present from Zann, cause she is not able to give, joycelyn help out to give.... most of them got it... i am quite happy for tha... haha.... but they know that if i am there to pass them the present i will cry like hell... running tap... haha....
so did not do much today but resting... cause not so work up to do anything....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Monday, April 10, 2006
Ill with Real Feelings
Get to meet up with Cecilia, she is working, because i got to see the Doc today... Still on ill condition..... haiz... now feel better. but a little sleepy liao, cause the medician may cause drowsiness.... haiz.
accompany Andrew to collect his pay at Potong Pasir, because the head office is located around there. the worst things is, Imagin K-Box the outlets look so nice, but when you are at the head office... OMG... jus so messy, or i can say is only one room. ok la.... better than no room. We still have to walk back to MRT station. next we process to Chinatown, to take some of his money. imagin the place his tips that belong to him. the tear it.. cause is in the paper, stupid.
Next we take a bus to Dover ITE, cause he need to do something to the course thingy.... haha.. good things is i am there. i know what to do. most of them are still there. Javin also around, cause i need to tell her some of the things about SC. she state that she is going to take action to it if the problem did not improve.(that is what i want to get... haha)
because i am meeting Cecilia at Jurong, she is already there by than so she is not very happy, cause i am late. Andrew make his way back cause he's not feeling well, i alone to meet her. so jus went around to get her stuff. because she get new furniture for her room. so need to get lots of new stuff. When we are done we take the bus back to jurong, no the way we have take about lots of things, cause we did talk to each other about some of our very internal problem, relationship, because there is something that they themself that are not very happy.
so is that, i told them that, maybe is because, in the first place i really in love with that person(i will not say who is that person, but you yourself know) and is that, they are very worry and also very irritated by that. especially about this resently the incident that happen that makes me think back. cause in the first place they through i have someone that i really like that have place a very important place in my heart( this person, hmm... someone that most of you will know) So i am now stuck in this position of thinking both person, but toward this present one, i have more feelings to her, as for the other one that is in the past, we are still very good friends, maybe more than friends or even buddy(you know what i mean)
So is that, i have tell this to Cecilia, mostly Caryn will also know, so you guys got my message, right. compare about some other things, regarding some other things that we have think about. but is that, we have lots of things to think about, cause after this few months later, there will be a lot of things happening. everyone is afraid about it. there is a lot of things that i have in my mind, so is that i am very worry about anythings. thanks my blog....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
____purSue inCanDeScence____9:03 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
That is what Friends are for.
Someone sent me this a few day before, i jus got to read it again, something that i can share....
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd."
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my Friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him.
So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives. " He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his face. It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.
We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends. He said yes. We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.
Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday! " He just laughed and handed me half the books. Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship. Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd.
He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak. Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him. Boy, sometimes I was jealous. Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech. So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!" He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled. " Thanks," he said.
As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends... I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story." I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.
He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. "Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable." I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment. I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realize it's depth. Never underestimate the power of your actions.
With one small gesture you can change a person's life. For better or for worse. "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." There is no beginning or end.. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.
I found it very good cause it have what i think that everyone should have, cause without friends, you will be board in life, and is that, the very first thing that you need to know is, if you never take the first step, you will never know that person.... Understand?
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
Status of Me
Have jus finish working from Netplus now.... not going back anymore, after the temp job for 2 weeks, as well as the attachment period of 2 months. i think i cannot work at one place for too long, i will get sick of that working.
have get all the present ready for them. hide under Zann's table. also have inform Zann about it, she will help me to pass it to everyone there. i think i cannot watch them after they receive the present..... i will cry.... haiz....
there is a lot of side effect now, some sort of sick! now feeling well now.... but i did not go and see the doctor.... so sick now..... but still awake for the time been, but jus don feel good..... dizzy, coughing..... , hmm... i don have anymore idea what happen to me... but in general is SICK....!
next week will be following mummy to teach, but i have not inform her now. because i may only tell her on wed or thur after me having some own holiday.... haiz......
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Extra Working at Netplus
OMG.... this is what i call Boring.... Imagin you have nothing to do in the office, and you have to stay all the way till evening today. So some sort finishing... or i can say, i Had already finished everything that they gave me. Unless some other things that i am not able to do so, Serina will jus take it back from me to deal with it herself. Haiz.... it's going to kill me.
But , in the other hand, it gives me the time to update my online profile instead of doing it at home. cause i always forgot to do so. some of the things that will keep on come to me when i am at home, and eventually i will jus by pass them...... hmm... i have no idea what are the few that i have not done so.... hmmm.... can anyone let me know what are the few things that i have not done if you know.... jus tag me or msn me to remind me.... i need your help.....
I only got 3oo plus plus dollars for the pass 3 weeks of the attachment? OMG, that is like very little, even for now that i work for CS, i am paid hourly of 5 dollars. which end up a little more than what i get for the attachment. Cheap like that than. No Choice, we the students that come over to work are the " Cheap Labour" to them, so that they can ask us to do everything that they ask us to do. But i am better, cause they did not ill treate me... haha, for the rest they have suffer a lot... haha, i must be grateful for that..... ok than, i think i will jus surf around first, than tonight will be nmeeting Vincent to take my stuff from him. I will be leaving all the present in the office, but must hide, i don know where to hide.... how...? there is like no place for me to hide .. cause is so dangerous. haiz, the present i still short of a bottle. maybe i will make a trip down to Causeway later after i meet up with Vincent, or i can meet shurong? haha... cause i am quite near... haha.....
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Brokenback Mountain Book
I Purchase the book that is writen by Annie Proulx, she is the one that come out with the story of the brokenback mountain, so happy to get it. Not because that i have too much cash to spend, but is due to the language gap between we singaporean and the eurasian or the "ang mo". I am not able to hear them out when i watch the movie on sat night, too profound for me at this stage.
But can you imagin. the book itself, there is 11 short storys. brokenback is jus one of them. i did not go through the first ten, but i jus process to the last one. when i start reading, i jus relize that its very fast, cause is not a very long one, i only start yesterday during my free time in the office. I finish about 11 pages, which is like 1hr plus in the movie. I stop at Ennis part where he is waiting for Jack to arrive to his place, where they continue with france kiss. i have not reach the france kiss part, but it makes me more understand about the movie in the way.
i think i jus place one part of the story here for you guys to read....
immedialy after the part when they are down from the mountain due to the upcoming Storm that will pass where they position.
"You goin a do this next summer?" said Jack to Ennis in the streets, one leg already up in his green pickup. The wind was gusting hard and cold.
"Maybe not." A dust plume rose and hazed the air with fine grit and he squinted against it. " Like I said, Alma and me's gettin married in December. Try to get something on a ranch. You?" He looked away from Jack's jaw, Bruised blue from the hard punch Ennis had thrown him on the last day.
" If nothing better ccomes along. Thought some about going back up to my daddy's place, give him a hand over the winter, then maybe head out for Texas in the spring. If the draft don't get me."
" Well, see you around, I guess." The wind tumbled an empty feed bag down the street until it fetched up under his truck.
"Right," said Jack, and they shook hands, hit each other on the shoulder, then there was forth feet of fistance between and nothing to do but drive away in opposite directions. Within a mile Ennis felt like someone was pulling his guts out hand over hand a yard at a time. He stopped at the side of the road and, in the whirling new snow, tried to puke but nothing came up. He felt about as bad as he ever had and it took a long time for the feeling to wear off.
Ok.. up to here... this part is shown in the movie, actuallly you will feel a little sad at this part whereas you can understand Ennis's feelings. but this is jus a small part of what he have suffer, there is more in the later part of the story, that will make you sob like nobody's business.... ok have to stop here..... more after i read further.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Characteristic of December Baby
---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke.
Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind.
Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy.
Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
Someone sent me this, About December Babys.... Hmm... i don know but jus that some of the points i do have. And is quite bingo to some of the points (I will not say which one, Guess yourself). Hmm, but some of the points, arr.... maybe is that in general for all the December Babys but it may not apply to all.... hmm.. i guess.
I think only your guys can help me identify what are some of the points that i have. do tag my board regarding this... Thanks Very Much.
TiDuS_ChRiS___reLinQuish shaDow
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Monday, April 03, 2006
Feeling from the song....
站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
in my heart we'll never be apart
残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念
都对你说
(我爱你)means i love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
(我爱你)只对你说
i will love you and forevermore
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你
oh baby i will love you because
我都属于你
This Song is by JJ Lim, hmm, When this song jus came out. i remember i hear it during one of the day when his new album jus came out. There is a lot of feeling that run wide in me when i am listening to this song, also i am still thinking of some other things. no idea why is that so, but i understand that the feelings is controling me. Whether or not, my mind is thinking of that person. Haiz, i think i need to see how am i going to control myself.
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____purSue inCanDeScence____9:48 PM
Is It true About We Guys
Is It true About We Guys.... this is from a email that i have receive from Jasmine, i don know what is it about so i jus read it. It start off like this.
When a GUY is quiet and is alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Miss you!!!
When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.
When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves you and how important you're.
When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.
When a GUY keep asking you the same question,
He is wondering why you are lying.
When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him forever.
When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.
When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how are you today.
When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.
When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.
When a GUY says that he can't live without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his future wife.
When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditely.
Hmm, i receive that on Sunday??? i think so, but is that i did not remember clearly, but i did think of updating it up here, hmm. so for everyone here, what do you think of it. cause as a guy, i did not really understand whether i am like that, but whether or not, i may have any of it, but i don know, cause your guys will know miore better. feel free to tag my board about this.OK?
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____purSue inCanDeScence____9:25 PM
Painful Day
I am Suffering today..... Due to my Sunburn.... Cause it jus hurt, and i don know what should i do. throughout the day in the office, i dare not stretch around, cause most of the time i will be stretching myself after staying at the same postition for few hours. So i am not able to do so today, jus can only move around other than sticking my butt onto the seat.
I relize that i have finish most of what they ask me to do... that is very dangerous, cause if that is so... it means that they may ask me not to come the next day if i have nothing to do, not need to have me sitting in the office doing nothing right...... Worry, maybe i need to hurry up prepare the presents, cause i have not totally finish, wraping and some other stuff.
including today, when i am in the office, cause i have the workorders to work on this morning, and is that i have some stuff to do to occupy the time there, but is jsu only a few for me to work on, so i jus finish it like in few minutes, the remainding time that i have jus use it to surf the net.
so in the end i still have something to do, but is jus that, i need to walk around the office more than i use to do so. Without anything to do, i jus stay in the office to surf the net, hmm... i think i need to recover from my burn first, cause it hurts. haiz, jus hope to have someone that can give me some care and concern about me injury.
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____purSue inCanDeScence____9:02 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Weekend Event
Hmm, i have been out for this 2 days, yesterday i am out in the morning with granny to some of the stuff from morning till afternoon.
So i met up with Ai Beng and Brian, cause they have been to Sentosa in the morning, as i am not able to come, have decided to got maybe on the good friday(14 April) so meet up with them, we have out lunch at yuki yaki at Marina Square. One Thing, MARINA SQUARE IS SO HUGE!!!!
Some of the Pictures that we have taken yesterday.
Some of the Picture that we tkae due to "Zi Lian" Illness.
Today in the morning, i ran out of my house at about 8 plus, Cause meeting Andrew for some stuff. first is because we have to train up our dance steps and some other things, moreover, WE HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TO OUR BODY!!! IT'S SO STEEF!!!! UNDERSTAND!!!
So we dance first at the Committee Centre near my house at 9, Due to the very"Considerate Driver... so very fast , jus did some stuff, normal things that we always do, but i don know how should i phrase it... but without futher ado.... we process on to the Swimming Complex...
Hmm, nothing much there but jus swimming, so ya for quite sometime i did not swim, but.... I AM STILL OK WITH IT!!!
Enjoy today's Swimming, and also there is some Sun out to burn, now i am having sunburn, OMG, haiz, but now is that i am ok now. still pain... Sob sob.....
So come back now to rest, tomorrow need to work, now waiting for Campus Superstar... haha... Must watch today, ok than, after that i will blog... Your guys out there also... HAHA
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____purSue inCanDeScence____6:34 PM
Brokenback Mountain
Brokenback Mountain I like this Movie, I Jus finish watching the movie as i have jus finish downloading the movie yesterday moring...
Is So good, Is jus that due to their way of specking, That i am not able to hear in clearly, So i maybe purchasing the Book for that story........ I think i need to go look for it tomorrow when i go for lunch......
When i watch it yesterday, i did cry out, Is because of the Relationship they have, and how they have hold it on for nearly 20 years, the best part is that is in the end, One of the half, Jack Twist (Acted by Jake Gyllenhaal) have die due to some reason, Kill but some one.
And when Ennis Del Mar (Acted by Health Ledger) arrive at Jack's Home Town, because He want to have his Ash to be Scattering over the brokenback mountain, but the parent disallow. follow by, because his parent allow him to go to his room, and to take something, so he discover the clothing that the have when they first on brokenback mountain, where they fight and have the bloodstain on it.
Haiz, i don know, that is a very nice movie, OMG, i will watch it again, at home... haha
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____purSue inCanDeScence____5:55 PM
